I got prescribed adderall and im so excited for that appetite suppression 😍😍😍
Also functioning like a normal person would be nice
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I got prescribed adderall and im so excited for that appetite suppression 😍😍😍
Also functioning like a normal person would be nice
I was seducing my gamer boy/discord kitten<3 it worked🥰
So a little update
I got worse
I thought about $uicide
I tried it, failed went to a mental hospital and was given more meds cause i refused to stay there hmmm what else im bombing med school i got a D+ in msk block but i guess that was inevitable cause i did try 😵 during exams
And as for my eating disorder i relapsed a bit you know mainly ideas and failed commitment (such as failure in every aspect lol) but then i got back to counting cals and my new meds suppressed my appetite a bit, i was given an antipsychotic for $uicidal tendencies but i didn’t take it i was traumatised from olanzapine lol.
Lastly I used my medicine and pharmacology expertise to buy drugs that makes you lose weight yk like metformin and orlistat and yeah i did lose weight and next week my subscription for healthy food begins and their main dish has less than 400 cals😲 it was for Ramadan cause it always triggers me but i guess all these with fasting combined i will lose a good amount
Why stupid brain make stupid scenarios and feel intense feelings about it like it’s actually happening and crying about it
TW‼️‼️
I Ate 😼
Got called skinny!! In a shocked way today
Good day good day
I’m in my 20’s and still wanting to be pretty and skinny when will i ever move on
And when someone calls me pretty im like no no this lighting, angle and makeup it’s not true so i don’t believe them
I had this idea where i thought if i was skinny i would look pretty but it got proven wrong so many times i know im obsessed with beauty but i cannot fake it for god’s sake i tried everything i think i need a surgical intervention
Still gonna ⭐️ve myself tho
I hate group pictures it just shows how huge i am i literally had a mental breakdown yesterday
Im so fat i will end it istg
I might just cancel and stay in bed googling how much a breast reduction surgery cost
People wonder why i have an eating disorder despite having “the perfect body” in their mind but they never experienced having boobs so large and wearing size s it’s like im being suffocated
After getting the confirmation that i have bpd can i be welcomed into the fandom🫦 this is me 23 and suicidal with a mix of mental illnesses like bpd, ed ana, mdd and anxiety yk the usual haha
Forgot to tell you guys that i got diagnosed with ? Personality disorder and the next session we found the answer borderline personality disorder 😻😻😻
I kinda knew but i don’t wanna think about it
I might be getting ketamine therapy you guys💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
You guys i got a new diagnosis instead 😻😻😻 bpd
I might be getting ketamine therapy you guys💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕