Poetic Shadow boxing

I'm a writer, I like to write poetry and story's, I write about existential, psychological, sci-fi stuff. If you enjoy poetic chaos as much as I do please don't be afraid to tell me what you think (constructive criticism preferred) *witty comments encouraged

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"Naive lust"

I remember that day, how your smile swayed the demons away, like it happened yesterday, how your eyes light up my soul from gray to fiery, how you stared while I inhaled the depravity of our society, you glance and catch a glimpse of the real me, you make me want to be better so I can make everyone happy, that's the charm of my naivety, how you bit my cheek like a cat in heat as I try not to blush; a security guard chases us away, we're nothing but strays that found each other in disarray, how we laughed at our worries and spat on our chocolate destiny, sour and sweet that's who you are not soft or hard more like crusty, how your eyes looked as I stole a kiss from you at the bay, how you moaned as we sucked our airways till our tongues got tired of swordplay, alas it all went to waste because of my poison DNA, well I tried...no that's a lie, fuck you pride, anyway you'll always be my hope that maybe someday I can feel that way, how cliche.

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"The Quiet Place"

The space inside my head, the walk I never tread, one day my body will decay even though that is not today, the void I still dread.

White and dark, grey silence that tears the soul apart, lost in perpetual ether with luc picard,

Kindred spirits that lost their minds and heart.

No eyes to get lost in, the abyss is awaiting, it's to late, it's always been to late, the darkness has always been residing.

Don't be timid, float in the blissful infinitum until firmament turns rigid.

Welcome we've been waiting, no you can't go back what's the point of that? Don't cry or fret that's what happens for smoking all those cigarettes...Come now it's too late for regrets, just enjoy infinity to the fullest extent.

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"Looping Bliss"

I'm inside my cloud covered in sweet numbness, happy sailing through disgusted cats pretending to be nothingness

My heart has rusted from showers of sorrows that peel at my egos narcissism, happily opening, enlightening my consciousness

I'm seeking the answers that will never reach imagination, inside our minds hide hieroglyphs that need translation, I need to understand the bliss inside us.

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"Crusty Love"

I don't know why but you make me smile

I don't know why but while you're not looking

I can't stop starring

I don't know why but seeing you smile makes my heart feel warm

It's part of you're charm

I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about you in my head, that night

We kissed is this alright?

Is this real? Is this imaginary

is this my reality?

I think I fell for you crusty.

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Jenny

When I saw you I couldn't look away

Believe me I tried, I tried to everyday

But in a world filled with the despair of solitude

I use human deflection called attitude

I fight back with crude words

Words I don't want to speak of

All I want to speak are beautiful

Words just like everybody should've

A true poets goal is to leave something beautiful behind

I guess I'll never succeed

I don't know if I'll ever be able to describe

how beautiful you really are

So sensually sweet it drives me crazy

I don't know what's going on with me truly

I want to kiss you

I can't stop thinking about you jenny

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Things

I wish I could tell you these things

all the misery that it brings all the bitterness from within

Some people say I'm narcissistic

I guess everybody is a critic

I'm just another tin man without a heart

Pain comes down on me slow but hard

I pretend I don't care

I avoid it with ruthlessness and misguided flare.

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Warmth

I don't know what to write

I don't know what to think

People are telling me that I need a shrink

That I'm a sociopath that I need God

Im tired of his plot

An endless feeling of lonliness

Of coldness in the heart

I yearn for the feeling of warmth