I get jealous over everyone.
I see people my age with friends laughing and having a good time. Or people who are holding hands and kissing their girlfriends/boyfriends, it makes me want to cry and hurt myself there and then.
I just wonder why itโs never me? Why Iโm not allowed to have that?
Maybe I should just go away and disappear? Maybe itโs best for everyone.
No on wants me. Not friends. Not girls. Not family. Iโm just alone. Everyday. No one talks to me. I guess days go by with people not talking to me.
But if they were my true friends, my real friends, theyโd be there. Theyโd ask me if I am ok. Theyโd not ignore me every single day.
I just donโt understandโฆ.
What is so wrong with me that no one likes me??


















