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𝚜𝚑𝚎/𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢. 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛. "𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳: 𝘢𝘮 𝘐 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯?" - 𝘊𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘓𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘰r

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hi it's been a minute. i'm very scared my gf hates me. i think i would die if so.

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my kitten died last night. i miss him so much. i feel empty and life doesn't feel worth living anymore.

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nothing like being at work during a mental health crisis lol

sitting on a freezer in the corner crying and idek why

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i feel so sad and so lost and so paranoid and so wanting to isolate today and i'm gonna loose my mind

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just revised my safety plan

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i have been cleaning my depression room for the past 2 days i'm almost done. when i say clean i mean deeeeep clean, went through my clothes, old items, etc. organized my closet too. i still feel empty and depressed but at least my room is clean

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i feel so fucking empty

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the other day, my gf told me no more moping. i am moping today. i'm rotting on my couch and i will sink into it until i no longer exist. i feel numb

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i'm so tired and i keep going to sleep so early, like 5 year old early. idk if my sleep schedule is ever gonna get fixed but ughhhh. like i either don't sleep bc i don't wanna miss a text from my gf or all i do is sleep to make the time pass, there's no inbetween for me

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i want a blythe doll SO BAD.

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life is good again, my gf called me 🤍

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blah

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i feel so hopeless

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i am in a very dark spot rn. sleeping on the couch isn't doing it for me, what if i go sleep in the backseat of my car

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my zoloft isn't zolofting hard enough right now

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my brain feels so fucked up, i don't wanna be this way and i wish there was a way to make all the pain disappear

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