perhaps that was what everyone needed in life , just that one person where words spoken would be received with warmth over judgement . throughout strikerās life he had been greeted with judgemental stares , with venom-tongues simply for how he looked or how he spoke . to an extent he understood ā what upstanding member of the public would choose to converse with a whiskey-drinking , manure-stinking ranch hand who seemed allergic to pronouncing his āgās ?? sometimes it was easier for him to lock himself away in a barn , in the farmhouse , and speak to those that understood him ā the cows , the chickens and , most of all , guillermo .
ā no , sir . i aināt the fightinā type , ā spoke striker , and for the most part it was true . at the very least , the fights he found himself caught up in were never his intention , more the fallout of an ill-recieved joke or one too many whiskeys . they were becoming commonplace now ā the sadder he became the more he drank , and the more he drank the rowdier he became . thoes dark eyes , downcast , spoke silently of his melancholy . there was no way guillermo hadnāt noticed , and a light chuckle followed his bossā seeming concern at the sheer inevitability of his response . ā nothinā worth mentioninā , boss . ā he mumbled , picking at the fraying denim at the worn knee of his jeans , ā anā i wouldnāt say it was plenty excitinā neither . more like depressin . ā and yet , in the safety of the truck , he felt safe to spill .
ā i dunno if i ever mentioned my girl . or my ex-girl . i dunno what we was , ā his eyes flicked up to his bossā before falling back to his antsy , twitching fingers , ā sheās back in roswellān actinā like she aināt never seen me before . i can promise you , boss , she seen me from angles nobody shouldāa seen me . sheās one hell of a liar , ā lips flattened into a line as he forced down any flicker of emotion . ā she got my heart all caught up i got no damn energy to hunt racoons no more . anā for the record they aināt like cows one bit ā cows are smart like big dogs , they can do tricks ān all !! ā