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Hobbyist writer with agonizing writer's block, artist and wannabe voice actor. She/her but any are fine idc.
Howdy hey, welcome to my blog! I primarily post fanart for EAPS and my EAPS/TSAMS AUs. I mostly watch the gaming episodes of TSAMS and NLAES, I very rarely watch lore episodes and I'm really burnt out on current TSAMS lore and I'm very frustrated with the current direction of the show so I'm trying to take a step back. I'm a huge fan of early TSAMS from the beginning to OM's death, after that not so much.
I like to share occasional updates to my fanfics or post my thoughts about certain topics within my fandoms. I'm a very opinionated person and I will rant freely on my blog. There will be posts with profanity and bits of adult humor because I am an adult myself, be wary of that if it's not your cup of tea.
I post in-character gameplay videos and some animatics on my Youtube !
I'm now taking art commissions through vgen!
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Recurring tags for my personal TSAMS/EAPS AUs:
#trash and brotherly bonds - the tag for my Nice Eclipse AU, called TABB for short. In which Eclipse has a family among Sun and Moon and a community in his Pizzaplex, he is not the same as Solar.
#inky's ruined refugee au - the tag for my Ruined Refugee AU, featuring an alternate Ruin more like his game counterpart.
#ghost whisperer sun au - the tag for my AU where Sun learns he has the ability to talk to the ghosts of dead animatronics.
#executing eclipse.exe au - the tag for my EAPS AU where Eclipse goes to MCM and joins Arnold in stopping the Mimic.
#inkykuro answers - the tag for all asks sent to and answered by me!
I’ve seen some people on tumblr say that Sun shouldn’t still be mad at moon and I’m like …no…?sun has EVERY right to still be pissed at moon cause1. Moons was horribly abusive to him before and after the separation 2.moon’s responsible for 99% of suns trauma(eclipse,the star,bloodmoon,July 16th etc)and 3.moon will still be a jerk to him for no reason (the carmine is so sorry vide immediately jumps to my head.
So yeah.sun is 100% in being “bitter”(and I use this word VERY lightly cause some people use it to villianize sun)to moon and wouldn’t blame him if he went of a villain arc and his first target is moon.
Yeah, no, Sun has every right to still be angry with Moon for everything he's done and how he's behaved. At this rate I am completely convinced that the people who say otherwise just think Sun is an abusive piece of shit unless he is completely abandoning his own autonomy and being the most submissive, self-sacrificing servant for Moon.
I'd be so fucking bitter if I were him. Especially because Moon still treats him like absolute shit. Thinks it's justified to scream at him over a card game and even when the animatronic he supposedly respects and so adores tells him, "Hey, this isn't appropriate and you should work on this," HE DOESN'T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE IT?? He fullheartedly brushed Carmine off and just ran away from the conversation. And that clearly goes to show us that does not care that he treats Sun like shit either, no matter who calls him on it.
Because last year taught him that he could break Sun's trust, accuse him of being the reason Nexus went insane because Sun wouldn't yell and fight with him like he wanted him to, and the worst that would happen is that Sun would leave home for a couple days before coming back and Moon himself wouldn't be held accountable for anything, because his household will simply tell Sun to get over it while coddling and defending Moon even though he is BLATANTLY IN THE WRONG. WHICH EVEN MOON HIMSELF UNDERSTOOD.
And especially because Solar told him that "Sun will forgive you eventually," he thinks that half-assed, whimpery apologies are all he needs to make amends. I'm sure he thinks that Sun's forgiven him and still blissfully takes it for granted.
Sun never even asks Moon for much, which is the craziest part. He just wanted Moon to own up to breaking his promise and realizing how much he hurt Sun and his trust. Didn't even get that much. Instead his entire family dog-piled on him to shut him up while actively infantilizing his grown-ass brother. Sun had to go to two strangers he barely knew from Adam to get even a crumb of support and understanding.
But I guess Moon is just a poor baby with the meanest brother who still stays by his side after being beat almost daily in the past, after being treated like shit on the daily, mocked for his interests in feminine fashion, had his sexuality made into a joke which is fucking insane considering Moon is aroace and Sun's always supported that, and after a promise of the utmost importance was so casually broken and Moon never even learned better from that whole ordeal.
I didn't watch it, sorry. And I don't really want to- it's nothing personal but I'm just not interested in the Sanctuary or Haven characters, and the most the show insists on revolving around them the more it turns me off to their characters. Aspen's, like, my only exception and we're never gonna see them again.
This has been on my mind for, like, months now but I finally started it last night and finished today. I liked the idea and execution of making the orange and red colors of his casing dustier to look more rugged. The spurs on his tail are inspired by Striker while the poncho/cloak was inspired by Clint Eastwood and those pictures you always see of him wearing that cool poncho.
This has been on my mind for, like, months now but I finally started it last night and finished today. I liked the idea and execution of making the orange and red colors of his casing dustier to look more rugged. The spurs on his tail are inspired by Striker while the poncho/cloak was inspired by Clint Eastwood and those pictures you always see of him wearing that cool poncho.
KC's death in the show is really disappointing since he felt really underutilized, but I think it was well executed (pun intended) for what it was. He stuck to his principles til the end and told Bloodmoon exactly as it was.
☁️+deep sleep new moon and uncorruption of a dark star nexus
DS New Moon: "Meeting them was almost a slap in the face from the universe. "Look, Moon. A version of you who did things way more terrible than you that was still forgiven in the end, that now has a big happy family with everyone they ever loved while you're still alone." Nexus still has their Sun. Even has their Lunar. And they even get a few other loving siblings- Earth, Solar and even the old Moon! After everything they did, right down to being the entire reason it hurts Sun to even take a breath, they get the happy ending! All while I'm still alone because I lost my temper, and because of that fucking cat! That's another thing that's sooo great in Nexus's life- they never had to deal Catnap taking their brother away to who knows where!"
"... They have everything. And I have nothing. I fucking hate them. I... Hate myself. Why did I say that, why did I leave the door? I should have broke it open and snapped that cat's neck so he couldn't take Sun away!"
UoaDS Nexus: "Meeting that Moon was... Definitely a reminder to be grateful for everything I have. He didn't succumb to the darkness like I did, but he still lost everything. Sun ran away, Lunar left permanently, he's all alone in the daycare- apparently there's no Earth and no Solar in his dimension, and the old Moon is still gone there. I feel terrible for him, but after hearing how he talked about his brother, after he explained what he said that made Sun leave... I don't blame Sun for running away. Hell, I'm surprised my Sun never ran away when I was still... That person. I wouldn't have blamed him if he did. It seems like it's always a New Moon's downfall to blind ourselves to just how lucky we are that Sun is so patient, until we get that wakeup call..."
"But one thing that I don't quite understand is who "that cat" is. He wouldn't explain and he got so angry when he realized I didn't have one in my dimension. And trust me, I'm not blind to his resentment towards me and the life I'm lucky to have. I almost wish I could try to help him but I don't think I could trust him with Sun. If he said anything half as terrible to my brother as what he said to his Sun, I'd have to break his damn jaw."
TSAMS Current Moon: "Took a lot of yelling to get it through the loser's thick skull that I wasn't "back to haunt him" and that I was actually real, no idea why the hell he flipped his shit when he saw me! Honestly, the most shocking thing about him is that he didn't rename himself to Nexus like the edgy loser he is. I'm not even surprised that he decided to side with Ruin's Monty and try to kill everyone, because it's a real Nexus move to be the worst bastard in every dimension, y'know? I guess because apparently I'm still dead in that dimension, Sun is too attached to do everyone a favor and pitch him into the trash compactor like he should. That's what I'd do after the bastard betrayed everyone and got Sun infected... Hahh, classic Sun, always seeing the best in the people who hurt him, right? Good thing I'm around to watch my brother's back across dimensions."
RR AU New Moon: "Of course even when I make sure that bastard's backup chip is destroyed and washed to the sewers where it belongs, he has to come back from some random dimension and annoy me with his stupid prattle! Going on and on about how "edgy and what a loser I am," saying how glad he is that Sun torched me in his dimension, calling me Nexus- that's not my goddamn name! I could barely get a word in edgewise, the bastard just loves to hear himself talk. Either about himself or this... Carme person? I have no clue who that is, but the bastard is sure obsessed with them, it seems!"
"One of the few things I got to do was tell him how I made Sun suffer, and that his turtleneck made him look like a damn nerd. Heh, he got really pissy about that... More than knowing that Sun was infected, really. So much for their supposed "bond," huh?"
TSAMS Sun: "You'd think after the many, many years I've spent exploring and experiencing other dimensions and their fundamental differences that nothing would phase me anymore, but admittedly this dimension still had me stumbling to process everything- especially about my counterpart. He's in a happy relationship... With Ruin? It made me sick to my stomach before he told me a lot more about his Ruin. I'm not sure what shocked me more, that there's actually a good version of Ruin out there or that he and my counterpart are actually a fair bit younger than me."
"I was... Also shocked to learn that he's been infected with the virus from Ruin's dimension. That he was infected by Nex- er, by his dimension's New Moon... Is it always a Sun's fate to have to fight him and protect our loved ones from his wrath? Is there really no way to change things for the better?..."
RR AU Sun: "The first thing I noticed about my counterpart- er, aside from the different attire and his cosmetic changes- was... The fact that he seems so drained. So exhausted, so unhappy... Though, knowing now what he's been through I can't be shocked. He's seen so much death and had to kill his own brother- he didn't get the chance to spare New Moon- er, Nexus, from death? I can't imagine the toll that's taken on him. I'm sure it makes my nightmares pale in comparison."
"Though- he said he lives with Moon, still? But a different Moon- different from New and Old, he just calls him the "current Moon." And apparently they live with most of the family in one big house, too. With, um, Cosmos, Solar, and a couple of kids. It's hard to keep it all straight, but apparently in his dimension, Lunar changed his name and the nice Eclipse changed his name to Solar rather than Thackery. Jack is Solar's son, and Dazzle is my counterpart's daughter- which admittedly made me envious to hear. I still can't help wanting a child of my own, though it's still something I'm not sure about bringing up to Ruin..."
"At the very least I know that it's possible, though he didn't really go into detail about how Dazzle came about and he said he wasn't seeing anyone... Suppose he must have built her? All I really know is that talking about her is the only time he smiled during our entire conversation."
I realized that since I'm not a blog for any one muse that I should've specified that folks can ask my characters their thoughts on my other characters, so since that's my bad that I didn't think to clarify that before this, I got this I'm gonna go ahead and give a few different answers! /vvv lh /silly self @
- From me myself, I obviously adore my silly little critter and I've been having a lot of fun recording videos playing as her! Since her personality was still kind of a work in progress before I started making my videos (and ngl it still kind of is) one of my favorite traits that developed through me playing her was the fact that she can get really catty when she's given cattiness first. XD
Though it wasn't intended while initially designing her, I also like that she's got a lowkey Queen of Hearts thing going on- especially since she was specifically made to be a multishipping character. :3
- From Nem: "She's a bit of a punk to play Game of Life with, she definitely knows how to get on my nerves and keep me talking for the content. Especially when she's always giggling at my misfortune. Of course, she stopped giggling when I won, ha!"
- From Arnold: "I'm still not... Overly fond of clowns, b- but she's not the worst clown I've met- not by a long shot. She's very sweet if not a bit, er, clingy? I think she's trying to weasel her way past my phobia, which... I mean, I don't know if she can when she's always insistent on wearing her mask. But I know she wears it for a reason, so I don't want to tell her I think she's cuter without it. That'd be pretty rude..."
- From Eclipse: "Tch, she's fine. A huge improvement over the Staff Bot we used to have running the theater for certain, even if some of her jokes are stars-awful. With her as the theater attendant I also have more time to focus on my mechanic work or personal projects, even if I still resent being demoted to a theater assistant. At the very least, she listens when I tell her to come handle the annoying brat kids and the damn Karens."
- From Nexus: "Fitting that she's a clown, because she has a funny little talent of pushing my buttons and pissing me off in a way very few others can. I eagerly look forward to the day I can wipe that damn smile off her face and teach her not to mess with a god!"
Took me hours, but I finally finished my take on NLAES Lunar! I had been wanting to draw him again for a while, and I thought it would be fun to give him a redesign.
It's not really compliant to the lore since I really only watch NLAES for the fun silly videos or gaming eps, but I liked the idea of giving him a full pajama outfit since I assume he's in charge of naptime between him and Earth? I wanted him to look oh so cozy so I added fluffy bits to his clothes.
He def wasn't designed to have mismatched socks by his creator, he simply lost the other one in the laundry and didn't bother to find a matching replacement. Also, do his socks have the traction pads or is it entirely possible for him to slip and eat it on the floor? You decide! /hj
I added little flower-ish patters to his socks, blanket and made the patch design outright a flower because I've been toying with the idea of, in my scenarios book, calling him Dais/Daisy if I manage to add him to the roster? Like lackadaisy. Idk, it just has Vibes.
And lastly, I know he's also a playtime pal to the kids of the daycare, so I made him a plushie animatronic like Poppi! >w< I made the markings on his cheeks look like buttons, added stitching to his exposed parts, and gave him pawpads and beans. He's an endo with stuffing and fabric casing like her.
What are your hottest takes about Tsams moon and nexus(like stuff that will get you burned at the stake by moon and nexus fans)
-Puts on red tunic- /iykyk Protection aquired, let's go
- Moon wrote the letter they found at Nexus's death site that was """from Nexus.""" He wanted Sun to finally get over the brother he clearly views as "inferior" to himself so he forged the letter. Because let's be so real, Nexus didn't give a fuck about Sun, he didn't care about Sun at all, especially not after he became a villain. He wouldn't spend his last moments bothering to write a letter to tell Sun, "I hate you, baka! B- but, you should move on and be happy without me, okay?" If he really did write a final letter to Sun, it would be a long laundry list of all the ways he ever wanted to make Sun suffer for """"forcing him to be Moon.""""
- Bouncing off my fourth hot take in this post, Nexus is responsible for the fact that everyone "only saw him as Moon." I don't mean in the beginning, I don't mean when he was new and fresh and confused.
I mean when he started to find himself and started to separate himself from the old Moon. And when he finally realized he didn't want to be a Moon at all, it was his responsibility to tell everyone, "Hey, I don't want to be Moon anymore, this is my new identity." They are not to blame for still seeing him as a Moon when he did not tell them he didn't want to be Moon until it was TOO LATE! What the fuck were they supposed to do, read his fucking mind? Suddenly decide to rename him themselves like he was a dog they got from the shelter?
And like I go to painstaking lengths to point out in the linked post, it was not a matter of him not being in a safe situation where telling them would get him hurt. Solar changed his name, Terra changed her body multiple times while Nexus knew her, one time being completely of her own will, which he and Solar HELPED WITH, AND NO ONE EVER TOLD HER NO, YOU CAN'T DO THAT, HOW DARE YOU?
- Moon didn't improve AT ALL as a brother to Sun after the fight last year. Moon took Sun's grace for granted and has gotten completely complacent with how he is, and he clearly believes he's now flawless after unlocking his emotions considering he's stated in the past that he's "served his penance" despite the fact that he never meaningfully made amends with Sun aside from whimpery, whining, crying-ass apologies that Sun never actually accepted or forgave.
And considering when Carme of all people told him, "there's some things you should really work on with yourself for your brother's sake," Moon brushed him off, it is painfully clear that he does not care about actually trying to work on himself and become a better brother to Sun. If he were at least trying but struggling like the Old Moon, I would be more forgiving. But he's not trying, and that's why so many people hate him and are so critical of him.
He's genuinely at a point where you could tell me he's casually beating Sun again and the only reason I'd question it is to ask, "And Sun's not breaking his arms and burning him alive for laying hands on him??"
- Nexus wasn't justified using Sun as a living weapon to hunt Bloodmoon. I don't care if "he was scawed 🥺," because why doesn't it matter that Sun was scared? Why is Sun's fear of his hallucinations worsening if he were involved in Bloodmoon's death irrelevant? Why was Nexus coercing his own brother into being a living weapon because "your better with Star power" acceptable when he could have tried fixing a gun barrel or when Solar could have gotten off his little ass to help considering he had his arm cannon by that point? Let's be frank, using Sun was the easiest option so Nexus guilt-tripped him into it. And if anyone brings up "the greater good" ANYTHING I am eating your house.
- Moon wasn't justified in using Sun as a bartering chip to win the Haven Moons' cooperation either. I say again, he didn't even call Sun to ASK if it was okay, he made the decision behind Sun's back and got away with it because at this point, Sun was taught by his entire "family" that his boundaries and his feelings don't matter. And I'm sure Moon had a pretty little guilt-trip of his own to play off camera.
The bad-mood-for-no-reason demon was visiting my head this evening so I decided to bat it away with fashion fits for my girlie and the theydam.
Poppi's outfit was a mix of a bunch of apparel pieces I found on Pinterest amalgamated into a cute lil outfit for her, I'm not sold on the colors but ye, there she be. Way back when I first drew Poppi I had always wanted to just use the bare body base to give her a bunch of outfits and never managed to get around to it before the redraw.
Aspen's outfit was simply a "draw your oc in this" meme with a very cool outfit I thought would work wonderfully on them. And I finally got to draw them smiling! ^w^ I'm super happy with how they turned out.
