day one
Rajasthan is really, extremely hot. We recover from jet lag, and we go see where the machine will be held, but it didn’t have the right electrical outlets, and wasn’t clean enough. I was extremely nervous and this didn’t help. You can buy a $4,500 machine, but you need somewhere to put it. So having this first obstacle was actually the scariest because I felt like I was already letting everyone down. I actually cried, and I didn’t expect that to happen until much later. I felt that things weren’t the way that I pictured in my head, and that people were relying on me, and everything had to be perfect. Until I found out, it didn’t. My family and relatives and strangers in the village all moved to help fix this issue. A stranger lent his house to me. I was actually so touched, and Saloni told me assured me that my stress was getting to me, that things were going to be just fine. And as a younger sister always does, I didn’t believe her.
walking in the village next to my aunt, and maybe this can also reflect the whole light at the end of the tunnel I needed to walk into.
After this, we found a more permanent solution. The former head of the five villages, an extremely respected man and also a close relative to my father offered his house, but we didn’t want to take his home from him. There was however, an empty house right next to him, where at least 300 giant bags of garlic were being stored on the first floor. On the second floor, it was completely empty, and had electrical sockets and ample light.
I’d like to say that I was the one who held my head high when the going got tough, and yelled “Onward, men!” But I wasn’t. I was immature and frantic, but watching my sister be the model of the way I should’ve acted has my perspective changed. We had two entirely different attitudes of the same situation, and she had a more positive experience than me. So no, I didn’t start out as the glowing leader, but this whole adventure definitely made sure I will be next time.













