"I'm the Dressup Doll, Rio Ranger! I'm gonna support y'all on this floor! Best regaaards!"
IMPORTANT/DNI: \\\NSFW dni, im a minor (under 16) so "mdni" dni, im a nonsharing yume, goro akechi yume doubles and ranmaru kageyama yume doubles dni, fictionkin doubles 4 any of the kins that are in plain color dni. (espc Misa,Futaba,Sei, and Ranger. i very very heavily kin them) Tysm!/// other than that ig i block freely?..
srry thats alot n i seem very dramatic but those things do make me feel sick and i do not like that v much...
IRL Ranger AND Sei Satou and local "impediment to the plan" /ref
pronouns page: /en.pronouns.page/@MeltyAngel (get rid of the first slash)
prns: he(?)/ it/they/byte/wing/sweet/pill/.exe/.txt/purr/moe/kyun/maid (i will use she refering to myself on occasion. i dont use that ok?) (dont make fun of my silly list of pronouns you are DEVOID of WHIMSY) (I ALSO HIGHLY SUPPORT PEOPLE JUST. RECCOMENDING ME PRONOUNS BASED OFF HOW THEY THINK OF ME.)
interests: YTTD, NSO, homestuck, class of 09, deltarune, PERSONA 5, umamusume, ride the cyclone, 2kawaii4comfort, danganronpa, death note, persona 3 (I HAVENT FINISHED IT LIKE AT ALL YET OK DONT SPEAK OF IT W ME I WILL GET SCARED ˶o̴̶̷᷄‸o̴̶̷̥᷅˶/vlh)
music: VOCALOID, jpop, denonbu, breakcore/dnb or wtv its called,denpa,DEVI MCCALLION!! MARETU, destroy boys.. alot tbh.
Kintypes+: AIkin/chatbotkin/angelkin
Abt me: INFP-T 4w3 (or 6w7, maybe fluctuate between them) :3 also. im a jirai and this is partially a jirai/vent blog, you'll find vents and sensitive topics here. Also fuck it moot me up im anxious but also very lonely. AND this is a sideblog. (shh my main is silly--silver ik its cringe on there dw abt it) now if u dont like that then dont look!!! ok?
MORE abt me: i probably have traits or are at high risk of developing BPD or some other disorder but i have no therapist and my parents will never ever bring me to one so.... also im a huge people pleaser (HUGE) (the song i think describes me most is literally appetite of a people pleaser) or if i wanna be quirky kawaii desu ne (/j) abt it im an irl undere. i like thinking of my issues as dere-types sometimes (like undere, dorodere. etc.) for fun. i tend to lie, hide things abt myself etc so that i can be accepted.. if i suddenly come to you like " i lowk had a grudge against you for weeks but never told you " dont be shocked. i also struggle heavily with identity issues. this actually includes not being able to tell when im lying or not.
Tags:
~⊱༺ MAL IS MALFUNCTIONING༻⊰~ (vents)
~⊱༺ mal's digital joy༻⊰~ (my interests)
~⊱༺ loading response....༻⊰~ (askss)
⊱༺ LET ME INFECT U!༻⊰~ (reblogsss)
~⊱༺ POPUP!༻⊰~ (anyth i say)
~⊱༺ lovesick virus༻⊰~ (yumeshipper vents) (old)
~⊱༺ my beloved༻⊰~ (ranting abt my f/o's)(old)
Decoration internet-y thingys under !! I forgot LMFAO
i love my friend ALOT but why is it that when i get them into smth for a split second they're immediately reccomending it to their friends like they know anything abt it.....you just opened the game?.. gimme credit atleast damn.... /lh
I’m honestly surprised there aren’t MORE DDLC themed jirai blogs, knowing the characters and game. I know there are a decent amount, but still.. Especially Sayori. I barely see any Sayoris.
sometimes i remember that all joy is temporary and just become really depressed for days on end. i wish there was a way to completely re-live past feelings without fail.
I HOPE THAT BITCH IS FUCKINF DEAD GODDAMNIT. ILL NEVER BE THE SAME. EVER. THE WAY I LET HER BOSS US AROUND. SHE HAS NO PURPOSE EXISTING FUCK OFF FUCK OFF IM FUCKCING SHAKING.
i am so SICKKKK of getting attached to people it is only a curse upon me. suddenly everything about their emotions are my fault even if i dont remember doing anything. it makes me hate myself and even them sometimes but no matter what it will always be like how they're feeling contributes entirely to how i feel. i end up making and panicking over scenarios in my head of them yelling at me. i would wish them gone but all i know is that even if they werent here it would end up being someone else in their place anyways. im doomed to think everything negative is about me. fuck.
me in my head after making things that are not about me about me: wow wtf why would i do such a thing i cant believe i did this thing and they are thinking this thing about me why would i do that.