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i don’t love anybody but you. you’re still the love of my life and the one i wanna be with forever. i love you so much and i’m still in love with you. please give me another chance, please talk to me again.. we are so close...

i hate going to sleep alone. before you i could do anything and everything alone. but after losing you, i realized how much i wanted you in my life. maybe that’s selfish of me, maybe i’m too reliant on you. i just really miss us and how we’d do everything together. sometimes doing things alone doesn’t seem right because we’d literally do all of our activities together. it’s not being alone that hurts, it’s being without you specifically. sure i can do the same things with someone else, but it wouldn’t be worth it. i wouldn’t find any fun or pleasure doing the things we did but with someone else. youre still so special to me and after all these months, you’re right. i’m still hung up on you.. probably forever like you say.

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All I’ve ever known is pain

i wish i could take your pain away. there’s so much left in life for you to accomplish. you’re gonna be on to great things and just remember, i love you so much and i miss you everyday.

one day we’ll be together again. i’m so much closer to you than you think.

i miss when you were my girl and i’d take care of you and take you out. i miss hugs and kisses. i miss your scent. i miss how we had such a bond but most of all i miss you because you were my everything. my best friend and my lover.

i really miss you. you said we could get back together with time apart. please let me know where we stand