i'm kinda Fucked Up

A place to vent my woes. Bpd. Always okay to reblog.

[blossomingbella]

no offense but i really wish i had a personality and a reason to live

[vesface]

[aykrivwassup-archive]

VERY VERY. I try to tag everything but I have a bad habit of quick reblogging cuz i’m usually on mobile. if i think of i after and i’m still on i’ll usually go back and edit but if i don’t PLEASE LET ME KNOW!

[generation-tbc]

I can feel like I am going to break soon, I can’t burry my anger anymore. It’s building more and more.

[bpdanais-deactivated20170815]

me, practicing basic hygiene: sometimes you just gotta treat yourself, you know?? like obviously it’s not reasonable everyday but every once in a while it’s good

[kaerlighedsbrev-deactivated2020]

do u ever just get suicidal but like lowkey. like suicide and chill

[846782364278]

my teeth must always stay sharp. 

[honeybpd]

i change, but i don’t grow

[boredpd]

me: wow i’m actually enjoying myself and i’m emotionally stable for a change?? bpd:

[borderline-riku]

what’s it like to not split on people you love constantly???

I want to be able to care for someone without becoming irrationally upset the moment their attention is off me for .3 seconds 

[mentallyillbiscuit]

me: im a god

also me: *beating myself with a stick* YOU DONT! DESERVE! LOVE!

[evenmoreclinicallydepressed-blog]

Intrusive thought advice: Let those thoughts just exist and go ahead and do things that are meaningful to you.

Me: (has anhedonia) do what now?

[mentallyillbiscuit]

that feel when your fear of abandonment makes your impulse in any given situation pretty abusive and u spend all ur energy fighting the impulse to take the shitty abusive Easy Way Out™

[byesuggestion]

i am toxic and i hurt everyone i love

[coldafternoon-deactivated202102]

someone: don’t ever hesitate to cut toxic people from your life!!

me, actively being the most toxic person in existence simply by being alive: okay

[hpd-kitten]

I dont think my therapist understands that I cant remember my moods. Like I feel great right now, and its like i’ve always felt like this, then i’ll feel depressed and feel like i’ve felt depressed my whole life. Like dont ask me how my month has been cause I wont remember. 

[bpdsnek]

my mitochondria clearly aren’t working because this bitch has NO FUCKING ENERGY

[cruzfucker]

third base is me asking if you hate me