MentallyNoob @mentallynoobie - Tumblr Blog

we get so distracted by the overwhelming march of life meanwhile much more important things are fading away in the background.

it just feels so lonely...so very lonely...and it sucks because i once felt how it feels not be that lonely :(

one day it will all make sense. one day we will all get that moment of clarity, but some get it sooner than others

...and then there was you. Did I dream when you were here? I don't know I was too focused on our daylight hours. I never wanted to sleep in those days. And now here I am again. Never wanting to sleep. Not until I find you. Not until I live in the good dream again. Not until you're back

3 am

i wonder if you are gazing at the stars right now i wonder if you are thinking about me just as i’m thinking about you i wonder how you are doing and how is your life going i wonder if you are crying everynight to sleep i wonder if you are so tired of how lonely and paifull it is i wonder if you miss me just as much as i miss you whatever it is i hope the stars protect you from the lonesome and horrors of this life

We live in a body that fights to survive with a mind that try’s to die

5 am

This world can only give me reminders of what I don't have, can never have, didn't have for long enough. so it makes me wonder Which would be worse, to live as a monster or to die as a good man?