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@mentalmtf
Update
Day 2/50
I did pretty well today I’m definitely getting better at not accepting food.
My dad got me chipotle which used ALL my calories. Like 550 cals I don’t know the exact amount. And I ate a chocolate bar which was 200 cals.
I def burned off the chocolate bar during pt so yay. And some more just walking so imma say I came so about:
+ 550
+ 200
- 275
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475 cals
More ED things
- literally just wanting to be a stick or die
- feeling disgusting even after zero calorie foods
- sometimes getting so depressed that you eat everything and then hating yourself so much it hurts
- wanting to look sick
- wanting people to get scared of you because you look so thin
- starve, binge, starve, binge
- really never being happy..
- feeling nothing anymore
- scared that your significant others will leave, hate you
- searching for pro Ana things although you’d never wish that for anyone else
I don’t know why I write this I just really want to die right now this isn’t even a joke :)
‘If I eat all the binge food now, then I won’t binge tomorrow’
When you’re fasting and everyone’s getting on your last damn nerve
Reblog if you’re bitches
sure, I don’t get a “healthy” amount of sleep like SOME PEOPLE do but can they do THIS *stands up, blacks out for a second*
Ana community in 2008:
Ana community now:
16 hours into my fast feeling okay❤❄
50 safe foods
Fruits
Strawberries (4 calories for one medium)
Blueberries (20 calories for 25 berries)
Raspberries (10 calories for 10 berries)
Blackberries (20 calories for 10 berries)
Cherries (4 calories for one medium)
Grapes (2 calories for one medium)
Apricot (17 calories for one medium)
Plum (30 calories for one small)
Apple (47 calories for half a medium)
Watermelon (46 calories for one cup)
Vegetables
Cabbage (17 calories for a cup)
Carrots (25 calories for a medium)
Tomatoes (22 calories for a medium)
Cucumbers (16 calories for a cup)
Romaine Lettuce (8 calories for a cup)
Spinach (7 calories for a cup)
Cauliflower (27 calories for a cup)
Broccoli (30 calories for a cup)
Sugar Snap Peas (26 calories for a cup)
String Beans (31 calories for a cup)
Spaghetti Squash (31 calories for a cup)
Mushrooms (4 calories for medium)
Iceberg Lettuce (10 calories for a cup)
Kale (33 calories for a cup)
Zucchini (19 calories for a cup)
Dairy & Eggs
Unsweetened Almond Milk (30 calories for a cup)
Unsweetened Chocolate Almond Milk (40 calories for a cup)
Unsweetened Cashew Milk (25 calories for a cup)
Unsweetened Coconut Milk (45 calories for a cup)
Egg Whites (17 calories for an egg white)
Meat, Poultry, Fish, & Other
Shrimp (11 calories for a medium)
Smoked Salmon (33 calories for 1 oz.)
Tofu (18 calories for 1 oz.)
Turkey Breast (29 calories for 1 oz.)
Chicken Breast (47 calories for 1 oz.)
Snacks
Pickles (7 calories for a medium)
Sugar-Free Jello (10 calories for a serving)
Graham Crackers (30 calories for a cracker)
Applesauce (50 calories for half a cup)
Rice Cakes (35 calories for a medium)
Starches, Grains, & Other
Sweet Potato (26 calories for 1 oz.)
Brown Rice (31 calories for 1 oz.)
White Rice (37 calories for 1 oz.)
Bulgur (24 calories for 1 oz.)
Barley (35 calories for 1 oz.)
Condiments
Sriracha (5 calories for a teaspoon)
Sugar-Free Barbecue Sauce (9 calories for 1 oz.)
Sugar-Free Ketchup (5 calories for a serving)
Sugar-Free Maple Syrup (15 calories for a serving)
Soy Sauce (9 calories for a tablespoon)
Omg I thought Soy Sauce was like…. Super high in cals 😳
tumblr is like a group therapy with no therapist.
When you see someone with a starting weight that is your goal weight
I want to have recordings on my phone of certain song lyrics so:
Person: Says something about my all black outfit
My phone: I’LL STOP WEARING BLACK WHEN THEY MAKE A DARKER COLOR. WhOoOaH WhOoOaH
Person: Says something rude
My phone: Excuse me could you please leave (twenty one pilots interview)
Person I hate: Says anything
My phone: ARE YOU SMELLING THAT SHIT? ARE YOU SMELLING THAT SHIT? EAU DE RESISTANCE!
Teacher: What was the most important thing in American history?
My phone: It was the summer of 2001, Joe meets Patrick and he’s like…
Update- YAY
DAY ONE
So I started off with a healthy breakfast of air.
Then I went to Starbucks and used 431 cals (so pretty much all of them
Then I was offered food :(( I can’t say no so I took it. That added like 550 cals all together.
However take out 250 cals for playing badminton and walking and another 250 cals for basket ball and playing hot lava monster and walking to the park.
+ 431
+ 550
- 250
- 250
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491 cals out of 500 :)
I made my goal of no more than 500 cals for day one and I’m so proud bc at the end it was really hard bc my dad got pizza for dinner and it was calling me omg. But I made friends on kik that helped me through it :).
1/50
Tea
Here’s the tea guys I binged today instead of starting my diet if anyone wanted to know what my diet was it’s vvv I’m tired so gn
That constant struggle between “I can’t show my symptoms or I’ll be a burden” and “why doesn’t anyone realize I’m suffering?”
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This feels personal
Update uwu
So I ate hella food today I’m just not gonna count it and imma start my diet tomorrow. Gn y’all :((
Update
I’m a lazy ass and didn’t want to work out so I tried purging for the first time and I couldn’t even throw up. I drank hella salt water and now my stomach hurts like nobody’s business. Plus I think I’m getting a migraine. I almost got caught bc when I got out the family friend was like are you ok I could hear you coughing. And I said I felt sick and she guess right away that I was feeling nauseous so gl to me. I have 20 min to nap and I better feel better by then. I’m restarting my diet tomorrow (pic below) I’m not counting today bc of everything that happened + dinner. Wish me luck
