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It was slightly strange that she had seen him after so many months, and yet despite the obvious changes to him, she could still clearly recognize the boy. Sure knowing what he was thinking probably played a part in it, but he did still look like himself. Reaching up to the boys head she immediately ruffled his hair, messing it up on purpose as she laughed. "It's good to see you again."
B R E A K I N G N E W S ↳ we’re getting reports that claim “tumblr roleplayers” are ”allowed” to do “whatever they want” with “their” blogs. why? bloggers are calling it “free will.”
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It had been too long since she had seen him- or anyone really- and although she wouldn't admit it, the loneliness was getting to her. Perhaps it was the fact that for the majority of her life, she had been plagued by the voices in her head. Life without them was strange, indeed. As to where everyone was, she had no idea, but the lack of people concerned her a little. Hopefully at least he was still around.
And that was why despite not being a student at his school, she had sneaked into the dorms. Hopefully he would at least appreciate the effort.
As she approached his room, she gave a small nervous sigh and, a little confused as to why she just did that, inwardly kicked herself. If he was there, she didn't want to be nervous. It was just Max- no one to be nervous over.
"Oi, Max!" she called as she stopped outside his door, rapping on it a couple of times lightly with her fist. Actually now that she thought about it, there was something to be nervous about. Had he forgotten what she said to him months ago, about loving him? Part of her hoped he had, while the other part... The other part would definitely be upset if that was the case.
Not that she would ever say that.
I would do
anything
for you.
"Oh fuck, oh FUCK."
He seemed to be panicking. At least from what she could hear. To be fair, hearing a student panicking at the school wasn't strange- usually they had been caught doing something to a Bonum student, something simple like wrecking a report- but seeing Derek in a state of distress was weird. He was usually onw of the more calm of the guys, anyway.Turning to him, the brunette gave a small sigh and bit her lip, holding onto her head. Although hearing people like this was entertaining in its own right, it really took its tole on her. "God damn it Derek-" she grumbled, staring at him. "What the hell have you done?"
"What happened doesn’t change anything."
Raising an eyebrow at the boy, Dylan found herself slightly confused. What happened? Had something major happened between them that she had classed as being not-so-major? There were two ways she could find out. On one hand she could just listen to the words echoing in her mind to find out what he meant, but on the other hand, taking the time to make the boy explain himself seemed pretty fun too. At least it did in her mind."Hm?" she blinked up at him, giving a small sigh. "What're you talking about?"
"Don’t trust me."
Dylan sniggered. There was never going to be anyone she could fully trust. There never had been, and there never would be. Dishonesty was just in a persons blood. It didn't matter if the person being spoken to was their closest friend or a complete stranger, the chance of at least one lie coming out of the speakers mouth was always high."You couldn't be dishonest with me if you tried, Derek." And it was true. But not be a choice of her own. "I'll never trust you. I'll never have a reason to trust you. Or anyone else, in fact."
"Just leave me ALONE."
All she could bring herself to do was stare at the boy. His words were cold, the kind she was used to hearing in her mind. Not spoken straight to her. It was strange. Usually people were at least slightly courteous in hiding their feelings in theit head, but he has just come out with it. Brown orbs directed their attention to him, and she frowned."Then leave. If you don't want to be with anyone, then go. See if I care." But deep down she did care. She just wasn't very good at showing- or even admitting- it.
Okay I know I have a few asks to reply to from last night, but when I was in the middle of doing the replies my internet got cut off; I'm on my phone at the moment and dont have access to icons or to having Xkit to fully edit posts, so I'm going to do them normally to keep people from waiting-- when its not past 3am <3
Another Angsty Starters Meme
"I just really need to have you here right now."
"Didn’t you see what I did?!"
"Oh fuck, oh FUCK."
"Please come get me."
"Where are you?!"
"I’m coming, just sit tight!"
"Look at me - just breathe, okay?"
"I can’t breathe!"
"You don’t have to stay."
"It’s all my fault."
"It’s all YOUR fault!"
"Don’t fucking touch me."
"Please I just… really need space right now."
"I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere."
"I’m gonna be sick."
"Ever wonder if the world would be better off without you… ?"
"I’m sick of being USELESS."
"You’re not useless."
"Shit, are you bleeding?!"
"Please, put it DOWN."
"Shh, c’mere…"
"It’s okay to cry…"
"Don’t listen to them. Don’t you EVER listen to them."
"I’m not cut out for this."
"Just leave me ALONE."
"Please listen to me-"
"You can trust me."
"Don’t trust me."
"What happened doesn’t change anything."
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She hadn’t wanted it to end this way. The boy was someone she could actually say she was ‘close’ to. Maybe not too much, but a little. Dark orbs looked at him and she could definitely say on the inside, she was a nervous wreck. But she had to finish it. She knew that doing this meant taking him away from someone he loved, but it had to be done. It just had to.
"I’m sorry. I don’t want to do this."
Her voice was shaky, and her palms slightly sweaty. She was determined not to let this get to her, though. She had been told to do this, and she had to go through with it. It was her job, and she had already agreed to it.
"See you again, Derek."
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"Not gonna lie, that would be a little awkward for the both of us." Derek said. "Shit, you wouldn’t have to blackmail me! I’ll probably do it anyway, whatever it is that you’re wanting from me."
"Awkward is seriously an understatement here..." she shook her head, looking at him. "And what I want from you... I want you to stop being so damn depressing, and lighten up sometimes..."
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