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Yeah I mean idk maybe I’m the problem

Keeping the magic alive for the kids while my heart is still in pieces is the only joy I’ve had this Christmas. My ex really broke me so bad. I can’t even hate him. I’ve tried. I hope I never see him again.

I apologise in advance

I'm insecure, and I'm far too proud to tell you I'm wrong

And yesterday I got drunk

And I said some stupid things that I probably shouldn't have

I feel so broken. I know you can’t die from heartbreak but fuck. This feels terrible.

Tonight I cannot believe my dad is dead. Tonight I can’t believe I won’t ever hear him come home again. Tonight I can’t fathom the fact that I’ll never make him laugh again. I want my Dad. I need my Dad.

Lived a true romance book novel these last few days. Girl goes through a life changing situation, goes back to hometown, reconnects with old crush and spends the next couple days living life and remembering what it feels to truly be seen and loved again.

Removing your nickname in my phone and slowly sending you back home with your things. So when one of us actually has the balls to end this we won’t have an awkward meet up for our stuff. You needed more than me. I’m friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty but he needed more than me.

Im so sad. I can’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe everything that has happened in the last 2 years. There’s only so much one person can take.

Yesterday you told me you were in love with me. And even though we’ve been saying it for months that was the first time you said you were in love with me. You’re my best friend and the only man I’ve ever truly gave myself too. To think we got here because we were helping each other heal. Now we get to love each other the way we always wanted to be loved in return. I’m still on cloud 9.