she queer on my gender

they call me aiden. because that's my name

[meower-official]

> male , he , 8teen , yt queer + plural + disabled

hi. i come here when i'm overwhelmed by my main account

read more ; graphic hoard

[communist-hatsunemiku]

Love this Miku so much... here is my take - googoogaga733

[meower-official]

chat how productive is it to treat my shitty family members the way they treat me until they realise how fucking mean they are

"if you're struggling for time, why don't you just work faster? my friend is so much more productive than you, what's your problem?" "you're so entitled, you never consider my disability! it's your fault i'm so stressed. you know how sick stress makes me, right? if you don't want to personally make me sick, you need to be less selfish" "what do you mean you can't understand what i'm saying? hah, yeah, right... you must be tired or something. if you weren't so tired all the time you wouldn't be so slow"

i'm just so fucking tired! all the time! i love these people but i hate them! how dare you speak to me like that?!

[plural-questioning]

are you able to "summon" alters to front without triggering them? If so, how?

question 227:

[meower-official]

we're sleepconscious. there's no two way street of "are you coming out?" "sure, i'll come out." i just go "i want to be someone else" and then i yoink their essence over me like a bedsheet and in five minutes i'm shinji evangelion and have no recollection of anything i did before switching

[ask-a-sysmember]

i figured this would be a pretty good place to ask. what's it like to be a subsystem? for you specifically, but i'm also curious about broad experiences. i understand that it's incredibly variable, but i was curious about making my own and i wanted to see from others, the different forms they might take

is it like, you share one body internally? (not using "in headspace" language since i don't have one, lol.) does the body change depending on who's fronting? or maybe it's different completely from my preconceived notions. if that's the case, how so? i wanna hear you talk at length about your experiences

are you all super different, or are you all just the same person with minor differences (the angry one, the nice one, the smart one)? are you some form of median, or more partitionary? how partitionary is it possible to get? how does switching feel? does it differ from switching within the supersystem?

thanks

This question is for subsystems of any kind.

We are extremely polyfragmented so many members have some variation of subsystem.

@gloomie-toonie here: I'm a subsystem. We have a complex innerworld. I have a body IW. My subsys can be "projected" out where my sysmates can be seen, heard, and interacted with. But I also have my own innerworld, that's literally just Toon Town from Who Framed Roger Rabbit.

Anne: I have a newly formed median subsystem that's all versions of me scattered across reality. My innerworld only has one me in it, and it's the corporate underground of the TV show Severance.

Core: I maybe count as subsys? I omnipresent in headspace. There other several beings also omnipresent.

[art-of-astral]

Avidan here, subsystem of three! Our system as a whole does have a Headspace where each alter other than me has a discrete body (Shiloh is a shapeshifter, but that's neither here nor there). I, however, have only one body (*usually*) for the three that are me. I'm using singular language because unlike the larger system around me, I feel more or less like one person until I dont, rather than like three people all the time. When I do feel seperate, and this feels very goofy to put into words, it's like a Matroska doll situation. I'm in the normal headspace, where I can see, like, Shiloh, but then I also have my own personal mind to contend with, which doesn't really have a defined headspace but I can tell what each part looks like.

Two of them (Paladin and Noble) stay together, arguing internally or in a bit of a slightly body horror way (respectively, we're Itadori and Sukuna from JJK), but the third (Little Buddy) can manifest himself separately in headspace as a tiny, floating, green octopus, or very rarely as a little boy.

Open to direct follow-up questions if you have any! I feel like this answer was a but all over the place.

[meower-official]

this is like, so interesting to me. would you say your subsystem feels more "median" most of the time? or more "singlet leaning" if the supersystem is median too, i guess

[severalcomic]

THANKS.

[pariambod]

[megshrm]

a very flavor foley miku expo

[transientsatellite]

Kids, do not try this at home

[meower-official]

i miss being sebastian michaelis X1

not like i was literally him or anything but being monoconscious does make switching feel like that sometimes. i just miss having his qualities i guess. and like, in a steven universe gem fusion way too i guess. i enjoyed having him around but it was nice to be him as well. in a very paradoxical way

[fruitorchardsystem]

Therapy so stressful I gave birth #newalterappeared

[pixiecaps]

big fan of whatever the youth is doing to torment scientology buildings

[pixiecaps]

they couldnt take the heat

[doctordotdj]

[changelingcoded]

[sluttyquarantinetheory]

The concept that married people live longer is interesting. I'm sure there is some merit to the idea that if you're married there is someone there to nag you about going to the doctor, but I think much larger factors are having the finances of dual incomes and access to an immediate support person.

Surgeries require having a designated person to look after you. Many injuries require driving to somewhere like an emergency room which can be hard to do if you are the one injured. If you're home with the flu, it's hard to tell when it's bad enough to go to the hospital without another person checking on you. And if you pass out it requires another person to find you like that to get medical aid.

You can prop it up as the benefits of marriage, but I think there's a much deeper discussion to be had about how we've built society around marriage as an inevitable conclusion and neglected to build support systems that function outside of romantic pairings.

[mothcpu]

transgender day of teto

[saprophilous]

Oc character portrait commission for Rudy 🤍

[jiouska]