I think I'm done with letting you treat me like shit. You were my first real love, the the beginning you showed me what love was, but by the end I was empty and a shell. I will always love you and care for you. But I'm allowed to move on. Like we said, we don't know what will happen in the future. But for now we need to experience life. Live life. I think I want to start...I'm less and less scared of what you'll do if I move on everyday. You don't fulfill me anymore, I can finally say that. You were my first love, maybe you'll be my last, but for now, I'm going to do me. I'm going to experience life, I'm going to see and do what I want. Fall in love, not only with others but with myself. There are so many types of love. I deserve to not be scared. I deserve to be treated nicely. I deserve community. I deserve the world, and I'm gonna give it to myself. So...let's see where life takes us, maybe one day we'll meet again and it'll be time.












