Elle

She goes elsewhere seeking her vision.

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anything 4 u

Where do I even begin? Like bluetooth, we easily connected. You see the bluetooth there? Hahaha. From our taste in music, food, clothing, shoes, to the way we think about certain things and our likes and dislikes, we really get each other. We may not talk all the time, but when we do, it feels like we pick up right where we left off. I enjoy talking to you about anything, whether it's something random or serious. And when you speak to me with words, I look at you with feelings.

When I find myself missing you, I reminisce about our moments together. The way we laugh at funny memes, guess movie endings, dream about traveling, plan our next escapade, talk about cars that would fit your vibe, and even discuss staying a little longer just to spend more time together. I also find myself listening to LANY music again, and you converted me to it haha.

I've seen you through both the fun and tough times, and I truly admire your personality. You're never afraid to speak up and say what you want. You're always grounded, firm, and smart. Even though you can't always comfort me in certain situations, you always know the right things to say. But I also see that side of you that only I truly understand. I never tell you, but I always know.

If you say, "I wanna leave this town tonight" Then let's do it

I'll catch a flight, go to the moon Lay on the floor of your livin' room And talk about the things that make you cry

I'll go to hell and back if I have to I'll do anything for you

These lyrics from 'Anything 4 U' by LANY really hit the part that expresses how I'd do anything for you. A part of me will always be with you. You're not just someone I'm close to or friends with. You were more than that. You are my favorite everything. I'm so glad I met you, my partner in crime.

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✨ Bataan ✨ 

📍Mt. Samat

📍Morong, Bataan

📍Balanga, Bataan

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~ Spontaneous adventure in Rizal & Quezon City ~

Airbnb

Kaulayaw view & Sentro Artista view

Immaculate Heart of Mary

Tablo signature iced tea & Inarawan lychee tea

Kaulayaw & Ahon Coffee truck

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Odd Cafe

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A Day with the Panchos

Explored UST and visited Namni and Chuchi’s building to reminisce. We visited the museum as well and after that we had merienda at the famous Dimsum Treats.

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I like dates.

I like quality time.

I like reassurance.

I like reciprocated energy.

Thankful for having someone who shows you everyday they want you. 

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✨ Pampanga Adventure ✨

📍Goshen Resort

📍Hamanda Hotel at Souq

📍Paris City Cafe

📍Cafe Bom

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3 years ago, I lost my heart, myself, and the love of my life. The moment I saw everything was falling apart right in front me, it was just too much. I wish that night was just a dream. One that I could just wake up from, but it wasn't. I thought maybe the words "Wake up! I'm here! Please wake up!" would somehow wake him up, but it didn't. I thought the touch of my hands and the tears falling from my eyes would somehow open his eyes and tell me "It's okay, I'm here", but it didn't. I just stood there crying my heart out because I lost him. My family and friends were worried because I wasn't eating, nor sleeping for several days. I just sat in my room and cried. I wanted answers as to Why now? Why him? Why did it happen to me? Why us? I wanted more time with him.

3 years ago, I made a promise to him that the person left behind has to live life to the fullest. You'll cry sometimes, but you'll also laugh a lot and live bravely. That's the proper response to the love you were given. To tell you honestly, I am fulfilling my promise to him. I am now living a happy and brave life thanks to the people who filled me with love and care. I am now a strong woman who appreciates the little things in life while growing fondly of adventures, and loving wholeheartedly. Remembering this angel and this day still stings a little bit, but I am okay now. Keep on guiding and protecting us always, Yamook! I miss you so much and you'll always be in my heart. Scoop!

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Random Quiz Results

"everyone else is more important than me."

you're deathly afraid of being selfish. you're also deathly afraid of being forgotten. all you want is to be somebody's favorite person, but that feels like a far off dream. you try and make yourself interesting so that people stick around you. it doesn't feel like that's working. you want to hang out more with your friends, but it seems like they're always busy or that they have better friends than you.

HANDS

like the epitome of intricate rituals. you were probably a pulling pigtails type of kid. It's hard for you to decipher your feelings half the time, and when you do it’s even harder for you to communicate them. when you’re in love everything tends to be magnified. you get riled up from a gentle pinky brush, you lose your mind over a shoulder graze. your balled up fist waiting for someone to unravel you. i’m strong nine-tenths of the day — i have to be, just to survive. what i need is someone i can be weak with, ect. ect.

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Happy Birthday to me!

I used to celebrate my birthday with my family and friends. We would go out for a nice dinner, go to a club (without my family hahaha), or go on a vacation. But since the ECQ started, we’re not allowed to go out and establishments are closed. So I celebrated my birthday indoors with a delicious pasta, yummy cake, wonderful birthday greetings, and donating to different organizations to fight COVID-19! ♡

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Pinto Art Museum x Fete de la Musique

My friend and I went to Antipolo to visit the beautiful Pinto Art Museum. Commute was not a hassle and Pinto Art Museum did not disappoint us with the artworks, view, ambiance, and food. After that we went to Makati for a couple of drinks (we went home wasted hahahaha) to celebrate Fete de la Musique. It was a fun adventure and we’ll definitely go back.

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San Fernado, La Union

So my colleagues and I went to Elyu for the weekend. After office hours we went straight to Elyu and we arrived at around 5am. When we got there everybody took a nap because we’re all awake during the trip.

Food is absolutely delicious especially the Makai Bowls!!

After the foodtrip and strolls around the beach, we went swimming and surfing! I actually had a hard time surfing because the waves are too big and keeps on smashing into my face but it was good. We waited for the sunset before we get back to our airbnb and in that moment we’re all light-hearted. I can’t wait to go back and visit other places in Elyu!

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I always want to work in a company where I can help others at the same time. This was my first event and I only had 4 days to prepare. Events management is not my forte so a lot of cramming, panic, breakdowns, and overthinking happened before the event. But I’m thankful for the people who helped me pull off this event. We gave Masaya Home an event full of fun and laughter. I got sick for like a week after the event but it was worth it.

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Travel happily and budget friendly

A lot of people would love to travel and see the world on their own or with their friends, to get instagrammable shots, enjoy delicious food, and shop for gadgets and accessories. You might think that "Oh, I don’t have enough money. I can't afford to travel right now."  But do you know that you can do those things in a budget friendly way. Here are some tips on how:

1.       Enjoy the little things - travel is a big word and it doesn't mean going to different countries is your first step. Start small like going to the beach, having a picnic, visit museums, or go on a hike. Travel is always equal to adventure and these small adventures are your stepping stone to a bigger adventure.

 2.       Budgeting and Saving - you can't have an adventure without cash. You must start earning and budgeting your money, but it doesn't mean depriving yourself in buying something, it means allotting your money depending on your spending. Divide your monthly allowance to your daily spent (food, transportation, projects, and printing) then save the remaining cash for your adventure. You can put in a jar or on a separate wallet, but it is better if you put it in a bank.

 3.       Find a nice and cheap accommodation - a great place to stay and sleep is one way to enjoy your travel and a hotel is not always the answer. You can always go for Airbnb’s, hostels, and tents. When looking for an accommodation always check the amenities and availability of the place.

 4.       Don't compare yourself to others - we somehow compare ourselves to others in terms of where they are right now and what they have been doing in their life. We shouldn't be dependent on other people because we all have different lives, goals, skills, and achievements. We should focus on ourselves on how we can grow and achieve our own goals because there is so much more to life and all of us have so much to live for.

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Baler, Aurora

Baler with the bff! We explored Baler and eat lots of food. I tried surfing and ended up loving it!! I can’t wait to go back soon!

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Seoul, South Korea

Another travel with the Fambam! We went to Petite France, Nami Island, Gyeongbokgung Palace, N Seoul Tower, Everland, Deoksugung Palace, and Myeong-dong. It was really cold when we got there but no snow yet. Food is absolutely delicious and pricey (WORTH IT). I really enjoyed our trip even though I got motion sickness hahahaha!

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Everyday is art appreciation day at the Powerplant Mall.