So i'm sorry I haven't been posting anything! Although I doubt anyone noticed. I've been having some health problems and the hospital wouldn't let me have my laptop!! Sooo the other day I had a seizure, which has happened before, not a huge deal. But then the paramedics checked my heart and found that it wasn't beating properly. They rushed me to the hospital and I have spent my week being poked with needles and manipulated so they can do tests on my heart. Uhh I was fine for a few days, there was only a physical difference in me, i've been sooo weak and tired. But then the mental part hit me and I have literally just been breaking down non-stop. Today was my first day back at school and I can easily say that it was the most exhausting thing I have ever had to endure in my life. The constant need to pay attention be alert was literally killing me. I'm just so upset that this happened, I can't play sports for a while, I can't sing for a while, I'M SO FREAKING MAD. Uhhhhh, i'm sorry im going on a rant but I really just need to let my emotions go. The only thing that has gotten me through this week has been Meryl Streep movies. Once again, Meryl, you have pulled me out of the seemingly unending hole that I was hopelessly falling into. <3