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maybe i don't wanna go to where you're not

[messmerism]

before the grace of god go i-

🍂charlie/rabbit/november - she/he or none - 20s - white - unlabeled androgynous femme

🥀this is my self-ship sideblog, i interact from @noklateo

🍂my carrd, which has my f/o list, about, byf and dni is in my bio but here it is again incase u missed it!!

🥀 my focus tends to shift very wildly, but right now i'm focused on messmer and erika ♡

🍂my blog for reblogging other's creations is @rockettothesky - my bsky is tenanye, and you're welcome to ask for my discord!

🍂 DNI if you're proship/any variant.

- i want to know love

[messmerism]

literally every freaking person on my tomolife island keeps falling in love with princess bubblegum. which. oh trust I absolutely get it

[eldr1tch-cr0w]

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

[insecuregodcomplex]

[messmerism]

summer depression is starting to fully hit and it's such a motherfucker 💔💔 so apologies to all my dearly beloved friends if my correspondences start to become even more like "silence for a few days and then a random burst of plenty of energy to have a thorough conversation" 💔💔💔 that's the way i already am but it becomes Even Worse in the summertime

[knightoflove]

Tip for when you're making stuff for your selfship: If you ever go "this might be too cringy/indulgent" you're doing it right and you need to continue. Make it more cringy. Now.

[messmerism]

blow drying hair when you have itchy dry scalp (not dandruff just dry skin) feels like heaven. like yessssss shuck all that off. yessirreeee

[messmerism]

AND also waking up sweaty as a dog despite air conditioner... and I'm cold AF too so ofc I wanna have all the blankets on me. it's just the damn nightmares and restlessness... #willgrahammoment

[messmerism]

dreams where you're trying to get home and you're literally a block away but then everything starts morphing and nothing is recognizable and your destination just gets further and further away. literally the worst I'M JUST TRYING TO GET HOME

[messmerism]

I lost my plastic fork 💔💔💔 so now I have to use a normal fork. #iykyk #sensorynightmare

[messmerism]

gay was an impulse name i might change it to shadow keep or shaman village...

[messmerism]

FUCK YES FINALLY

[messmerism]

I was gonna go remove characters but I lied so bad. in fact I am back to my old habits and I'm adding two more + duchess. grace of course. but then also I was looking at my list and saw imperfect cell on my crush section and was like darn i wish I could come up with lore for him that sticks... AND THEN I DID!!! what if. I was also a genius mechanic. and I found him after he hatched from his pod and was hiding away and gathering his strength and then I met him and thought he was actually the most perfect the way he already was... and then he let me reprogram him a bit so he can love himself in his best most beautiful bug form and he never commits any atrocities 🥰💔

[messmerism]

I need to make a second switch account soon once I'm maxxed out on mostly everything on this island 😭😭😭 i keep thinking of characters then have to carefully choose if another one gets the chop and becomes reborn... I think I need to have a Blorbo Island and then a Silly Island. bc like Jacob elordi and rupaul are really funny to have but also... blorbos...

[messmerism]

AND I still love messmer the impaler more than anyone else on planet earth or probably the entire universe. genuinely.

[messmerism]

so basically that's where I have been for the past several months. stewing in that and getting evil about it. and I am sharing with you incase any of you are familiar or struggling... commiserating 👏👏 support group 👏👏 yay 👏👏 let's go 👏👏

[minovskyy]

yes this is an exploration of guilt and culpability but it could also be a sex thing if you just give me a minute