Messy Blush

[messyblush]

Filled with feelings and memories

Guilts and wishes

I went to write..

Went to let it out on a piece of paper

But as I put my pen to start the journey of letting go

It just didn't move even a bit

Trying to pen down my feelings into words

And to put off some weight from this heavy heart..

I failed..

Failed to express my lonliness..

Just as the nights that fails to sound a bit

Fails to express it self..

Rather just be there silent..

And let the silence express it..

It dropped the idea of penning..

And I am.. leaning...

On my feelings

And stopping myself from giving up hope..

Hope of a new morning

Sun smiling and birds chirping..

Hope that this empty lonliness will come to an end

And someone would lead my path

And be there till the end.

- Shreshtha Priyadarshi (messyBlush)

[deviika]

Lee Krasner // Franz Kafka

[deviika]

Check this out

[afrodestiny]

i want to be fluent in everything that gives you pleasure.

[perfeqt]

“Sometimes, all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

[resqectable]

“How a person reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— S. Z.

[messyblush]

No matter how hard I try to accept myself.

It's always something that makes me hate my skin

Or my heart

Or maybe everything I am made up of. 🙃

[messyblush]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[leonardospoetry]

Love is the antidote to fear.

[patcheworked-poet]

Or fear can meet indifference, for what good is it to fear what will come. It will.

Why fear and it does not? It doesn't.

Just as I don't rush to hate that which I don't understand or agree with. Because hate takes a focused energy and dedication.

I don't want to love fear. I want to prepare for the possible. Be aware of the immediate, and think clearly where others may shrink or freeze. Classic reactions when fear takes hold. I acknowledge it then do the best in my nature to react.

[messyblush]

Isn't it funny !

They say I am delicate and fragile

Comes with "handle with care" guide

But still they hit me with their hardest shot.

@messyblush (Shreshthaप्रियदर्शी)

[hxrnyonmain-deactivated20220829]

When you crave pain and rage and violence and death and destruction but you're just a girl.

[thoughtkick]

“Healing is difficult because it requires solitude and some haven’t conquered the battle of being comfortable alone.”

— Meggan Roxanne

[1617]

telling the truth is fun because it’s more chaotic than lying

[mxxnlightsblog]

"Do you think you weren't loved enough?"

"Somewhere between 'not enough' and 'not at all'. I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it - to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once. But they never gave that to me. Never, not once.

Norwegian Wood - Haruki Murakami (via tempsduverite)

[ex0skeletal-undead]

Torn by DarkeDezignr

[esuemmanuel]

Me contenté por un momento, dejé al viento de la esperanza alegrarme el pecho y sucumbí ante el delirio de lo que imaginé venir. Sin embargo, el golpe de tu mano desbarató en cristales a mis sueños, dejándolos esparcidos en el aire, como pequeñas esquirlas de hielo que reflejaban el llanto del sol... de este sol que me quema el alma al saberme muerto por el amor frustrado, por ese sentimiento inanimado que no logró nacer, porque lo mataste con la garra furtiva de tu malsana coquetería.

— Esu Emmanuel©, I was content for a moment, I let the wind of hope cheer my chest and succumbed to the delirium of what I imagined was coming. However, the blow of your hand shattered my dreams into crystals, leaving them scattered in the air, like small shards of ice that reflected the cry of the sun… of this sun that burns my soul to know that I am dead because of frustrated love, because of that inanimate feeling that could not be born, because you killed it with the furtive claw of your unhealthy coquetry.

[thoughtkick]

“Beautiful girl, take care of yourself. No-one else knows what your soul needs.”

— AstonG

[greelin]

let me check your temperature [puts hand on your forehead] hm. hmm. ah. yes. just as i expected. you’re totally cute