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asoftepiloguemylove

Hi, can i request a webweave on infatuation & trust issues?

i swear i'd love you if i could

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rainbowgazes-archive

I love how the search function on this site is absolute garbage. I can look up a post word for word and I will NEVER find it

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strangerdarkerbetter

Pro tip:

Wanna find a post?

Write out what you remember into a Google search.

After you write that out, end with site:tumblr.com

Google will search for your text on just tumblr

In my experience, it’s way more effective than searching through Tumblr

(you can use site:SITENAME.com to search any site btws)

rainbowgazes-archive

This usually works but for some reason a lot of posts get indexed on google from a person’s URL based on the posts that were recently reblogged on page 1, meaning that this is only a tiny bit more reliable.

archivehead

I HAVE a solution to this, you have to write down site:tumblr.com/post “ “

and then write a direct quote (could be a fraction of a sentence) into the quotations, I’ve been doing this for years, and it’s so useful, it works like 99% of the time

(the more popular a post is the more likely you’ll find it)

rainbowgazes-archive

you’re a genius holy shit

krisdoesart

Just used this to find a post I’ve been desperately searching for, thank you so much

sidh-rah

Another tip if ur trying to find a tag, is if u have a post under a certain tag u can just make a random post and type the tag and post it press on the tag and scroll down the tag

yourlocalgryffindorsolangelosta

WHERE HAS THIS BEEN ALL MY LIFE

#fathersday #daddy issues #my daddy issues are screaming #oh the misery #DADDYISSUES

#dark academia #im cryin #idontknowwhattagstoputwithoutoffendingpeople

There was once a boy. An angelic boy with a face carved by Gabriel himself. His ocean eyes had seen the worst of this world, a world he was not meant to be in. A world I wanted to take him far away from. He used to sing to me, on that clifftop above the raging sea, above the raging winds, his voice so ,so smooth and sweet compared to the bitterness of everything around us, us in our little bubble away from everything. I would close my eyes, let the material world fade until it was just two souls dancing in the darkness, his and mine. Intertwined like our fingers by fate, but separated by worlds. I would open my eyes again, knowing, I would not see those warm, blue eyes until the end of it all. And so I jumped. Its dark but at the end, I can see him waving at me, laughing and singing our song with a daffodil in his hair and a dove on his shoulder.

right person, wrong time;

right script, wrong line;

right poem, wrong rhyme;

and a piece of your heart that was never mine

I don't care I lose again, as long as its not me again.

#text post #dark academia #dark moodboard

And even slower were the chemicals working to kill me.

I am as the poets say, a disaster.

Numb and uneasiness disguised as ecstasy, clouded with heaviness was the price I paid.

I'm fine, is said to strangers/ as for the loved ones we hug and cry.