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𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘢 — highly private & selective multi-muse, featuring ocs & canons muses. PLEASE read content warning(s) & rules before following. will only interact with mutuals.

a study in . . . creating chaos everywhere you go, leaving a trail of fire, escapism through art, working & fighting despite the pain, being failed by everyone, having no one but yourself to depend on & trying to pay your bills on time.

𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒: un1awful | tvrningout | rimefiles | unboundtravels | lunaetis | heartsglass | mythcaels | cursedblessed | solivcgant | mythkiss 𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒: marchebleu | ofurizen | volonata | starpoacher | rotdame | shackld | killerhubby | mellodiies | blaecdog | attroxx

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𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨(𝘴): mentions of blood, gore, abuse, religious & blasphemous themes, alcohol, dru.gs (mostly we.ed) familial abandonment, financial issues as well as other horrors of the mundane. triggers are always tagged. art credit for dash icon: chimoart

viewer discretion is advised, please proceed at your own comfort. this blog is solely for an audience above 18.

highest muse(s): mali lowest/selective muse(s): rayo, yuna

𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶-𝚁𝙴𝙻𝙴𝚅𝙰𝙽𝚃: CARRD. | INBOX PROMPTS. | OPENS. INTEREST TRACKER.

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

[metrictita-archive]

this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

[metrictita-archive]

this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

[metrictita-archive]

this blog has been archived.

new age, new blog i suppose — all threads & prompted/unprompted asks (with people who want to stay mutuals) will be carried over to the new blog over here! headcanon posts will be queued as well as any other important meta from this blog. to everyone who decides that this is where we part ways; it's been fun! thank you for giving me your time of day & stay safe out there ♥

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you know recently i've been thinking that i'm doing this tum.blr shit all wrong. i don't know, i simply just feel weird & out of place and also feel this lingering sense of dread? it is probably just my own anxiety but i don't know. i feel like my muses aren't really all that interesting & catch myself deleting hcs at the halfway point because im like 'whats the point. this is garbage.' hence why i also deleted the recent oc idea. im in the constant spiral of 'what am i even doing? this is neither good nor really interesting.'

i love interacting with you guys ooc but i'm also pretty bad at that. i'm not social nor am i really that engaging. and ic? i often feel like i can't even do the bare minimum. i'm slow. my writing isn't the best. my muses are difficult to interact with. im bad at plotting. and i'm also afraid of upsetting people. last year was fucking horrific & i had to re-adjust my rules like ten time after all that. i'm frustrated. i'm confused. i wish to do better but at the same time, i'm also at my limit? i cant do things faster. i was never social to begin with. so . . . i don't know. what do i even do at this point. i'm just really, really frustrated & i feel like its showing in my writing & activity levels over all.

i already have a new blog set up in case i wanna archive & move on. i feel like a fresh start might do me some good but at the same time, will it actually? or will i just get into the same spiral once more? i dont know if i have to fundamentally change my mindset when it comes to this place or just have to REALLY close in on my circle. im not sure except for the fact that i need to change something.

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lack of interaction ≠ lack of interest. sometimes, life gets in the way, or my muse doesn't cooperate with me the way i want, or i'm simply too anxious to take the first step. but just because we currently don't have any interactions going, doesn't mean that i'm not interested in writing with you and your muse(s). maybe the perfect opportunity hasn't presented itself yet, or i couldn't think of a good enough plot but that never ever has anything to do with you. after all, we're mutuals for a reason and that's usually because i enjoy seeing you on my dash and would love to write with you ― whenever that may happen.

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hello everyone, i'm here to write !! caffeinated myself with a monster energy in the spirit of zaya lmao <3 i slept real good and i have so many thought about my muses !! im practically buzzing 🐝

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                   ×   —   INDOMITAE     ,       &   on  this  night,   and  in  this  light   ..   i  think  i'm  falling,    i'm  falling  for  you.    [   *   ]    independent   &   highly  selective  multi  muse   ft.   mickey  mitchell,   a  fandomless  original  character.    also  features  canon  &  original  characters  from  various  media   (   animanga,  visual  novels,  &  video  games.    )