Metropoli(t)an suburgatory

I live in the big city, but it feels like leading a small town life. Hence the name. So enjoy my metropolitan thoughts from my suburban life.

[f--o--r--e--v--e--r]

[unvollendung-deactivated2022020]

[metropoliansuburgatory]

And even though he stopped being a part of her life a long ago, she sometimes remembered him. She promised herself that she’ll be better and stronger. She promised herself that, because if she meet him again, she promised that she will never be the same. And maybe it was like that, because you never really forget the first person who made you happy and angry at the same time. The first person who made you want to become better and do good things. The first person who made you learn what trust and loyalty is. Maybe because you never really forget the face of the person you fell in love for the first time in your life.   

[flirtygertie]

[metropoliansuburgatory]

Waiting to be rewritten

(Moral of the poem: I found this after 4 years and I cringed)

I know I must forget her, it’s time to let her go

And I know I will regret her, but time goes so slow

If only I could let go of my pride and cut this pain

I know she might think it’s crazy but love is never sane

If only she wasn’t stubborn and headstrong like me

And release her doubts to see

What we could honestly be

I know we were just meant to pass

And inspire ourselves to go through this mess

But I don’t know why I feel this thing inside

Like she is the only one who can make me feel alright

I know she feels the same way, with soulmates you just do

Oh why did we meet so sudden, why it came out of the blue

I try to put the pieces of the puzzle but the puzzle is not there

Why must it be like this, so strange, so unfair

And I have this vivid dream that’s shell never be happy

And I’ll never be happy with someone else snappy

And we’ll somehow run into each other and look into the eyes

And we’ll understand why weren’t good all those other tries

But I know it’s just a dream, a fantasy washed away

Because I know we will never see each other in the light of day

I know I must forget her, it’s really time to let her go

I know I  am just imagining, surely I must be wrong

But if we ever cross our paths, I promise I’ll rewrite this song.

- A.M.

[indiedmusicblog]

Campfire Playlist

Mykonos - Fleet Foxes

Live And Die - The Avett Brothers

Morning Song - The Lumineers

Meet Me There - Nick Mulvey

Did You Hear The Rain? - George Ezra

Little Black Submarines - The Black Keys

Hunger of the Pine - alt-j

Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson

Perth - Bon Iver

Nancy From Now On - Father John Misty

To Be Alone With You - Sufjan Stevens

The Gardener - The Tallest Man On Earth

[unassumingpebble]

90% of my music taste:

Slightly Questionable Lyrics™

[etherealplum]

please break my heart

[an-almost-innocent-bystander]

“Make time to dance alone, with one hand waving free.” - Elizabethtown

[fionabarry]

“He couldn’t figure out if she was immensely well adjusted or seriously messed up.” ― Jonathan Franzen, The Corrections

[iglovequotes]

http://iglovequotes.net/

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

[1000drawings]

[gotip]

[metropoliansuburgatory]

He said I like your cherry pie I wanna have a try

A.M.

[metropoliansuburgatory]

Drinks in your heart

What are you doing, who are you screwing, where are you heading?

Who are you calling, what are you saying, what's that you’re playing?

Calling numbers, looking for an escape, giving yourself away

It’s the night time, in the dark come out honey and play

 Don’t make them stay, don’t make yourself the prey

No one knows what you’re doing, it’s alright it’s okay

Spreading lies, there’s no eager spies

Wash away the anger, all that horror and despise

 Tag you’re it, ain’t this sweet

Stressed decisions, dirty prohibitions

Smoke in your eyes, hungry girls and guys

Drinks in your heart, you know this ain’t so smart

- A.M.

[metropoliansuburgatory]

I am crazy. And drunk. And overdosed.

I am all over the place.

I am falling in and out. I am running away and pushing them away.

I feel a hole inside me. In my soul. In my words. In my moves.

I don’t know how to stop myself. I don’t know how to move on.

I am in love.

But alcohol and tears are the only ones beside me.

- A.M.