Indie Visual

Ashley Carmella. 24. Writer and Scientist.

[purplebuddhaquotes]

[beautifuldarkkskkin-deactivated]

“I get so lonely I forget what I’m worth” -SZA

Sza makes music for black girls that just want to be loved

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yes

[thelovejournals]

It’s all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone who appreciates you, rather than looking for love to compensate for a self-love deficit.

Eartha Kitt (via virgoassbitch)

[mezanmii]

I have this urge to shave my head, pack all my belongings, and move to a place where no one knows me.

Lately, I’ve been feeling like I need a change in my life. Call it a quarter-life crisis, but i feel like everything in my life has just been stagnant for a really long time. I’ve played it safe for far too long. I’ve abided by the rules, overanalyzed, and tiptoed my way through life and still, I feel like i’m in an uncomfortable place. I feel like I say I know who i really am, yet something in me is like “you think you know, but you have no idea.“ Maybe I need a shrink? I feel like I’ve been lying to myself for so long, and i can’t tell if I’m truly this person, or if its just due to the fact that I’ve never actually left my comfort zone. Never actually moved away from my family and friends. Never actually looked deep within myself and learned who I am and who I want to be. Do I want to be a doctor? Will that make me feel fulfilled? Do I have what it takes? Am I weak/a quitter if I were to change my mind this far in the journey? Or do I want to be an artist, creating poems and prose that will inspire my soulmates? WHAT DO I WANT OUT OF LIFE? Where can I find fulfillment, and what does it cost?

[mezanmii]

MOOD: Too much to say, not enough words in the English dictionary.

[wnq-writers]

I just want to be with you especially on the days where I don’t understand anything, even myself.

znt-x  (via wnq-writers)

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[mezanmii]

Thank you.

I used to hate you for what you did to me. I used to not be able to look in the mirror. Disgusted with myself for not being strong back then. I used to be so angry at the world for the cards that I was dealt.

Not anymore. Today I say thank you for the memories. Thank you for the strength you brought out of me. Thank you for the inspiration. Thank you for a life worth writing about.

[lasnoot-deactivated20200523]

remain lowkey af

[kushandwizdom]

Dont let someone who didnt completely fall in love with your weirdness let you believe that someone else isnt capable of loving all you are.

- Expherience

[clarknokent]

The 3 reasons I work out

1. To look good naked(to me)

2.being athletic/strong helps with stamina and random tasks.

3. In case someone wanna try me.

[purplebuddhaproject]

https://www.instagram.com/pbuddhaproject/

[thepowerofblackwomen]

Viola Davis is the key to everything

[trapbinch]

My wig was snatched from beginning to end

[lividlovers]

Wow wow wow seriously, she’s so powerful and eloquent.

she knows how to deliver speech, with meaning, so fluently!

[lastkingofthezulus-deactivated2]

Powerful

[akvela]

I deadass just want someone to match my love and loyalty

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[yass18986]

3 generations 😍👌🏾

[wnq-writers]

I think people go crazy when they spend too much time alone because they find the parts of themselves they didn’t want to know existed

Sandra Lidell (via wnq-writers)

[kushandwizdom]

I hope you find the strength to get through whatever it is thats causing you so much internal conflict at the moment.

- Unknown