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as her form of reply resulted for him to smile in response, he couldn’t blame her for having such thoughts. before, he just couldn’t grasp the idea of women crying their eyes out over fictional characters of a drama. the very idea of it just seemed nonsensical for him, as he recalled of both his mother and sister balling their eyes over some melodrama. until one day, he was forced recommended to watch one and from that moment on—it changed his outlook on the dramas being aired. they successfully made him succumb into the world of drama series. given all of the prospects to it; splendid acting, the story-line by talented writers and those uncanny plot twists—he now understood well. hyelim’s remark did sort of made him think in some way. “now that you mention, it does feel like a drama,”

he tried dismissing the very thought, if their life was some drama. who was the author? if it was him, how could he make it more better? so the smile had been intact on soohyuk’s lips as he saw the very same expression on her. oh how she looked quite lovable to him right now, it was nice seeing her blush, as it was one of the most adorable thing he had seen. he wanted to pinch that cheek of hers, and the brows were raised when her latter from of statement came in, “oh, really?” a grin swept up his face now, he knew what she meant and both of them knew already that he was going to get those, one way or another. he resisted the urge to kiss her as he listened more, delighted at the very gesture, and notion of her packing him lunch everyday. “i would love it,” as he went for another kiss on her hair. “and she’s far too busy to be doing that anyways,” he blurted out, before continuing, “you know well that i love those packed lunches, don’t you?” it could recharge him for the day and he would have no trouble if she requests for the groceries.

when she moved to look at him, he placed a kiss on her cheek. grinning back to her and thought it would be nice for him to stay—since he hated being apart after meeting up with her briefly in the past. tonight seemed appropriate, they could catch up on what they had left before. shaking his head to her question, he knew that the ordeal had concerned her in some way. “no, i already told them i was going to be late,” as it had been the truth, he informed of him of his plans. sans the venue, of course in which it could pique their interest to what he would be up to. “she won’t,” he added, he was an adult already and they apprehended the idea of him being mostly late returning home. and at times, the day after since he was occupied with a lot of things. “i’ll tell her that i’ll be back tomorrow morning,” hoping that it could reassure her in any way. “trust me, okay?”

for a long moment, she stares at him. she’s half convinced he’s lying, there’s no real way that his parents could just be okay with him coming home a day later, that they won’t come looking for him, and even with the cheek kiss that makes her heart flutter a little she can’t help but feel apprehensive. she doesn’t want him to get in trouble on her account, just because she’s selfish and she’d very much like to keep him to herself— if only for one night— and there’s the undercurrent of fear that they’ll be found out if he does stay. but he sounds so genuine when he reassures her that she’s ready to ignore her misgivings and give him a favorable answer. “okay,” her voice still sounds unconvinced and she tries to rid herself of the remaining bits of apprehension that cling onto her thoughts, “you can spend the night here. but only because it’s already late and you promised you won’t get in trouble.”

there’s a certain amount of excitement that radiates through hyelim now. sure, she’s had other guys stay the night and sleep in her bed, but she’s never had soohyuk stay the night, she’s never been able to fall asleep with soohyuk there and wake up to him in the morning, and the idea makes her stomach flutter. “are you excited?” she jokes before pressing a quick kiss to his cheek, “now you can see how ugly i look when i wake up in the morning. it’ll be a true test of our relationship. maybe if you don’t find me too ugly i’ll even make your breakfast when you wake up.”

she’s never been the type to initiate much, soohyuk’s always been better and more consistent than she has and she’s always settled for simple hand holding and small insignificant touches. but as her anxiety begins to fade away, the joy of the reality of the moment sets in and she presses her lips against his on impulse. and her kiss soon turns into a smile as she moves and presses her face to the crook of his neck. “i’m so happy you’re staying tonight,” she mumbles into the crook of his neck and she doubts that he can hear her words but she holds onto him a little tighter just to express the sentiment before pressing a kiss to the crook of his neck, “seriously i’m actually really happy.”

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ft. @mghyelim // summer wedding; august 2015

love. love. love. the four letter word that is commonly used to describe feelings that is often addressed to your family, siblings, pets, friends and the most bourgeois of all—to your lover. let it be your girlfriend, boyfriend, husband, wife nor fiancee; nonetheless it held great meaning for a word that was formed based off only four contrasting letters. as he was all suited up to attend one of his friend’s wedding and the on-going debacle between the ladies of house had seemed to be way more longer than he expected to be. soohyuk wanted a classic look, whereas his mother wanted it to be expressive whilst ahreum…had a similar taste to the first lady, difference was, it seemed that it seemed a bit over the top and his concern were out-dressing some of the attendees.

it had been a wedding after all, not a dinner gala so they had to cross out his sister’s choice of attire. as it was down to both the first son and the first lady’s choices respectively; he was torn between the safe casual look and the modern contemporary one as time was running out and he needed to be there in two hours tops. verily, the issue here was not the fact that of how he would look later on; it was more of a what look he wanted to go for—considering that angeline park was a former model herself, her taste in fashion had been a lot better than his yet they seemed to be puzzled at the moment until he experimented with every look there is and asked of the housekeepers to vote for their favorite look. and astonishingly, they opted the choice she had originally in mind beforehand.

after getting ready, as they told him that they preferred to style his hair up and took for almost an hour, he was done. they remarked on how dashing he had looked and was sure to score some girls on his way (which was the last on his mind, however) and he grabbed a paper bag filled with wedding gifts for the couple; it contained a few items and a note pertaining well wishes from the family addressed toward the lovebirds. so, he was set for the venue; which was a wedding hall located in gangnam which he drove himself there. he parked his car nearby, just enough for it to be hidden as the vehicle itself could garner unwanted attention and made his way in.

greeting the folks with his utmost sincerity as they seemed delighted for his very presence, asking on whether it was him attending the ceremony alone or with the rest of family members. giving out a warm smile and also the wedding gifts he offered them, he told them that he was alone and his family had send the best of regards for both of the bride and groom, as well as their families and when he was done, the decorations caught his eye. from the ivory colours that draped the hall, the details of the bouquets that deemed fresh and colorful, to the ceremony decor was just dreamy and refreshing at the same time and it triggered slight envy. it would be nice if he was the one whose getting married. though he was lacking on one that deemed the most eminent prospects to it; the bride was missing.

it was perceived as highly outrageous for a fact that the president’s son had been single, when they regarded him as one of the country’s eligible bachelor and as an ideal son-in law (there were a few articles on it). and it felt slightly uncomfortable when the ladies seemed to be looking when he made his way towards the designated table. greeting the current occupants of it with a bow and had taken a seat. waiting for the ceremony to begin, and for the person who was assigned beside him as the it was empty at that very moment.

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being punctual has never been one of hyelim’s finer points, and she knows the moment she realizes she’s woken up nearly an hour after her alarm was scheduled that she is most definitely going to be cutting it close with getting to this wedding on time. granted she doesn’t particularly even want to go to the wedding, and if it wasn’t for the fact that the bride is someone she’s known nearly her entire life she would probably back out completely. going to events intended for the beautiful and wealthy somehow wasn’t half as entertaining now that she was now financially cut off. but when she gets an aggressively worded text message from the bride wondering if she’s still coming she decides her only option is to come out to the wedding hall in gangnam or face the wrath of an incredibly disappointed bride.

had she woken up an hour earlier, she could’ve spent a glorious amount of time curling her hair and doing her makeup and ensuring that all eyes could end up on her. but instead she’s late and tired, and she’s running more late with each passing minute she frets over what to do with her face and her hair, and in the end she settles for what would kindly be called as a natural look with her hair lying prettily down her back, but in reality is something that’s just passable enough in her opinion for her to not embarrass herself at this wedding in front of all of her old classmates.

while arriving anywhere on time isn’t her strong suit, speeding and rushing is and she makes it all the way to gangnam just in time to actually make it into the wedding hall before she’s locked out. and she runs down the hallway her heels clicking loudly against the marble floor as she makes it to the room, only slowing down and walking at a normal speed once she finally makes it into the actual reception room the wedding is being held in.

her eyes dart around the room, trying to find the table she’s been assigned on her invitation, and every time she makes eye contact with an old classmate she smiles politely at them while feeling herself wither more and more on the inside. maybe coming to this wedding wasn’t the best idea, and maybe she should’ve just come up with some excuse as to why she couldn’t possibly attend, but now she’s here and it’s too late to back out and she hopes to god that the whole thing will be over and she can go back to pretending she’s never met any of these people ever again. but just as her anxiety is starting to reach a peak she spots her assigned table and tries to hurry to it as casually as possible.

bowing to the man in the blue suit sitting next to her, she takes her seat and catches her breath. maybe it isn’t so bad, after all in the section immediately surrounding her she doesn’t see anyone she actually knows and no one she was actually dreading seeing has taken notice of her yet, and so for a moment she feels like she can breathe easy. that is until, she realizes her hair has by some miracle found itself caught in the zipper of her dress. sighing she stares blankly ahead, of course she’d be expecting too much of herself to think that everything would go this smoothly. after all, managing to get to the wedding venue on time and actually looking decent was a feat within itself, and of course something would happen to make the day more satisfactory that it needs to be.

taking another deep breath, she covers her face for a moment before turning towards the man next to her, “hi,” she says carefully trying to smile as politely as possible, “i know this is a strange request seeing as we don’t know each other and all, but my hair is stuck on the zipper and it’s actually a little uncomfortable. would you mind helping me get it out?”

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Aster, Iris, Daisy, Carnation, Daffodil

Aster: What is your most favorite dish to eat?

in terms of actual food, bibimbap. in terms of things i like eating the most, patbingsu, but i worry for my health sometimes so bibimbap is better.

Iris: What is the best thing that has ever happened to you?

previously answered

Iris: What is the best thing that has ever happened to you?

sixteen, it was in the music classroom with that ugly guy choi siwan. i would not like to repeat it in all honestly.

Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?

dead or alive? dead i would probably see prince and alive… probably frank ocean, even though he’s a recluse.

Daffodil: What’s the most thoughtful present you’ve ever received?

previously answered

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Foxglove Jasmine Oxlip

Foxglove: Name three facts about your family

my parents really wanted to have three kids but my mom ended up having a miscarriage six months into her third pregnancy. my mother has a colder personality than my father but she’s the more overprotective and nurturing parent, ironically. and three, my father was married to someone else before he married my mom.

Jasmine: What is your most prized possession?

probably this necklace my maternal grandfather gave me when i was a girl. honestly it’s the most expensive thing i own and i have it hidden in my apartment for security reasons, but growing up i was really close to him and he ended up passing away from cancer a little after he gave it to me so it means a lot. i don’t wear it very often but it’s very near to my heart.

Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?

if i truly felt an emotional connection with that person i don’t see why not. we’re in the 21st century, distance is hardly anything if what we have together is real.

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Daffodil, Rose, Zinnia, Iris

Daffodil: What’s the most thoughtful present you’ve ever received?

when i turned twenty there was a really big party thrown at my friend’s house but really they just used my birthday as an excuse to party, which honestly was a little hurtful because no one acknowledged it was my birthday but it was two years ago so water under the bridge now— but anyways there was one girl, and i didn’t actually know her at the time but she was the only person who brought me a gift that day and it was this cheap tea set, but i was really flattered, because even though she didn’t know me at all she still took the time to buy me a gift and she was the only one. i still have that tea set too.

Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?

i don’t think i’ve ever been in love before, so i couldn’t really tell you if the feeling is love because i don’t have anything to compare it to. but there’s something there, something that i feel a lot of. i think it could be called love.

Zinnia: What was your dream while growing up?

when i was a kid i wanted to join the boston pops orchestra, so i used to spend hours on end practicing my cello so that when i was eighteen i’d be good enough to get into a music school in the us and then join a conservatory and eventually be in the boston pops. ironically now i hardly ever touch my cello.

Iris: What is the best thing that has ever happened to you?

oddly enough, leaving school. i think things got a lot better for me and i started treating myself a lot better after i dropped out of college. of the questionable things i’ve done with my life it’s one of the only things i don’t regret and i don’t think i ever could.

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Orange Blossom, Primrose, Calla Lily

Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?

i’d want to have a daughter, and i’d want to tell her every single day that she’s very pretty and very smart and that other people are just people and to not pay them any mind. i think that’s really important for little girls, but other than that i’m not picky about what my kids would be like. i’ll love them any way they turn out.

Primrose: Favorite movie?

chungking express, it’s as old as I am but it’s stood the test of time. everyone should watch it.

Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

here comes the sun by nina simone. i know it’s originally a beatles song, but her version is a lot lighter and happier and i don’t really want anyone to be sad at my funeral. i mean it’s inevitable i guess, but it’s a sweet comforting song and i guess i’d want everyone to know it’s okay. that sounds a bit stupid out loud, but that’s what i’d want.

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Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?

Jasmine: What is your most prized possession?

Foxglove: Name three facts about your family?

Allium: What’s the best thing you can cook?

Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?

Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?

Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?

Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?

Primrose: Favorite movie?

Daffodil: What’s the most thoughtful present you’ve ever received?

Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?

Anemone: Would you ever become a vegan?

Peony: What’s your favorite hot beverage?

Tulip: What was your greatest childhood fear and are you still afraid of it?

Myrtle: Describe your crush?

Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?

Zinnia: What was your dream while growing up?

Poppy: Why did you choose your current career?

Hydrangea: Starbucks order?

Violet: Do you like where you’re from?

Locust: What was your favorite book as a child?

Rhododendron: What’s the scariest dream you’ve ever had?

Queen Anne’s Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?

Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?

Aster: What is your most favorite dish to eat?

Marigold: Do you listen to what’s on the radio?

Heliconia: Do you like when it rains?

Azalea: What’s a movie you cried while watching?

Dandelion: Do you think you’re important?

Lavender: Would you consider yourself a hopeless romantic?

Chrysanthemum: Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?

Gardenia: What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you?

Iris: What is the best thing that has ever happened to you?

Amaryllis: If you were allowed one wish of your choice but you had to give up something that was very important to you - what would you give up, and for what?

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the lad had seemed too be slightly preoccupied with the flavors of the kimbap and took the chopstick from her hand to pick up a piece of pickled radish when hyelim’s remark was out, slowly, he chewed down the side dish before he set the utensil down and returned to her. truthfully, he had indeed considered such a thing; they seemed to be lacking in their presence together—as those empty days had been exchanged for their daily routines, for her, it was her work. for him, it was just downright everything from being a university student, and just being him actually. though he was one who had not even dared to dream of such an entitlement bestowed upon him after the old man was named president. those suggestions had been to what he envisioned before, them running away, as it would cause such a national ruckus and all. yet, he couldn’t afford losing her in the process. how could he ever? it made him shake his head and chuckled lightly, “i think you’ve been watching too many dramas,” he implied and adding a wink afterwards.

it felt entirely nice, with the pair spending time being alone together and soohyuk felt as peace. even if it was just a brief encounter, he opted for a kiss on her hair; taking all of scent blending in with her luscious locks as he closed his eyes. feeling all of the serenity surrounding them and couldn’t be helped but to be grateful. all of this had been temporary, even he knew that—if only he could afford all of the luxury: the time, unlimited privacy, and most of all, freedom, it wouldn’t take him long to be chasing all of those longed elements and still, it had been too expensive for him. the price of living as a normal person had been quite implausible as everything required to be given up in exchange for that desired life. so he went on raising their hands and placed a few kisses on hers before his eyes reopened again, as he bore them onto her now. “no, i would love it if you make me lunch,” as he went on rubbing her hand with his thumb. “but can i get kisses from you, though?”

displaying a rather playful demeanor out to her as he listened, in all honesty, he did indeed wanted to live and date freely. without the constant eyes peering and reporting on them, as it ached for him to see other couples that enjoyed outdoor dates and such. it was not that he wanted to keep her all cooped up, being sealed from the rest of the population knowing of their relationship. certainly, no. the fact that she needed to be kept from them was one, and being protected all costs had been the second reasoning. it worried him if his father learned in regards of this matter and he knew would sly and unpredictable the old man could get. “i understand,” he implied, wanting to pursue such things as well with her. however, the latter remnants of her statement had caught him being interested. it was still an idea, but it was worth the try. “i’ll stay for the night if you want me to,” and he was being serious. he could always come up excuses since there were at times he had gone home the next day, due to study groups and such. “well, his term ends in two years from now,” it sent shivers down when he recalled that fact. “he could resign, if he’s caught up with a scandal or so. and getting a bad rep here and there,” even though the son did despised the man whom he called father, never did he hoped for such a thing to occur. it was very unlikely when he had splendidly led the country into vast improvements.

“i do watch too many dramas,” she replies leaning comfortably into him. perhaps, there are certain sacrifices that comes with being in a relationship. she’s never realized it before, granted none of her previous boyfriends had ever come with a national level of notoriety, and so maybe being normal isn’t something that will ever happen for them, at least not in the next two years provided by some miracle they’re able to keep their little secret that long, but she thinks just maybe if they can last that long it might all be worth it. after all, it would be nice to do something as simple as go out to dinner or spend an afternoon in the park without having to worry too much. she sighs and squeezes his hand lightly, “sometimes this sort of feels like the bizarre plot of a drama though.”

a smile plays on her lips, and she can’t help but feel a little embarrassed by it. generally speaking she isn’t so usually prone to shy smiles and blushing, she’s never thought of herself as such a dainty little thing. but when soohyuk compliments her she can’t help the blush that creeps up onto her face yet again. “okay,” she sighs jokingly in a melodramatic fashion, “I guess you can still be allowed to kiss me. but i’m only letting you because i’m so nice.” there’s something sweet about the way he treats her, and granted maybe this is just normal and maybe up until now she just hasn’t had the best taste in men, but she likes that he’s willing just to sit idly with her and hold her hand and do nothing but enjoy her company. “i’d pack you lunch every day if you’d like, but i don’t want people to get the wrong idea and think your fiancée is doing it for you.”

she perks up at his words, and pulls herself off of his shoulder to look at him. it was a fanciful thought at best, and granted she has a lot of fanciful thoughts, but that’s all they amount to is a far-off daydream that’s relatively unachievable. “won’t you get in trouble if you stay the night?” her words are cautious but there’s a slight hopeful sound behind them. “ i mean, i want you to stay the night don’t get me wrong, but i don’t want you to get in trouble at home either. won’t your mother worry?”

withal of the remarks had that been said before, for one, he had known that very possibility of happening; surely once this reaches the president—game over. at least for ryu jooyoung that is, soohyuk was going to fight. no matter what it cost him, there was a possibility of him being disown if the old man learned in regards to this current matter, and that son of his couldn’t care less if it happened. sure, block all forms of financial aids, forbid anyone who could help him, he is not part of this family anymore and the list goes on; he dared to see that despicable man of doing such an act and see how the public would react to such a thing. all he ever wanted was to live freely, without any sense of dictatorship being involved. was it such too much to ask for?

as their lips parted, soohyuk was left wanting more and he wasn’t one to shy away from expressing it. with her inquiry that floated around, he just couldn’t help but to smile, it was his time away, better use it wisely, and after she placed a quick peck and a small kiss, he pouted out to her as he listened. both of it sounded nice, “sure,” the pout had been exchanged with a set of grin when hyelim assured him. true, she wasn’t going anywhere at all and he had seemed albeit too eager, and impatient as well seemingly because he as a matter of fact, truly did missed her. “well, can you blame me?” a short inquiry from him as he watched her going to the kitchen.

he knew that he should have brought something along, be it cakes, pastries, pizzas, anything at all really. however, his mind had been too preoccupied at the thought of the guards following him—and stalling (which meant by stopping by somewhere) did not help. it only made it worse. the current situation had been nice, spending his friday night out with her and felt like he could exchange it for the world. as dramatic as it sounded, it was his sincere output of it and again, his facial features soften. “oh, really? how thoughtful of you,” a wide smile was now evident on his face, who doesn’t love surprises? as she was holding a piece of kimbap, it was the queue for him to open up his mouth and got the taste of her own cooking. slowly, the flavors began filling as he chewed it; eyes widening in delight and giving a thumbs up. “it’s really good!” he exclaimed, “can i have this for lunch everyday?”

pursing her lips, she cocks her head to the side and looks at him. “if you miss me so much, then you should come away with me.” it’s a selfish thing for her to say, she knows all to well that he has his commitments to school and his parents, and his role as the first son, and now to his fiancee, and the words fly out of her mouth too quickly before she can even think to stop them. “just think,” she says slowly trying to figure out the best way to backtrack a bit, “we could cause a national crisis. we could go on to a trip to jeju, just the two of us and your father can send the entire military to come find you, and then it’ll cause a scandal when they finally do find you with some internet cafe cashier. it’s just the sort of drama this country needs.”

sighing she rests her head on his shoulder. if things were simpler and they were other people, normal people, they could just go away to jeju for a weekend, or maybe go on a small vacation to taiwan like any other couple would. but instead they’re them and she settles for the warmth and security of her apartment and the simplicity of simply spending time with soohyuk. her hand finds it way back to his and again she threads her fingers with his, noticing how nicely her hand fits with his. “i swear to god if you’re just saying that about the kimbap so you can kiss me again, i won’t let you kiss me ever again.” it’s a weak threat that they both know is nothing more than a lie but she smiles a bit at the compliment he sends her way, “but if you’re not just saying that, i’ll make you a lunchbox sometime soon then.”

“seriously though,” she mumbles looking up at him, “i know there are security issues and it’s really risky all but it would be nice if you know we could be normal for once and do things normal people do. like i don’t know, get bubble tea or go out for patbingsu.” it’s a fanciful thought more than anything, and she knows if they ever did do anything so much as step outside of her front door together there would be hell to pay and more than anything soohyuk would be in a great deal of trouble with his father, but still she halfway considers the fanciful idea. “it would even be nice if you could spend the night just once. god your dad should just resign as president so we can go get patbingsu,” she jokes, “tell him i want him to resign so my life will be easier.”

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deep down, he truly hoped that the news had not taken a toll on her; it was all too sudden—even for him. as all the details regarding of it seemed rather too perfect, not that the citizens would perceived if as a ‘shady’ thing, no. and despite her laugh, which it seemed like a dry one to put; he was worried. despite of what she had said on earlier, “why would i need to brake up with you? you’re truly a wonderful woman and doing it indirectly seems, don’t you think, cowardly?”

as soohyuk’s gaze soften on her own beautiful pools of eyes, he just had to see this coming. after spending years being surrounded by women (it was both his mother and sister), one thing that he had to keep in mind was, they were unpredictable. whatever their response was, do not ever lose your cool over it. women were pure, delicate creatures, and not to mention, sensitive as well and he had waited patiently until hyelim was done. so, he hovered close, closing in the gap, staring into her eyes again before he went on, “i know this is all too sudden, but trust me, even i didn’t see this coming,”

pausing for a few second, as he took in a breather, “you know all too well how my relationship with my father, right? i think this was his doing, and i’ve met her already,” it pained him to say the those words though she needed closure, “and you want to know what she said? she feels the whole arrangement is absurd as well, she’s got her own life as well, like us,” and a hand went to her cheek, caressing it gently before a smile shaped up on his lips. “i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to, but what i can tell you now that we’re scheming to brake off this engagement, and i need you to be patient with me, okay?” it was the truth, they had reached an agreement for exterminating the engagement, yet, time could only tell later. whatever it cost him, hyelim’s happiness had been more important. all of the sudden, there was this mention on kimbab, which resulted for him to grin instead, “of course, i haven’t taste your cooking in quite a while, but, can i have you first?” the male placed a long tender kiss on her lips before whispering, “come here,”

the words are sitting on the tip of her tongue, and she’s dying to remind him that one day his father is going to make him break up with her some way or another and that he’s risking an awful lot and she’s more than a little aware that she’s not worth it. but when soohyuk’s lips press against hers she suddenly can’t find the words that were so present on her mind seconds earlier. she knows she should break off the kiss, and she should tell him her concerns but the warmth of his body so close to hers feels nice and the way he kisses her feels even nicer, so instead she settles for placing her hands lightly against his chest, torn between pushing him away and pulling him closer to her.

she pulls away from him and smiles before giving him a quick peck on the lips. “you’re really eager tonight aren’t you?” she gives him another small kiss before pulling away from him completely, “but here’s the thing, i spent all morning working on this kimbap and i used the pickled radish my grandmother sent and so it’s really special, and i really want to you to try it okay?” leaning in closer, she presses her lips against the shell of his ear, “besides you can just kiss me all you want after, it’s not like i’m going anywhere. be patient.” with that, she pushes herself off the couch and makes her way across the room and into the kitchen.

pulling the container of the refrigerator, she quickly makes her way back into the living area with utensils in hand eager to see what he thinks of it. “i meant, to surprise you and bring this to you earlier so you could have it for lunch. but i ended up getting distracted and i didn’t notice how late it got by the time i was done making it.” she pulls the container open and grabs a piece with her chopsticks holding it out towards him, “seriously you’re going to fall in love with it. my grandma makes the best pickled radish in korea, and i make the the best kimbap in hongdae. so basically it’s perfect.”

he knew all too well that it was unexpected, coming from him at least though all this time every action that had been done were rather unpredictable. withal seeing her expressions had just put a smile on his face; as she tried to mask the hint of those cute burning cheeks away. so he opted for a change of sneakers to a pair of those comfy slippers.

the time he had spent without her were empty…as if it was missing a piece of puzzle to the whole picture, sure, soohyuk was one busy lad—being the student that he was implied there were a lot of work to be done, for attending those large scaled events and at her mention of it was just an impeccable timing, he trailed behind her before taking off the jacket to set it on the couch nearby. “i just missed you, that’s all,”

as it had been the truth, before taking his designated seat next to hers. it was all the time he got, and he was going to make full use out of it. finally, he got a full view of the face he truly endeared. “indeed, and how many weeks was it?” attempting hard to recall the last visit he had been there and only watched her in silence. maybe hyelim was taken aback by it, but how could he when it deemed appropriate for him to express of how he was feeling. there was silence before she reached out for his hand, the rush of waves had hit him and resulted for the twenty one year to be placing a few kisses on the back of her palm; wanting to extinguish the cold with albeit of warmth he could offer.

it was the very least he could do and pursued a on a few more until finally, the form of statement had successfully caused for him to pause for a moment before the male went on shifting his eyes onto hers. the topic of his engagement would be brought up sooner or later and she reverted to the first one; an inaudible sigh escaped past his lips as he never darted his gaze elsewhere. “i want you to know that i never knew that i was engaged until my friends told me and when i saw it for myself on the news,” as the words lacked explanation, he continued, “but i’m here to assure you, that whatever happens, even when i’m now ‘engaged’, my heart beats for you,”