redemption.

Here's my heart in Times New Roman.

[everyonestop]

I’m sitting here thinking of all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I’m sorry for that. I’ll always love you because we grew up together. You helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know, there will be a piece of you in me always. And I’m grateful for that. Whatever someone you become and wherever you are in the world, I’m sending you love. You’re my friend to the end.

Her, dir. Spike Jonze

[mgrits-blog]

There's a stillness I've found in a world far different than the endless strife of an artist's life. It saddens me in a way to be here, but there is such a peace in not putting my heart on the line everyday just to find, once again, I've been rejected. I wanted acceptance so badly, but in this stillness, it's clear that the acceptance is unreachable, the thrill is only temporary, and the emptiness is not able to be filled. I've found relationships are less painful as a normal person. Artists live a vulnerable life, they seek passion, they are even fond of tragedy, and such things lead to unspeakable, over powering emotions. There is such comfort in simplicity- having someone I know I will talk to every night- someone that even in the midst of a fight, I know will be beside me tonight and tomorrow. He's a steady force. I hope one day, I live up to my potential. I don't know what that means, but I hope it happens. I hope I have adventures and I hope I don't settle. But today I'm thankful for a simple, steady love that warms my heart rather than setting it on fire, only to watch it burn to ashes. 

[10-22-13]

[hooke-r]

[some-i-r-o-n-i-c]

[kandykoatedxtc]

[can-ihave-a-good-url-plz]

[cineplicit]

[aagdolla]

[neonkontra]

[thefilmcanister-blog]

Sophia Loren. 

[bw]

[pilubircher]

[hungrylunatic]

[hellanne]

Do not settle for less than exactly what you want. Your heart’s desires are there for a reason. Chase them. Pursue them relentlessly. Do not lose sight of your goals. They are your very reason for being.

Franki Durbin (via -5280)

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