Mia.Sound.

Hello. My name is Kelsi, and this is my attempt at creativity.

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Rain

Give me a reason to cry A reason to paint pages With words and colors of you

Give me a reason to smile A reason to plant flowers In meadows washed with rain Let’s lay here a while

And I’ll know you love me Even when your lips Stay silent, in line with your teeth

Give me a place to sing A stage looking out at blue Of cold and comfort and sky A stage looking out at you

Give me a place to die Safe in…

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Tell Me by Elizabeth Jennings

Tell me where you go

When you look faraway

I find I am too slow

To catch your mood. I hear

The slow and far-off sea

And waves that beat ashore

That could be trying to

Call us toward our end,

Make us hurry through

This little space of dark.

Yet love can stretch it wide

Each life means so much worth.

You are my wealth, my pride

The good side of me, see

That you always stay by my side

Two roots of…

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Worth

I have one thought

Inside my head

That circles round

And round my bed

If you have worth

Why then, tonight

Is your bed cold

And your chest right?

And then another

Pushes through

And brings me back

To thoughts of you

If he loved me,

Why did he leave?

He passed my sentence

Without reprieve

I love too hard

I fall too deeply

I build up walls

And I trust briefly

Another thought

Incase’s my space

And…

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Paradox

I search for what I can’t obtain

For it rides in the clouds

Raining down beautiful impossibilities

Hold the wind in your hand

The glass shatters under pressure

It cracks to reveal

My scars, my shame,

My self-loathing

In the morning, I see myself

For what I am

And I turn to the

Next desperate attempt

At escape

I can’t escape the pain

For I can’t escape myself

And I am the source

I am both the…

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Of Love and Loss

My heart is broken into pieces

Again

I need time to mend

And rebuild what has been taken away

It’s my own fault

Really

I let down walls too soon

I fly to the moon

On nothing but anticipation

Resulting in degradation

Of myself

Not anymore

I’m sick of this floor

That holds my tears

Listens to my fears

And tells me how silly I am

My heart is missing pieces

Full of gaps

I let go of

Too soon

Too…

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Abstract

It’s like there are thousands of me Reflected differently In thousands of eyes Of passersby That decide they have the right to know me

“Be yourself” is a crutch Of those without much Distance from those Sticks and stones That break bones and such

It is a rebellious cry Of those that rely On all those reflections And rejections But pretend they are stronger than I

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The Rule

Let the floodgates open

And pour out possibilities

Of nonexistent opportunities

And impossible dreams.

Don’t dam up the waters

Because you found reality.

What they called impossibility

Was real, it seems.

But maybe the flood comes

Not because of realization,

But because of the elation In living a fantasy.

You hang onto your past and

Still you cling tighter

To reality that’s lighter

Than a tear…

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Hunger

I hunger For passion. I hunger For time. I hunger For peace, Some space To call mine.

I hunger For beauty. I hunger For song. I hunger For you, Time lost, Days long.

I hunger For summer. I hunger For fall. I hunger For everything, And nothing At all.

I hunger For new I hunger For old I hunger For words, Loves lost, Tales told.

I hunger To not Miss any At all.

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Misc.

This journey wove me round

Am I lost or am I found?

I’m all turned around.

  I don’t know where I’ve been

I’m not sure where I’m going

I walk on, unknowing

  I want to ride the wind

And catch the sun

Something’s begun

  In you and me

Chasing stars and the waves

And talking for days

  I’ve more than I want

And less than I thought

Still there’s nothing that’s brought

  Me peace.

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Promise

Swallow me whole

Wash me down

And I’ll promise to make you feel better

  Reaching out

Desperate

For something that is missing

  Destruction

A familiar voice

And my heart is listening

  Grasping at

Empty thoughts

Paraphrased feelings that aren’t your own

  But I promise to give you smiles

When you’re miles

From what you knew before

  I promise to give you laughter

Even after

You don’t recognize…

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Ramblings

Tonight I look out at any space

At any unfamiliar place

I want to run

  If you try to make me stay, I’ll fight

Against arms I think might

Trap me

  I push and shove away anything

That I think might bring

Insecurity

  The panic sets in as I realize

The care in those eyes

Could leave

  And it’s no one’s fault but my own

And my fear of being alone

In the dark

  Tell me to make you a home in my heart

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Gravity

I can’t describe

The pain you’ve caused

It’s lodged deep within my heart

  I stand here staring

At your red-rimmed eyes

When will you simply fall apart?

  I hate you

And I’m learning to love you

I won’t let gravity take you away

  I hate you

And I can forgive you

Or at least I will someday

  I can’t explain

The pain I’ve caused

I can’t seem to find it anywhere

  I stand here staring

At my…

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More Rambling

I ride on the wind and the caffeine buzz and the music that plays inside my head

  I just can’t find the strength to pull myself up

  Everything that goes wrong

I turn into a song

Without a positive spin

This place that I’m in

Has elephants dancing on my heart

  I just can’t find the strength to pull myself up

Or throw myself over

Into darkness that covers

And hovers

  I ride on the wind and the…

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Words and Things

I hear my breath

And the ringing in my ear

Nothing is clear

And yet

  I see the smoke part

I still guard my heart

I let you in and you left

I am alone with myself and my silence

  Who is to blame?

Is it me?

I trust

And I give

Too much and to quickly

I must feel

To live

And I live

To feel

And because I feel

I want to die

I want to hide

I want to cry

  I am not a victim of circumstance

This did not…

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Words and Things

I hear my breath And the ringing in my ear Nothing is clear And yet

I see the smoke part I still guard my heart I let you in and you left I am alone with myself and my silence

Who is to blame? Is it me? I trust And I give Too much and too quickly I must feel To live And I live To feel And because I feel I want to die I want to hide I want to cry

I am not a victim of circumstance This did not happen by chance Did I self-destruct as I once believed? Is it all my fault, or was I deceived?

“Yes I hurt you, but only because You said this and that and the reason was You are too emotional, you need to control Those things that rise up in your soul.”

You said you loved me And then you left One because I hurt him The other because I am Too much To deal with.

And here is another Introduced by my brother A potential lover

I am broken Is it beyond repair? Can I trust you’ll be there? What about when I’m sad? What about when I yell? And when my panic and anger swell? When I push you away, Will you still stay?

I need so much I am afraid I’ll lose myself In you

I barely hold on By a thread And in bed I cry and hide because I am ashamed.

I want to be strong You are strong You are wrong I am weak I am tired I can do this no longer And yet I wake up And eat and smile and work All the while Feeling as though I stand On the edge of a cliff

Is it ok to lean on you? I am afraid of what you do I am afraid of what you say I have heard others talk this way “You are amazing. You are my soulmate.” “You are beautiful. You are so brave.”

They want me for their own I am the shiny thing And shiny things Attract thieves That come When it’s dark And my heart Is falling apart They break and they take and they never make A safe place For me to feel and grow And know Who I am Who I can be

Once they have the shiny thing They realize that it wasn’t at all What they thought it would be And they let it fall Between the cracks as they continue down the sidewalk

What scares me more? Myself? Or you? Does it even matter?

I fall too hard I fall too fast I scare myself This cannot last

I am tired And all that has passed Makes me an outcast And all I really want Is to hide under the covers And wait for light To shine bright And warm me.

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Hunger

I hunger For passion. I hunger For time. I hunger For peace, Some space To call mine. I hunger For beauty. I hunger For song. I hunger For you, Time lost, Days long. I hunger For summer. I hunger For fall. I hunger For everything, And nothing At all. I hunger For new I hunger For old I hunger For words, Loves lost, Tales told. I hunger To not Miss any At all.

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Things might be harder for you than others, but that does not mean you’re weaker 💛💛

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