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wnq-writers

Nothing can destroy me like I can destroy myself.

aashidhaniya (via lycanthroptea)

#{ stealin bc :))) micah :))) }#{ muse }

sweetsorrowrpg

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I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re you think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ iM SAVING THIS BC IT KILLED ME BUT ALSO FOR THE RECEIPTS BC OH MY GOAD ISABELLE U //LIKE// HIM IM XBHXND }#{ I NEED EXPLANATIONS }#{ ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece }

moooooooooooooved-deactivated20

there will be no epilogue for us, no final ending, and no closing remarks. there will always just be that gaping hole where our hearts used to be, that gaping hole where we were once comple— once upon a time, i thought we could’ve had a happy ending.

alexis n., endings part i. (via blurryfacewrites)

@micah-bones

(via bella-isabelle)

#{ UM WHO SAID THIS IS OKAY }#{ im yelling and screaming im djdjdnksdhlap }#{ words }#{ ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece }

gorgeousjake

#{ micah lookin smol n soft im jfbaljdfhudndkxndjsks }#{ visage }

wordsnquotes

Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don’t work.

James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (via wordsnquotes) @bella-isabelle

#{ ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece }#{ words }#{ im ok im fine i mean. im dying it's fine. }#{ sOON!!! }#{ actually not really bUT U KNO WHAT I MEAN }

larmoyante

You have my permission not to love me; I am a cathedral of deadbolts and I’d rather burn myself down than change the locks.

Rachel McKibbens, “Letter From My Brain To My Heart” (via whispcr) @fabxprxwett

#{ words }#{ fabian }#{ muse }

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I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ listen i can explain. }#{ actually no i can't that's be like a five page essay tbh }#{ also the 'im scared of u' is not bolded cause :))) not yet :)))) but wE SHALL GET THERE }#{ meme }#{ barty }

there is an itch beneath his skin, a persistent crawling he can’t quite scratch -- that is the only way he could describe the restlessness that came with the events of hogsmead and never seemed to go away.

making his way down the hall, books tucked in his arms, his feet moving perhaps more briskly than they normally would, micah’s anxiety made itself known the only way it could. “watch where you’re going.” he snapped, as his books tumbled down and he staggered back a step. “are you blind?”

#{ have a teeny weeny anxious baby }#{ and a teeny weeny starter }#{ bc ily all ok and i need more threads tbh also hmu i am READY for plots }#rdrstarter #tw anxiety #i guess??#{ also if it isn't clear micah bumped into someone and is now being Very Iriitable }#{ could be ur charrie or maybe he's yelling at a firstie and ur charrie is there to stop him }#{ do et he needs to shape up tbh }#{ or something idek the world is ur oyster mate }

isabelle:

Talking to the echo of footsteps had advantages and then it often had disadvantages, one that came at the end of a familiar voice and rolled when he sat beside her far enough away to be a stranger and close sufficiently to catch her attention. However, now Isabelle couldn’t fathom why she disliked Micah, if she had any time to think past carnage and suffering she’d easily remember but for now she let it go silently as she shifted to let her legs sprawl in front of her, her toes pointed to the sky. “You’re right. You are awful at parties.” Isabelle commented easily as if she hadn’t missed a step or a breath since the loss of so many peers, even her tone fell right, but the sigh that followed provided a brief glimpse there then gone just as quickly. “Another week and the Gryffindors will be throwing another party…a remembrance party for the people missing, but they aren’t all missing. “Isabelle shook her head, her heart tightening in her chest, but she didn’t dare say it. Parents were holding onto hope, and Isabelle’s out loud clarification of the lives lost would not be the breath that carried the news to parents that would forever and for the worse change their lives. "A little party might do you good Bones.” Isabelle changed the subject without looking at him she flopped back into the grass her hair tangling in the lawn as she found shapes in the sky. “Are you too proper to lay in the grass?” Pointing up “It’s a fish chasing a cat…what do you see?”

“i’d like to think i’m decent.” he says, just as easily, though the sarcasm does not bite, now, not as it did before. he was rather terrible at parties. his eyes flick towards her for a moment and then away, and he wonders, briefly, if she is as unaffected as she seems.

the thought barely touches his mind before it is dismissed. how silly, how wishful, how ideal. a fanciful thought, wasn’t it, to think someone could see death and carnage and come out of it as they were when they’d come in – that perhaps he, as well, could not be so affected after all? a fanciful thought, but micah was never one for wishful thinking – everyone at the scene was affected. him, and fabian, and marceau as well. it was not a thought to be avoided, he knew, but he was not quite prepared to face the implications either.

the careful way she tip-toed around the following words was confirmation enough. he says nothing – he was not in the interest of acknowledging these thoughts quite yet himself.

he tilts his head to the side as she flops down on the grass, an eyebrow ticking upwards at her words. amused, or intrigued, or both. “i think we’ve established my ineptitude at partying.” he says, but only to stall, and a beat of silence follows before he carefully lays down as well. the grass is itchy, it scratches, and he shifts three times before he settles. his arm beneath his head like a pillow, he looks up to where she points. he squints. “a cloud.” he says. he pauses. “i don’t see any cats.” he pauses again, shifts. “what else do you see?”

#{ para }#{ para: isabelle }#{ event: first strike }#{ listen im like. yelling bc micah is tOO PROPER }#{ and the leaST IMAGINATIVE LIL SHIT tbh lmao }

fabxprxwett-blog

to heal || micabian

@micah-bones

His night was dreamless. Instead of flying above the clouds and emerging into mundane fantasies, he had wandered in the deepest parts of his conscious and subconscious, in utter darkness and the unimaginable chaos that had destroyed all sense of safety and solace in the castle. And even in his sleep – his head hurt; it exploded over and over again, each time he dared to even touch the events that had occurred hours ago.

With a sore back, Fabian woke up with arms crossed in front of his chest and Pomfrey’s startled voice nagging him and asking if he was alright. Softly dismissing her despite her countless offers of salves and herbs for his bruises and cuts, the boy rushed into the hospital wing, two recognizable faces detected in a matter of seconds. Making his way to the first one, he couldn’t help but shut his eyes closed for a moment, trying not to think in how much pain his friend was.

He sat next to Micah’s bed, putting his hand on his shoulder and tilting his head with soft, grayish eyes glued on his face. “How are you? Merlin, I-” a pause and a breath. “I got worried when I didn’t see you in the common room.” Same went for the girl next to him.

micah-bones

he woke in a cold sweat. once, twice, three times before he grit his teeth and demanded a set of books to keep him busy, to keep him occupied, engrossed and not thinking of the day before – of hogsmeade, the screams filling his ears, the demons he’d seen at work firsthand. The madam had given him an unimpressed look, had said something about rest and sleep and injuries needing more time, though he did not miss the tiredness beneath her eyes. a twinge of understanding, perhaps, as her scowl lessened and she called an elf to do as he’d asked.

he waited for the sun to rise with a book between his hands. scribbling notes in the margins, underlining important lines, adding things to the list of topics he meant to research once he was out of here – thinking of things to do in the future helped temper the restlessness in his thoughts, but the unsettling anxiety did not go away.

the sound of footsteps from behind the curtains. a soft dismissal from a voice he would never not recognize. he shifted, and the beating of his heart jumped to his throat, an embarrassing tightening of his chest as the curtains pulled back and fabian sat down beside him. he did not care for embarrassment just now, however, and did not take his eyes off of the other boy, relief flooding him at the sight – he’d been told his friend was unharmed, but seeing him was another matter. “i’m fine, i’m – i passed out.” he looked away, lifting a shoulder in lieu of a shrug. “blood loss.” he explained. his hand lifted to rest on fabian’s, not knowing the words to reassure but wanting to nonetheless. his eyes lifted to meet the other’s. “you. what happened to you?”

#{ para }#{ para: fabian }#{ p: to heal }#{ event: first strike }#{ im like. already dying but also wOOT NEW ICONS!!! }

barty:

Wordless, he passes the wand back to Micah.

It’s curious, looking at the younger boy. There’s a faint, tight thing in his chest, a cold hewn edge of emotion, sensation.

And a thought to place name to the sensation: his. Micah is his. And he has been harmed. Irritation at the very thought of it; of anything, anyone touching what is his. Irritation and–

Curiosity. Clinical, deeper. Tongue dipped in blood, teeth stained. Tasting weakness, sensing vulnerability, needing more, needing it broken open and laid bare, cracked ribs and red heart. Prey is prey. Tempting. The idea of it lingering. Barely considered, tossed aside. But the prickling heat is still clawing at his ribs, burrowing at the marrow. It eats. The possessive itch, the desire to dissect, cut open, set scars–

Outside the hospital wing, an owl hoots its cry into the night. A flurry of feathers, a wingtip obscuring the moon, a shadow left on his face before it is gone. A small, wry smile slants Barty’s mouth. His eyes are opaque.

“Would you mind me keeping your company.”

Some things, after all, are not things he needs to show Micah. Not things Micah should see.

“sorry–” the word slips out as his fingers wrap around the wood, as he tries to keep the tremble from his hands, as he brings the wand back to his lap and grips it tightly. there is a feeling of imbalance from deep within him, as though the world had taken two steps to the right and shifted back into place, but not everything was quite where it was before.

his eyes are trained downward, his mouth clapped shut after the humiliating slip, teeth clenched and lips pressed into a thin line. his wrist flicks and the wand lights up in a lumos again, but the move is involuntary, it startles him – and the light goes out in spurts. this is the most exposed he’s ever been around anyone, perhaps, aside from fabian. this is the most humiliated he’d been in a long time. barty is a friend, he reminds himself. barty is a friend, and aren’t friends, he’s been told, meant to see you this way? he’s been told, though he is yet unsure of what to feel, with barty to witness him in such a state.

he lifts his gaze at barty’s words and looks at him. there is a beat of silence as he simply looks at his friend, before he nods, slightly, and looks ahead. “no – i don’t mind. you may stay.” he clears his throat and his grip on his wand shifts. he speaks again and his voice is as steady as he can make it. “you seem – unharmed. are you?” a pause. and then a need to fill in the silence. “you weren’t at the sight – at the sight of the attack, were you?”

#{ para }#{ para: barty }#{ p: dream swallowers }#{ new icons my friend u kno what this means }#{ it means prepare for death my frend these icons r killing me and soon u shall die as well }#{ *only slightly evil laugh ensues* }#tw violence #tw blood #bc barty can't keep his chill smh

(Star meme thing)

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ ... amos i am so sorry?? }#{ micah is awful oops }#{ amos }#{ meme }

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I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ screams we have not plotted yet. how. }#{ also soz he has an inferiority complex that compels him to think he's better than everyone bc deep down he has the belief that he is The W #{ bc deep down he believes he is The Worse Filth Ever lmao }#{ lucrezia }#{ meme }#{ ... one day later and i notice a typo in the tags. its fine i mean its all good aNYWAY }

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I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ if u think micah would forget }#{ or forgive }#{ i mean. he wouldn't. why would u think that }#{ smh this boy Does Not Let Go ever }#{ remus }#{ meme }#{ pLUS REMUS IS LITERALLY IN ALL HIS CLUBS HOW DID WE NOT PLOT SOMETHING WITH THEM HOW. WE MUST CHANGE THIS AT ONCE. }

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I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you (himself lmao. at all times when possible) // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ dont ask me about the cognitive dissonance that is marlene and micah ok i dont even know what they are }#{ marlene }#{ the only one he fears }#{ meme }

bunchofrpmemes

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character.

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

#{ ..... leTS DO THIS }#{ meme }

lyjerria

I’m literally doing my best but I’m not gonna beg anyone to understand that

#{ muse }#{ THIS IS THE FUCKING MOST MICAH THING I HAVE EVER LAYED MY OWN TWO EYES ON I CANNOT FUCKN BELIEVE THIS }#{ words }

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