derangement of the senses

ádria | xxv | forestcore | light/dark academia | dark naturalism

[tvandfilm]

The Addams Family (1991) dir. Barry Sonnenfeld

[theotreptos]

I don’t want mindless adoration—I desire tranquil, deep-rooted, unspeakable intimacy.

[sl33pyfairy]

[localbookshop]

The Royal College of Physicians, Edinburgh

[weltenwellen]

Jenny Xie, from "Zuihitsu",  Eye Level

[cocainejuul]

Good read on how sometimes something becomes too real too fast…..I need! To learn! To stop running from it!

[macaulaytwins]

vampires are the Most Thing Of All Time

[supercoolclouds]

[jerseyclown]

jerking off isnt working anymore i need to drink human blood

[jerseyclown]

do you want this fucking iv bag with a silly straw in it or not

[weltenwellen]

I had this feeling suddenly. I get this feeling a lot, but I don’t know if there’s one word for it. It’s not nervous or sad or even lonely. It’s all of that, and then a bit more. The feeling is I don’t belong here. I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t know how long I can stay before everyone else realizes that I am an impostor. I am a fraud. I’ve gotten this feeling nearly everywhere I have ever been in my life. There’s nothing you can do about it except drink some water and hope that it subsides. Or you can leave.

I’m lonely. What kind of loneliness? Every kind. I feel disconnected. Abandoned. As always. Repetition. So what, my love? So what? At first, I just wanted to run away. Now I have no where else to run to, nothing to run from. I don’t belong anywhere, I don’t want to go anywhere, I just want to be happy.

(1) Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001 (2) Leila Sales, This Song Will Save Your Life (3) Daniela Fischerová, Fingers Pointing Somewhere Else (4) Wisława Szymborska, tr. by Clare Cavanagh and Stanisław Barańczak, from “The Railroad Station”, Map: Collected and Last Poems (5) Daul Kim (6) Sarah Kay, from “The Paradox”, No Matter the Wreckage

[cosmiqrxse]

[eyesaremosa1cs]

1 2 3 4

[weltenwellen]

Leigh Bardugo, King of Scars

[quasi-normalcy]

It’s important that everyone understand that, when I say that I “like” a villainous character, what I in fact mean is that I consider them to be both cool and morally praiseworthy, as well as correct in their aims and methods and worthy of emulation by people in the real world. Just in case there was any ambiguity on this point.

[quasi-normalcy]

I further elaborate that I consider them to be An Excellent Role-Model for Impressionable Children.

[quasi-normalcy]

I almost neglected to mention that they are a worthy sexual partner and that I am aroused by everything that they do.

[leahberman]

[thenationalyrics]

And how could the air have the nerve to blow your hair around like that

Windswept (1902), John William Waterhouse / 90-Mile Water Wall (2003), The National

[hell-propaganda]

Got stuck in a time loop for three months and straight up didn't notice due to the Sisyphean nature of my daily life