I already chose you, Hollander

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[mickeysmyheart]

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[mickeysmyheart]

Falling deeper, I cannot confess

Series: Hollanov Prompts

Summary:

Shane's texting Ilya that it's a bad idea to come over before the game. They never do this. It's always been that they link up after they play each other and hookup. It's been this way for years, but things are different now—ever since they had their heart to heart in Florida for the All Stars game.

It's still not a good idea to meet before the game but even as Shane is texting Ilya back saying it's a bad idea, he's making his way out of his hotel room and down to his cab that is driving him to Ilya's house here in Boston.

OR

Ilya calls Shane bunny while Shane is riding him.

Notes:

hiiii! i've been having a bit of a block and feeling a little discouraged about writing lately so i opened up my NGL link to ask if anyone had any little prompts or ideas they wanted me to write and someone sent me "bunny shane!" and i somehow managed to write this all in one shot. if you have any prompts you want me to write, come find me on twitter or tumblr, and maybe i can write your idea for you!

hope you enjoy this ♡

p.s: i just realized this is my 350th fic ive written and published! 🤯🤯 thank you to anyone who has been following my works over the last 12 years, it truly means so much to me 🥹❤️

— also if you ever want to send me hollanov prompts my ask box is always open!

[mickeysmyheart]

Pull me close and let the warmth sink into our skin

𑣲⋆ set during ilya’s last year in boston

𑣲⋆ boyfriends

𑣲⋆ hot tub sex

𑣲⋆ choking

𑣲⋆ soft dom ilya

𑣲⋆ mild hurt/comfort

𑣲⋆ explicit

𑣲⋆ 5.4k words

Series: Hollanov Prompts

Summary: Now that he and Shane are in a good place—in a happy relationship—he wants to try everything with Shane. He wants to do everything with Shane. He just wants to be with Shane for every moment. Including having sex in new locations together.

OR

Ilya fucks Shane in his hot tub

Notes: hiiiii i'm back! i've been having a bit of writers block but i've gotten over that enough to write this fic. thank you to my bestie hannah for giving me the idea. there was a tweet about how ilya's boston home had an in-ground hot tub so this fic is set during that last year that ilya plays for boston when he and shane are in their newly established relationship. hope you enjoy this! ♡

[bisexualrozanov]

giddy up! 🐎

[toasted-rivalry]

A ‘Bears walk in to Ilya’s house and see him napping with Shane AU’ where Ilya somehow manages to still keep Shane’s identity a secret.

Ilya always had been a light sleeper, so no matter how lightly they stepped he was awake moments after the first shocked gasp.

Ilya knows it’s over for him. There’s no mistaking that there’s a man asleep on his chest in a clearly non-platonic cuddle. Usually Ilya would be punching the intruder, threatening violence to try and ensure they kept their mouth shut but he has quickly realised something far more important. With the way they are sleeping, Ilya on his underneath on his back and Shane on his stomach on top with his face pressed into the gap between Ilya’s neck and the couch, they can’t see his face.

He quickly pulls Shane’s hood up over his head to hide hair and rests a hand over it to gently discourage Shane from moving it should he start to wake up.

So Ilya just stares down his team and goes “you can be upset, but are going to be fucking quiet about it because if you wake my guest I’m sending all my blackmail on you to your wives, and then start fucking them to help them get over the divorce.”

So the whole “You’re fucking gay!” “No, I’m a fucking bi who is fucking a gay” conversation happens at a furious whisper, with Shane blissfully sleeping on Ilya’s chest as life implodes around him.

Shane may be a deep sleeper - and the argument in whispers - but even he starts to stir at the noise.

Ilya can’t have him moving his face into visibility now, so he just scruffs the back of his neck harshly and pressed him deeper into his shoulder.

Shane lets out a pleased (and not at all quiet) moan, and - worried that he is going to start talking - Ilya realises he needs to shut him up.

So he glares at the Bears to be quiet, while suddenly putting on the softest voice they have ever heard him use as he goes, “shhh quiet time now mоя любовь. Back to sleep.” And then shoves his fingers into Shane’s mouth.

When the Bears leave soon after, some of them have LEARNT some things about themselves. But crucially, none of them have learnt who their captain is fucking.

[mickeysmyheart]

𑣲⋆ sub top ilya fics by me 𑣲⋆

never have i ever made a sex tape

explicit ⟢ 4.5k words ⟢ sex tapes

published: 12-04-2026

need your mouth on my skin like it’s urgency

explicit ⟢ 7k words ⟢ wag ilya ⟢ piercings

published: 19-06-2026

bound to your touch, the way that you use me

explicit ⟢ 8.5k words ⟢ free use ilya ⟢ 5+1 fic

published: 03-04-2026

it’s so tempting, babe, to see how far we can go, to see how freaky we can be

explicit ⟢ 2.7k words ⟢ ilya wears a butt plug

published: 06-04-2026

you’re a spark in the dark

explicit ⟢ 1.9k words ⟢ somnophilia

published: 21-06-2026

i wanna see you fall apart for me

explicit ⟢ 4.6k words ⟢ edging ⟢ pt.2 of never have i ever made a sex tape

published: 22-06-2026 (my birthday)

what can i do but think of you

explicit ⟢ 3.2k words ⟢ high & clingy ilya

published: 24-06-2026

[mickeysmyheart]

What can I do but think of you

𑣲⋆ married hollanov

𑣲⋆ high!ilya

𑣲⋆ sub top ilya

𑣲⋆ whiny, clingy ilya

𑣲⋆ sexting

𑣲⋆ explicit

𑣲⋆ 3.2k words

Summary:

“You’ve gone full koala bro,” Cliff comments as he looks over at them.

“Shut your face, Marley,” Ilya tells him, snuggling into Shane.

Shane laughs softly but doesn’t dare move, instead he drapes his free arm over Ilya’s legs on his lap as they continue watching the movie. “You’re so clingy,” Shane teases, whispering in his ear. Ilya pinches him but can’t help the smile when he hears and feels Shane giggle.

OR

Ilya has an edible and is super clingy, whiny, and desperate for his husband.

Notes:

hiiii so i had this fic finished last night but it got late to post so i am posting it a day late for sub top ilya week. this is for day 7 and the prompts i chose were intoxication (high) & sexting.

hope you enjoy this! ♡

—title is from the song 'maggots for brains' by olivia rodrigo

added this work to the following collections:

In a world post TLG

High!Hollanov 🍃

Sub Top Ilya

[mickeysmyheart]

You’re a spark in the dark

𑣲⋆ married hollanov

𑣲⋆ somnophilia

𑣲⋆ sub top ilya

𑣲⋆ drunk shane

𑣲⋆ explicit

𑣲⋆ 1.9k words

Summary:

“Are you drunk?” Ilya asks him with his own little smirk.

“A little,” Shane smiles innocently, smiling at him sweetly.

“Ah, this is why you wake me up with blowjob,” Ilya teases, his hand gently caressing his cheek. It feels so nice and soothing, Shane could sleep right here on Ilya’s lap with his cock half in his mouth—speaking of…

Wait.

OR

Ilya wakes up to Shane drunk and sucking his cock after a night out with Rose.

Notes:

hiii freaks 😈

here is my next contribution to 'sub top ilya week'. today is day 5 and for today's prompt i chose somnophilia.

i have now made a new little series where i put all my 'sub top ilya' fics in one place.

hope you enjoy this! ♡

—title is a lyric from the song 'stupid song' by olivia rodrigo

[mickeysmyheart]

Need your mouth on my skin like it’s urgency

𑣲⋆ married shane + ilya

𑣲⋆ wag ilya + captain shane

𑣲⋆ sub top ilya

𑣲⋆ tattoos + piercings

𑣲⋆ explicit

𑣲⋆ 7k words

Summary:

He hisses softly as he pulls away and Shane demands, “Okay, seriously, what the fuck is going on?”

Ilya suppresses his laugh, and says, “Okay, okay. Is nothing bad. Well, I don’t think so.”

“What is it?” Shane asks.

OR

Ilya surprises Shane when he returns home from an away game with new piercings.

Notes:

here is a fic i wrote for the 'sub top ilya week' collection but this idea to have WAG ilya get his nipples pierced has been sitting in my docs for a while now so i'm glad that today's prompt lined up with this idea i had. today is day 3 of 'sub top ilya week' and the prompt i chose is 'tattoos & piercings'.

hope you enjoy ♡

—title is a lyric from the song 'possession' by slowburn

[mickeysmyheart]

hollanov ᨳଓ . stupid song by olivia rodrigo

[surreality51]

Shane doesn’t realize he looks Like That because, despite being ranked as #1 Hottest Player in the MHL and getting numerous sponsorships, he thinks “it’s not like I get treated any differently in my daily life because of my looks, people aren’t throwing themselves at me left and right, so it must not be a big deal.”

But the thing is, people DO throw themselves at Shane left and right, he just doesn’t realize it.

The Voyagers are at a club and girls are eyeing him like the last steak in a tiger enclosure, but Hayden is about to bang his head on the table because Shane is in his usual Captain mode and paying zero attention to the girls. A few of the bolder ones approach him but he’s like “Hi, can I help you?” and “oh sorry, I’m on duty right now, I can’t leave my team” and Hayden gives up, he just can’t anymore. Jackie will need to step up and find this man a girl cuz Shane ain’t gonna do it on his own.

At brunch with Rose, the waiter is checking him out hardcore and smiling flirtatiously. Rose teases him about it, and Shane is like “???? He’s just doing his job? Isn’t it his job to be friendly?”

Years later, Hayden and Rose are trading war stories of Shane being oblivious to human attraction and Ilya’s just like, *shrug* you just need to be clear and direct with him, and Rose and Hayden both stare at him like “what do you mean?”

And that’s how they learn that the way you get through to Shane about your intentions is you have to jerk off at him while looking him in the eye.

[sirens-scales]

We don’t talk about this enough. With all the big romantic gestures in The Long Game, this, to me, is one of the most romantic moments.

We know Ilya isn’t a fan of Shane’s restrictive diet. He teases him about it, but Ilya is an expert ragebaiter who knows how to tease the people he cares about when they feel safe and in ways that never really hurt.

Shane is “frantic” in this scene. Ilya has the perfect opening to say something about his diet, and he doesn’t take it. He sees that Shane is panicking, steps in and fixes it. He was looking at that menu thinking about Shane and Shane’s fuckass diet that Ilya doesn’t even like. But he knows this is important to Shane. He knows Shane is already nervous about being on a date with Ilya in public and being with another queer couple. So he meets Shane’s needs without Shane ever having to ask, and he does it quietly, without drawing any attention, so that Shane can save face.

Of course he’s gonna tease him about it a little bit later because that’s what they do. But he only does that AFTER Shane’s had a chance to catch his breath and feel safe again.

To be loved is to be known indeed.

[ilya-rozanova]

heated rivalry: endless gifs

[gaygoatshane]

he couldn't believe he was being asked if he liked girls

[rainbow-femme]

They move in together full time and Ilya notices that Anya acts differently with Shane than she does with him, more quiet and less playful, and he worries that means she doesn’t like Shane or is jealous, so he hires a dog trainer to come over and see if there’s anything they need to do to help

After a while of talking about how Anya acts the trainer says there’s nothing to worry about, Anya likes Shane just fine, it’s just that she sees him as the boss and is acting accordingly

And Ilya is like. But. I’m the one who adopted her? And raised her before Shane got here?? And the trainer is just like yeah well she sees you more like an equal. And Ilya is like WAIT she thinks Shane is in charge of both of us?? And the trainer is just like well do you interact in a way that would make her think that?

Ilya’s life flashes before his eyes as he thinks of all the times Shane has come over with a snack for Ilya and a treat for Anya, or all the times Shane has announced they’re all going for an after dinner walk, or pets Ilya’s hair and tells him he did a good job at practice, or the fact that he uses the same warning tone with Anya when she misbehaves as he does with Ilya when he’s causing problems on purpose

Shane comes home to Ilya with his face in his hands going oh god I’m not Anya’s dad I’m her brother and she thinks we’re both your pets. And Shane just goes. What.

[mickeysmyheart]

i've been going through all your buddie fics and I am OBSESSED!! Like every fic is just catered to me I LOVE LOVE IT. You deserve everything good!!🩷🩷

that’s so nice thank you so much 🥹🥹 im so glad you enjoyed them 💗

[mickeysmyheart]

“To the honorary Canadian, Connor Storrie, I share this award with you.” - Hudson Williams on his win for lead role in a drama series at the Canadian Screen Awards in Toronto ❤️