Mick

+20 y/o, minors DNI/F, profic | it/he sum artist | Cronus' matesprit <3

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[mickvantas]

omg my stuff suddenly got some attention uh

I ran away from my abusive household, I'm somewhat safe and being something like,,, being feed and protected and stuff; I'm VERY SCARED of another woman here who's problematic (aggressive and steals others' stuff)

but ya I'm okes

lost some interest in my selfship with Cronus due to some personal drama fortunately has nothing to do with fandom puritans so it's not worth mentioning WHY !!!

I'm not sure if I'll continue posting, I'm fixated on something else, very busy with comms and also dealing with HORRIBLE art block so UMM YEAH...

idk. Follow me on twitter @ MAXHorrorToons

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Stuff happened, I don't feel comfortable with Homestuck anymore and unfortunately this includes my selfship with Cronus

I'm not sure if I'm going to drop it definitely but yeah

I also struggled with lack of motivation to do content about this selfship

I love Grace btw

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it's been a while

helooooo, here's this doodle, I miss Cronus so much </3

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Now the horrible stuff, trigger warning for domestic abuse.

Previously I mentioned I w was in that situation and I was saving money to leave safely but uh, yeah,,,, looks like I'll just run away with all I currently have, live in a shelter, the streets or something.

Recently had a very intense argument with my "mom", a lot of things were said during that, some simple stuff like being accused of being a pedo for having a drawing of my adult OC shirtless as my computer's locked screen, it was suggestive, nothing explicitly visible and my siblings don't have access to my computer. But yeah that makes me a pedo according to her.

She said something about my siblings, like she had to explain why I was never there, blaming me for everything, I'm just tired I can't even remember.

I'm threatened with my devices being destroyed and myself being kicked out if I don't start getting into Christianity again in less than a month. I don't want to risk it so I'm getting out of here ASAP. Unfortunately I don't have proof of anything, I don't bruise easily and well... psychological abuse is a thing. Everyday there are passive aggressive jokes, casual mentions of any mistake I made, they want me to pay the food, clothing, the roof over my head, that stuff but because I don't have money they just yell and I'm the devil. No family, my friends have their own problems, I'm alone in this.

I'll draw literally anything for any amount I get, I won't do full rendered pieces for time and energy reasons but will do flat colors. Please note there's a limit of drawings I'm willing to do depending on the amount, plus unfortunately my TAT won't be short due to this situation.

Here are my links, feel free to DM me proof of the transaction so I can draw something for you or to ask about something specific.

https://paypal.me/MickeyDrawss23, https://ko-fi.com/MickeyDoodles23

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here's the progress, the goal amount doesn't matter actually, the actual goal is to get as much as I can

PLUUUUS! here's this YCH, Homestuck grubs are so cute and I love drawing them, it makes me so happy; so I can draw one (or a few) for you! (flat color included)

[mickvantas]

it's been a while

helooooo, here's this doodle, I miss Cronus so much </3

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.

.

.

Now the horrible stuff, trigger warning for domestic abuse.

Previously I mentioned I w was in that situation and I was saving money to leave safely but uh, yeah,,,, looks like I'll just run away with all I currently have, live in a shelter, the streets or something.

Recently had a very intense argument with my "mom", a lot of things were said during that, some simple stuff like being accused of being a pedo for having a drawing of my adult OC shirtless as my computer's locked screen, it was suggestive, nothing explicitly visible and my siblings don't have access to my computer. But yeah that makes me a pedo according to her.

She said something about my siblings, like she had to explain why I was never there, blaming me for everything, I'm just tired I can't even remember.

I'm threatened with my devices being destroyed and myself being kicked out if I don't start getting into Christianity again in less than a month. I don't want to risk it so I'm getting out of here ASAP. Unfortunately I don't have proof of anything, I don't bruise easily and well... psychological abuse is a thing. Everyday there are passive aggressive jokes, casual mentions of any mistake I made, they want me to pay the food, clothing, the roof over my head, that stuff but because I don't have money they just yell and I'm the devil. No family, my friends have their own problems, I'm alone in this.

I'll draw literally anything for any amount I get, I won't do full rendered pieces for time and energy reasons but will do flat colors. Please note there's a limit of drawings I'm willing to do depending on the amount, plus unfortunately my TAT won't be short due to this situation.

Here are my links, feel free to DM me proof of the transaction so I can draw something for you or to ask about something specific.

https://paypal.me/MickeyDrawss23, https://ko-fi.com/MickeyDoodles23

[mickvantas]

Hi

fuk it, FNAF selfship art

this is all I've been doing these days... and commissions

also, process here

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TH4T'S RIGHT, BEG. 4S YOU SHOULD.

I LOVE HIM BUT I 4M CLE4RLY SUPERIOR. >:]

Translation:

Talk to me Forgive me already No, Cronus I don't forgive you Please I'll cry for you Send audio

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me thinks this blog died the moment I fixated on my fnaf selfship, dang u_u

I made a poll about posting it all here or not, I did something to it

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WE'RE SOOOO IN LOVE X] <3

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EYE STRAIN WARNING

uehehe

happy late halloween :]

how long does this section has to be to save you from getting your eyes fried by these colors

UUUHH SORRAY

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OC with different art styles ehe

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I've been so tired these days I want to sleep all dayyyyyyyyyyy

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This trend from a while ago :]

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Cyn daki in progress :o

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Cyn daki update! gurl won't be purple at the end obv :]

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You should tell us more about your cronus selfship! >:3

Unfortunately there isn't much </3

Which I think is cool so suddenly I can draw myself dead for some reason and then alive, it doesn't make sense and it won't

That said for obvious reasons there isn't a way Cronus and I met beyond "WE WERE SUDDENLY EXISTING IN THE S4ME SP4CE 4T THE S4ME TIME, HE THOUGHT I W4S COOL, SO WE SPENT THE REST OF THE D4Y TOGETHER" and this drawing it's something like... portraying that?

The thing is, I allow myself to have fun and be some kind of insane evil piece of shit, Kankri doesn't like me much for that reason but Cronus thinks he can fix me

while sometimes I want to beat the shit out of him for aCTING LIKE THAT sometimes maybe some kisses will shut him up about his stupid drama

I'm older than him but he's taller and we bully each other for this AND UM BESIDES ALL THIS STUFF I JUST MADE UP... THERE'S NOTHING ELSE

casually saying... I can do sum Q&A thing about this to have an excuse to continue drawing, sharing about my selfship because again I love talking about this and I'm loving this kind of attention tysm for asking, anon <3

[mickvantas]

You should tell us more about your cronus selfship! >:3

Unfortunately there isn't much </3

Which I think is cool so suddenly I can draw myself dead for some reason and then alive, it doesn't make sense and it won't

That said for obvious reasons there isn't a way Cronus and I met beyond "WE WERE SUDDENLY EXISTING IN THE S4ME SP4CE 4T THE S4ME TIME, HE THOUGHT I W4S COOL, SO WE SPENT THE REST OF THE D4Y TOGETHER" and this drawing it's something like... portraying that?

The thing is, I allow myself to have fun and be some kind of insane evil piece of shit, Kankri doesn't like me much for that reason but Cronus thinks he can fix me

while sometimes I want to beat the shit out of him for aCTING LIKE THAT sometimes maybe some kisses will shut him up about his stupid drama

I'm older than him but he's taller and we bully each other for this AND UM BESIDES ALL THIS STUFF I JUST MADE UP... THERE'S NOTHING ELSE

casually saying... I can do sum Q&A thing about this to have an excuse to continue drawing, sharing about my selfship because again I love talking about this and I'm loving this kind of attention tysm for asking, anon <3

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Are you okay with selfship doubles?

as long as the interactions/mayb friendship is NOT centered on the f/o or ship itself, I'm fine :] (interactions = comments)

also I'm not comfortable interacting with minors

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also I have more Homestuck self ships with the same self insert (trollsona), I know being siblings is not a thing for trolls and stuff BUT! I am also something like Karkat and Kankri's sibling/relative and here's where some darkfic dynamics appear in my art

as seen in that sketch, Mituna's moirail too

and ofc Cronus' matesprit

then even more HS ships but they're oc x canon so I absolutely don't mind doubles w/ those

I don't mind Karkat/Kankri/Mituna doubles, but ummm I don't feel much comfortable sharing Cronus/interacting with someone based on our ships with Cronus PFF.