Hej I am germ. ฬคฬฎ
๐ก Tarot: stick around a while
๐ก Chaos magician
๐ก PhD prep and undergrad hijinks
๐ก I do research in Neuroscience!
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JVL
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DEAR READER
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art blog(derogatory)
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Hej I am germ. ฬคฬฎ
๐ก Tarot: stick around a while
๐ก Chaos magician
๐ก PhD prep and undergrad hijinks
๐ก I do research in Neuroscience!
See my tags below ๐ก
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๐ซย Yearning for a simpler time ๐ซ
The Magician's Research Notes
I have been hustling for grad school and making sure I have 1yr TA experience, 3 years lab experience, 2 years lab tech experience I realize I am also robbing myself of the experience of living.
Choose the meme that calls your name most strongly.
โ๏ธ Card One
โจSun
๐ซฏ Card Two
โจย Chariot
๐ชฝ Card Three
โจVIII of swords
โ
Before You Read
โฆ Take what resonates and leave what doesn't. I am just a pre PhD student w a magical background
โฆ This reading is for reflection and entertainment. Ultimately you need to change your own shit
โฆ believe in my carefully curated memes
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โ๏ธPile One
Research Focus: find the joy in your actions
Your Reading
โง when you do what you love there is no burden. Fortune comes from hard work, you cannot eat fruit if you do not plant any seeds. You are doing the what you love, you are learning things that make you happy. That is a privilege and with that you will only ever be successful. When applying to bigger and better things let that joy and excitement come through and you will be rewarded with the next step or the next rung up the ladder. You need to focus on the small acts of joy which contribute to your life and how every you do builds into what you are.
Current Experiment
โง Make a list of things you are grateful for
Hidden Formula
โง Share your joy with others
The Professor's Notes
โง your fruit will prosper if you plant the seeds
Magical Observation
โง perhaps make a shrine or a list of goals to focus on success
Final Grade
โง keep it going bae
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๐ซฏ Pile Two
Research Focus: it wonโt be easy but it will be worth it
Your Reading
โง So you are going through a rough patch which may be social or financial but however it may be, or how tough the burdens of everyday life may feel this is your sign to keep on foot in front of the other. Use the wisdom from the pain of the past and keep pushing forward donโt let the chains of pain keep you complacent. You have so much to offer the world and your rough patch will pass and you will emerge from a metamorphosis much more equipped for anything the world may throw at you.
Current Experiment
โง make a small routine to ground yourself
Hidden Formula
โง do not succumb to bad habits
The Professor's Notes
โง you got it gang
Magical Observation
โง find a small meaningful ritual even if its making tea with some kind of intention
Final Grade
โง donโt stop moving
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๐ชฝPile Three
Research Focus: your prison is self imposed
Your Reading
โง you know that meme of the bird in a cage with only 2 bars and it is looking through the bars. Thats you bae you could leave at any time. You are choosing misery, you can change direction if you are in a place that doesnโt serve you and doesnโt enable you to do the things you want. Sit down with yourself and be intentional with what sparks joy within you. What do you see yourself doing long term? What do you need to live as contently and as comfortably as possible? What can you do to reach your final form? Reject modernity accept cringe
Current Experiment
โง write down all your childhood dreams and take steps to pivot towards a new goal
Hidden Formula
โง self reflection
The Professor's Notes
โง its okay to drop the class
Magical Observation
โง dream journal
Final Grade
โง time to pivot
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I canโt believe I am physically capable of doing everything I am doing
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i have been in the trenches yall love u
I'm indeed trapping myself in my own cageee. I wanna do what I want but I can't because I'm tp embarrassed to ask for ittt mind you its just a silly little guitar or bass. Ik.im stupid. My brother alr has a ton of guitars. But my mom has always ridiculized me for liking the same things he does (unconsciously, she doesn't say it explicitly) while she never teased him for doing what I do UGHHH
Asking is the first step!! Closed mouths do not get fed in the first step for anything to come to life is to take an action!
I had my first lab fail past week on Tuesday, I went to capsule embed my sample and it completely shattered and my region of interest was destroyed completely. After over a year in the lab this was my first ever โlab failโ and it literally sent me spiraling so terribly I fell ill
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๐ซย Yearning for a simpler time ๐ซ
The Magician's Research Notes
I have been hustling for grad school and making sure I have 1yr TA experience, 3 years lab experience, 2 years lab tech experience I realize I am also robbing myself of the experience of living.
Choose the meme that calls your name most strongly.
โ๏ธ Card One
โจSun
๐ซฏ Card Two
โจย Chariot
๐ชฝ Card Three
โจVIII of swords
โ
Before You Read
โฆ Take what resonates and leave what doesn't. I am just a pre PhD student w a magical background
โฆ This reading is for reflection and entertainment. Ultimately you need to change your own shit
โฆ believe in my carefully curated memes
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
โ๏ธPile One
Research Focus: find the joy in your actions
Your Reading
โง when you do what you love there is no burden. Fortune comes from hard work, you cannot eat fruit if you do not plant any seeds. You are doing the what you love, you are learning things that make you happy. That is a privilege and with that you will only ever be successful. When applying to bigger and better things let that joy and excitement come through and you will be rewarded with the next step or the next rung up the ladder. You need to focus on the small acts of joy which contribute to your life and how every you do builds into what you are.
Current Experiment
โง Make a list of things you are grateful for
Hidden Formula
โง Share your joy with others
The Professor's Notes
โง your fruit will prosper if you plant the seeds
Magical Observation
โง perhaps make a shrine or a list of goals to focus on success
Final Grade
โง keep it going bae
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐ซฏ Pile Two
Research Focus: it wonโt be easy but it will be worth it
Your Reading
โง So you are going through a rough patch which may be social or financial but however it may be, or how tough the burdens of everyday life may feel this is your sign to keep on foot in front of the other. Use the wisdom from the pain of the past and keep pushing forward donโt let the chains of pain keep you complacent. You have so much to offer the world and your rough patch will pass and you will emerge from a metamorphosis much more equipped for anything the world may throw at you.
Current Experiment
โง make a small routine to ground yourself
Hidden Formula
โง do not succumb to bad habits
The Professor's Notes
โง you got it gang
Magical Observation
โง find a small meaningful ritual even if its making tea with some kind of intention
Final Grade
โง donโt stop moving
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐ชฝPile Three
Research Focus: your prison is self imposed
Your Reading
โง you know that meme of the bird in a cage with only 2 bars and it is looking through the bars. Thats you bae you could leave at any time. You are choosing misery, you can change direction if you are in a place that doesnโt serve you and doesnโt enable you to do the things you want. Sit down with yourself and be intentional with what sparks joy within you. What do you see yourself doing long term? What do you need to live as contently and as comfortably as possible? What can you do to reach your final form? Reject modernity accept cringe
Current Experiment
โง write down all your childhood dreams and take steps to pivot towards a new goal
Hidden Formula
โง self reflection
The Professor's Notes
โง its okay to drop the class
Magical Observation
โง dream journal
Final Grade
โง time to pivot
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
I canโt believe I am physically capable of doing everything I am doing
โง โโโโโโโโโโโโโโ โ๐ฆนโ โโโโโโโโโโโโโโ โง
i have been in the trenches yall love u
Took a day off from schoolwork and gave myself some time to do personal study
Guys I promise I will drop a tarot card reading but im so tired
Cards drawn
I have been TAโing for molecular biology and nobody was born w a pipette in hand I was dying
Guys networking sucks ass
Had a low today
June 13, 2026
Not much going on besides the usual. Work, walks, and nature time. Summer is nice :)
Attention friends I changed my name again
"Writing digital notes is faster and makes you more productive", sure whatever, but can you make medievalesque marginalia to point at important stuff?
Is it just me or has the tarot community been a wee bit dead lately? Hmm ๐ซช
Iโve just been revived ๐ฉ
If I did something more with instagram would you all dig it?
Yay or nay
Yay
Nay
Recharge โ๏ธ
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๐ฎ Pick-a-Card Reading: Why is it so humiliating to work on a Resume/ CV???
The Magician's Research Notes
Brother its week 2 and I can tell this shit is gonna be 50 grit rough, I am fighting for my life for 4.0 GPA
Choose the meme that calls your name most strongly.
**๐งช Card One**
โจ
**๐ Card Two**
โจ
**๐ช Card Three**
โจ
โ
Before you read
โฆ Take what resonates and leave what doesn't. I am just a pre PhD student w a magical background
โฆ This reading is for reflection and entertainment. Ultimately you need to change your own shit
โฆ believe in my carefully curated memes
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
๐งช Card One
Research Focus: wishes do come true but what matters not is the hope but what matters is the work you put in to achieve dreams**
Your Reading: hoping is not even step 1
โง
Current Experiment: start asking mentors for advice on where to start
โง
Hidden Formula: making mistakes is ok
โง
The Professor's Notes: for emotional fulfillment you need to put real effort in. Anything worth doing takes work. The work can be overwhelming and its easy to loose sight of your passions when it becomes to say the least a shit ton of work. But use this as a point of self discovery, use this to summarize and learn about yourself. You can learn through reflection and this is the ultimate for of reflection and confrontation.**
โงMagical Observation: your hard work will pay off but you must lay the ground work to reap rewards. Want will only manifest more want however doing is how you get there. Please be mindful of intrusive thoughts, you can either be your own best friend or you will sabotage your chances at success.
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Final Grade: your effort will take you far
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๐ Card Two
Research Focus: shift away from ego and run your own race
Your Reading: ego centric class mates, co-workers etc ultimately mean nothing and they are just mental obstacles when it comes to running your own race.
โง
Current Experiment: find places for joy, remember you are on your own path, practice grounding rituals
โง
Hidden Formula: brother fuck yr haters
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The Professor's Notes: step away from standoffs, get off your soap box, say goodbye to ego and confront your own personal battles and get the movement of your own goals and fight your own internal battles dude. Donโt fight the battle, win the war, these small things will summate to something greater however you are often guilty of standing in its own way. Comparison is the thief of joy and you are too stressed out about the people around you.**
โง
Magical Observation: resolve conflict, let go, it will do more for you and your environment
โง
Final Grade: Stop weighing your worth on group projects
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๐ชย Card Three: King of Pents (Reverse)
Research Focus: girl get a budget
Your Reading: budget in order to fund more extravagance
โง
Current Experiment: you must plant seeds to eat fruit
โง
Hidden Formula: girl its job 0โ clock get one or plan for a better one
โง
The Professor's Notes: plan your spending, applications cost money, gas to drive to opportunities cost money, clean clothes for interviews cost money, there is always a shitty hidden cost in the world and it fucking sucks ass I totally feel you. I spent $50 going to a buss interview. I spend at least $50 a week COMMUTING TO SCHOOL, please act responsibly little treats are great but you are living to extravagance you cannot afford. To afford extravagance you must be able to fund it so girl get a better mother fucking job, get a better job, get a better education to fund your dreams, you must plant seeds in order to eat fruit.
โง
Magical Observation: the best money spell is to stop spending
โง
Final Grade: girl how can you afford the tuition of life with this behavior*
โง๐ซ๐ฉท๐๐ฌ๐ซ
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I am working on my resume and CV fuck my stupid baka life
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*"Any sufficiently advanced science is indistinguishable from magic... especially after midnight in the campus laboratory."*