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Get in babes we are self actualizing 🪐

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Nitrogen 🫆

You crave really strong relationships but you see people and you suddenly get “everyman” syndrome. You just want to be liked which is so real, but you gotta break the strong social stigma which is keeping you in such an unfortunate place. Stop subjecting yourself to such an awful reality of being. Be individual your presence is powerful. Take up space, do not let people walk all over you and tell you what you are. You are beautiful and powerful you may take up any container, yet you cannot ever be fully contained in other peoples perception to be yourself. Br yourself babes everyone else isn’t worth being if you are inauthentic to yourself.

Barium 🩻 

Be so for real, you see right through this shit. There is bullshit and fuckery going on. If you gotta leave a situation leave the situation do not stick around for the plot, do not stick around for the drama just leavveeeeee, you are doing such a disservice for yourself by subjecting yourself to the bull fuckery, the fuck you and die mentality will kill you slowly and from the inside out. You know its bad for you, its changing your personality basically completely. You cannot thrive in these conditions, leave the toxicity, see through the shit brother and thrive. Get real friends, set real goals, go out, do things.

Radon ☢️ 

Doing nothing to move yourself forward is actively decaying and destroying your life. You gotta reprioritize yourself, if 99% of your problems come from one source you may want to think about that. If you are going to have problems at least diversify your problems. You need to think about what is going to move you up, out, and forwards. If you are going round and round in circles, you are not moving you gotta make a productive step. If you think “hey if my main interest won’t be good for a degree” maybe think about developing your interest in ways to get the degree, or developing your career, or developing a new hobby. You need to think about your life and your goals, you can find new hopes and dreams don’t get hing up on the past.

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I love my job guys

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PAC: wake up babe its almost finals week! 📖 

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The Emperor 🪐

Be real on what you need to do, you are the soul arbiter of your academic kingdom so you must take responsibility for it. The best way to study is to be responsible and logical, don’t reread your notes: quiz yourself actively even if you fail, failing actually shows you your weak spots and will enable you to grow and learn. Take responsibility for what you know and don’t know, your brain is an ecosystem, build your understanding in only the best possible way. Be objective about studying rather than emotional: remember if you knew everything you would be teaching the class, you are showing up to the test to show and share knowledge.

IX of pents 💵

You are at the point of your life where grades do matter and it will add to your overall success. People will still be asking for transcripts, you can use your hard times and triumphs for your applications. Success now will ensure material success later. You must nurture your mind’s ecosystem and be a growing and learning entity in order for other successes in your life to come forth. Whats also hard is its INTERNSHIP APPLICATION SZN AAAAAAAA. Horrific, terrifying even, but babes you got it. Start making small steps and moves. Plant your seeds babe.

V of wands 🦁

Studying for finals is not the place for ego, its okay not to get the highest score, its okay to make mistakes. If you knew everything and if you were perfect you would be teaching the class. Your ego is actually holding you back in your ambitions for higher grades because you will only study in ways which feed your ego meaning all your study sessions are pointless and you will not actually do as well as you want to on your exams. Lock in bitch and remember its okay to be human and to make mistakes.

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Im so tired pookies

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For when you are not convinced it will ever get better 🦇

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The devil rev 🌶️

I think when things are deeply shitty and uncomfortable, not only is it just sucky period, it is also indicative of change. Girl shit is gonna suck, and generally it sucks more than it doesn’t. But tbh when things don’t suck and your hard work finally manifests you will be so pleased and proud. Exploring the harder, the rougher, the more undesirable parts of life will give you a well roundedness to your life which is crucial for development and growth. You cannot grow if you are completely comfortable, you can only grow in the face of challenge. The challenge will break you down brick by brick and force you to reconstruct, it will fundamentally change your world view and put things into perspective for you. You gotta get back in the ring, read the man in the arena.

Knight of wands rev 🍈

I get the “thinks twice? I don’t even thinks once” mentality, but girl it’s introspection time. You need to think and reflect upon your actions. Thousands of “yous” exist in this world and each of them live within the minds of those who perceive you. Do not act in a manner in which you would perceive as awful if you wish to be highly regarded. You need to walk the walk before you get the treatment you want. You aren’t living up to your own expectations because you aren’t walking the walk of your expectations and projecting what you deserve onto yourself. Act and treat others the way you want to be treated.

Ace of wands rev 🫛

You are doing shit, you are feeling like shit, life is shit because you absolutely fucking hate what you are doing. You are going anywhere because you lack passion and motivation, you are upset because you aren’t moving forward, but there’s nothing to move forward with! You are stuck in the never ending misery hack where shit sucks, you are uninspired and you should be thinking about closing this door and opening a new one. Accept a new opportunity and look for a place to end this chapter and open a completely new book that you will actually enjoy. Its okay to press the panic button, its okay to go home early, its not okay to be disingenuous to yourself and what you are actually passionate about.

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Im so tired

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PAC: I dumped my BF 🥤

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The Devil Rev 🍡

If they can’t hang they can’t hang. It doesn’t matter if you are great for someone and their life what really matters is how they are NOT great for you and your life. How much they, their friends, their family loved you doesn’t fucking matter all that matters is that it wasn’t working for you and you needed go let that go. They cannot hang they simply cannot hang. You are a multifaceted individual, you have so much going for you not to feel unconditionally supported. You deserve to have a break, do things you like, take care of yourself and don’t put some random mother fucker at the forefront. You need to know when something gets damn toxic and to let it go.

The Sun Rev ☀️ 

I know you pride yourself on your interpersonal relationships but you gotta take a step back and think about yourself. I know you had a grand plan for how you could juggle relationships, jobs, school, time and money but it was so tragically unrealistic. This doesn’t make you a bad person, you had a large goal and if people don’t see the effort you put in when you have nothing to give? They have to go its not fair to you. I think with time you may be able to handle more complex relationships but it just isn’t the time in your life to take on such a pursuit especially if they are not seeing your efforts and matching energy. You gotta bow out this time.

King of wands 🫜

Being connected with this individual took away from your real talents as a leader, someone who is courageous and inspiring. Not that you weren’t inspiring in a relationship but it seems like you were not being uplifted to the extent that you deserved. They also loved commanding the room but not in the same insightful guidance chill guy kinda way you offered. You really value trust worthiness and integrity and you felt as though your values as a strong independent individual was being shit on in this instance. You have real skills, people love you, you are so good and are so inspiring. People need you to not be stomped on by some fucker.

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Im so deep in the trenches rn yall its not even funny

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A reading while I wait in line at PAX while my research items stack up and I need to do job trainings 🍡

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VIII of Pents 🍰

In the words of all my guy friends,,, you gotta lock in. Commit yourself to your craft and dedicate your time and effort to learning this amazing new thing that you love. You gotta stop doom scrolling and to put time into crafts or things. It is not the human condition to scroll and to slowly loose your attention span while looking at colorful flashing photos. Look and enjoy making things, collect trinkets, make and do fun things, leave your house, make friends, make memories, make stupid dumb and embarrassing mistakes and actually put time in to learn a new skill. This hellscape of a society takes our money, time, sanity, etc. but it cannot take away our skills and education.

Strength 🦁 

Sometimes showing strength means to show up for yourself in unconventional ways. I hate to do a harry potter ref bc fuck JKR but remember that Neville and Ron were actually some of the more braver of their cohorts because they showed up to do things even when they are scared of literally everything. The fearless learn nothing and they develop no skills, people who develop and grow as individuals are those who face their fears day in and day out and don’t succumb to their mental weaknesses. Honestly, I understand not wanting to leave the house, not wanting to do anything, not wanting to go out and to feel the sun, but once you take a step out of your hole you will feel soooooooooo much better. You just gotta take the first step

XI of wands rev 🎟️

Girl take that break, release your inhibitions, leave your earthly woes behind you and lay down. Put a face mask on, shower because you always feel better about yourself after you put some effort in. Put your phone down read and relax. If something is stressing you out thisssssss muchhhhhhhh, you probably are to stressed to deal with it properly, take a step back breath and just relax, you will probably be able to solve your issues better after a break. Leave this earthly plane and astral project into a new dimension. Leave your woes, drink a lot of wine.

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Screaming crying

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Lets talk about our complicated relationship with our mothers 🪿

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VI of cups 🍂

It sucks when its always a projection of their insecurities onto you, I think 99% of my friends cite their shitty relationship with theirselves or body perception starts with their mothers and how their moms talk about their bodies of themselves or others. The almond mom pandemic is genuinely so frightening, it isn’t enough to criticize themselves, but others? A negative inner voice is the start of a bunch of vary unhappy individuals who hate working out or even the thought of health talks and makes doing small more health based things for ourselves a herculean task. It also makes it hard to think about food and nutrition in anyway that isn’t inherently destructive, take time and plan things out. I think its best to take an object science approach as to what makes you feel good vs what will make you look good.

VI of pents 🕸️

The burn out after the pride of being your parents “talented and gifted child” only to face the most immeasurable mental anguish when you fall short of your parents insurmountable expectations? Yeah, real. Honestly its a good skill to learn and foster likes, hopes, and dreams all by yourself, at some point you need to live for yourself and by your own approval not your moms or your parents. You don’t have to do miserable shit for approval which does nothing for your endorphins at this point either. Just quit, you make them face the music and take a break for once. You don’t actually owe your mother anything, and you have to make a move to live for yourself.

The Hermit 🐌

Maybe take a break form your mom for bit, retreat into yourself and do soul searching for yourself as an individual and not an extension of her, think of your actual interests, think of your own hopes and dreams. I know cutting off someone you spent at least 18 years with is hard but you don’t owe people who treat you badly anything. Retreat into yourself and start to slowly reach out to your friends and family if you want to. You need to set up boundaries with yourself and with her so that if you would want to reconnect the rules are clear. But its okay, you are often to be your own person, independent of another persons opinions and beliefs.

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Im tired yall

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I wasn’t meant to be understood 🍈

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Pile 1 ⭐️

Star, moon, knight of pents

You are in a huge dreamer phase, and you are about to take a step, the step only has to be meaningful to you. People don’t know what your inner world looks like nor are they entitled to it. Be meaningful with yourself for yourself, peoples advice are suggestions with no insight into you as an individual while professional advice is nice for sure and insight into anything is important the steps, you need to make sure what is happening feels right and you can actually fucking achieve dreams with your steps. You are in a very day dreamy part of your planning, you have the idealized version of what you want to do but you have little direction and few people to lean on, ultimately you are the only person you can lean on. The inner world is rich and vast, you will know what to do when the opportunity presence itself. Do your own personal research, think about what is actually best for you, mentally physically and spiritually. Be present in decision making, consider yourself because god knows no one else is. Show up for yourself everyday and even if no one can understand a dreamer it can’t stop you from dreaming.

Pile 2 🌈

King of wands, ace of cups, magician

Lots of emotional manifestations, not always a good thing but its something that definitely happens. Lots of tears, lots of emotions, lots of your own emotional turmoil turning into a self fulfilling prophecy, have you thought that your hang ups on the external and lack of comfort with the internal is giving you negative confirmation bias of the world around you. Our biases shape our perception of the world and you are making it all seem like a scary place but babe it all starts with you beginning to learn about yourself. All of the thousands of people you will meet throughout your life will have a different perception of you, but there is only one you. And there is only one person with unlimited access to your inner world is you, don’t weep for the fact no one can ever look in be happy that you are your own private space.

Pile 3 💥

Tower, two of swords, the devil

Imagine thinking you have all your ducks in a row and then everything goes to shit, I mean what else is supposed to happen. Getting all your ducks in a row has never been your M.O, you are more like a chaotic murder of crows. Shit will fall apart, do not let it shake you, the way shit hitting the fan affects you and how it triggers your own personal trauma is sacred to you, you owe grace to nobody. When you are struggling through a hard time fear not of your external facade care only for the internal world which is forever being shaped by being and experiencing. Be aware of how others respond for their perception of your outward appearance means fuck all, again, take care of the internal and spiritual. YOU CANNOT MANIFEST IF YOU DO NOT START OVER, YOU CANNOT REACH THE SPIRITUAL IF YOU ARE CAUGHT UP SOULY IN THE PHYSICAL. It is all about balance.

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Treating brain samples tmrw

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Getting coffee with the ghost of your past 🫐

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Queen of swords 🗡️

The wisdom is now gives you the ability to cringe at the past, cringing means growth. however, you need to do dumb cringe shit to learn from your dumb cringe shit. The thing is, your brain is in a state of constant development. Its really true that you are dumb till you are old and it is a blessing because some miserable people will refuse to grow up and drag everyone else down and make you feel awful and miserable with them. Cringe at the prospects of being awful and miserable, because you have the option to be so much more than what the standard person may limit themselves to be. Bask in the glory of growth, relish in your new found wisdom bless unto you by your 2016 emo years. Be thankful you have the opportunity to grow from the cringe because many are rotting in the truest cringe: being dumb and shitty. Being yourself at any age: is not cringe. You are developing as an individual who is learning to exist in this world from scratch.

Queen of pents 🍽️

The only person who thinks your younger self is a villain is you. And they still are very much a large part of you. Like a small body in the Russian nesting doll of your being. It’s honestly okay and quite natural. We all struggle with the small deeply buried facets of our personality which we hide from the light scared to show to those who may behold it. Its okay, we all change we all grieve for the loss of the person we once were, we feel the crushing weight of nostalgia and the longing for a past and a lifestyle which can now never exist in the present. We really had it made when we were 5, we had the freedom to be bad babies. But now we have to take what we had, grow, and nurture and adult who is doing their best.

Strength 🦁

Fuckin’ hang in there bae. When you are at your lowest you are given the opportunity to show how strong you are. Which is an awful, tiring, and scary thing to do. When you have been strong the entirety of your childhood to the point where you had no childhood. It is odd when you have a sudden softness and a sudden fear to take on the next obstacle. You will be okay! You can start disentangling and slowly start to take care of your younger self through your more current struggles. Its a process! Being young and old isn’t a one step process its a multistep mind fuck which will take you piece by piece till there is nothing left if you let it. You can accept and start talking to your younger version of yourself and bridge gaps. Its okay to be unhappy, scared, or to cry. Do not deprive yourself on the ability to feel hard feelings.

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I went on a 20 mile hike day before chem final and got the highest grade in the class, I also bought the best book ever plz look at the beautiful cover

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