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Lovely-eyed. Death-touched. Witch

UNHELD — Lina Poluna, 2026, Oil on canvas

You

Are licking honey,

and tasting drops of Sun.

Gold drips down my body,

and melts into one

Forever a girl who will sleep every time it becomes too much for her

It’s gonna be a long distance, age gap, situation ship summer

“Distance might not solve anything, no matter how far you run.”

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

You say she’s beautiful, but do you still think that when she’s three weeks deep in her depressive episode.

Or when she’s rubbing her hands, picking on her skin and nail polish because anxiety is eating her from the inside.

Or when she’s crying about the smallest things.

Or when she’s overstimulated and can’t speak.

When she’s yelling at you because of her built up emotions.

When you say she’s beautiful, does that mean all the mess she carries?

Soul too deep for meaningless connections

“Reality as a whole — past or present — just isn’t a good place to hang out, in my opinion.”

— Jason Mott, Hell of a Book

Midnight Alchemist