My head is up in the clouds

♡☾ Living one day at a time just trying to find myself

[decaying-amethyst]

“Hell isnt always demons and dungeons, or even monster hiding under your bed. Sometimes hell is being stuck in your own goddamn mind. And it fucking breaks you.”

[dismalinsomniac]

I’m never quite sure why I can’t overcome mental illness; maybe it’s because it’s the only thing that’s been with me my whole life

it will be pretty lonely without it

[wordsbyt]

When I talk about the moon, and how she shines, that would be you. When I talk about the sunset, and how it calms me, that would be you. When I talk about the wind, the way it cools my bones, that would be you. When I talk about the hot summer days, and how it makes me sweat and feel so alive, that would be you. It’s you. It’s always you……

[notaveryimportantperson]

I’ve always been envious towards girls who open up about everything to their moms, I envy every girl who treats her mother as her bestie and seek refuge in her hugs, I envy every girl that whenever something new happens in her life she heads for her mother first… I’m tired of being secretive and building walls, but it was never my fault.. It was mom’s.. She has always been judgemental and harsh and Misunderstandeous and turning my good intentions into bad ones.

[lovelyquotedlife]

And the sad thing is, we hate who we are but we also hate who we are not.

[zoeylonely]

Constantly between sleeping with other people to cope with heartache or to keep running back to you whenever you want to use me.

[prettynessisthekeytohappiness]

“I want to be alive exactly as much as I don’t - that’s the problem”

- Lady Justice Self-Sabotage (@prettynessisthekeytohappiness) /// a.d.

[rainysilverrose]

I had learn to walk alone throughout this life of mine. I fall, I get up and walk again, all by myself. With no hands to hold and no shoulders to lean on. So, don’t tell me that I know nothing of this life. Don’t tell me it gets better because it’s not. For every time I fall, I added more bruises and cuts to my body, not sunshine and flowers.

-Mars, 8.33pm light rain, Monday night.

[anxious-sock]

Sadness makes people more likely to sleep, is that why I’m always tired?

[doistillmissyou]

It was winter when I had you

It was spring when I lost you

Now it’s nearly that time of year again

My heart is empty

Everything feels cold

The memories are fading

I feel so so alone

I guess I just wanted you to know

[lazymashedpotato]

“I wonder what my life would’ve been if I was brave enough to take risks and do the things I really want to do and I’m most compassionate about. But almost everyday I sprawl on my bed like an airless balloon thinking whether this is all it’s ever going to be—a life which forever will be sad, empty, and pointless.”

—Introverted Alien

[angelridge-deactivated20260321]

“The destructive thoughts will ensnare your soul.”

— angel

[tmld3]

“Love is giving someone the power to completely destroy you, and hoping that they won’t” ― Suzanne Wright, Feral Sins

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.”

—

Azra T.

[manda]

someone: i love you

me internally: prove it prove it prove it prove it prove it prove it

also me internally: please dont love me i dont want to hurt you this is terrifying please dont love me

yet also me internally: good, everyone should love me. get on your fucking knees and worship the fucking ground i walk on.

somehow also me internally: THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME!!!!!

me externally: aww i love you too!!

[thepersonalquotes]

https://www.instagram.com/thepersonalquotes/

[archisoulspace]

““That night I lost you, I lost something inside me. Or perhaps several things. Something central to my existence, the very support for who I am as a person.””

— Haruki Murakami - 1Q84