beautiful nightmares

On this bed I lay, losing everything, I can see my life passing me by, was it all too much, or just not enough. Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare.

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me(send me an ask) !:)

[kyileyjenner]

fuck i want you

[liebeficktunsalle-deactivated20]

Kann ein Mensch dir wichtig sein, obwohl du ihm nicht vertraust?

[gedankenstop]

Zuviele Geheimnisse in meinem Leben, um echte Freundschaften zu führen.

basis noir soninja | gedanken. (via gedankenstop)

True.

(via u-n-v-e-r-s-t-a-n-d-e-n)

[frenchinhalechanelxoxo]

I love late night conversations, late night drives, late night snacks, late night showers, everything’s better at night.

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[teenscoolest]

it always happens to me lmao

[preta-dreaming-deactivated20180]

cute breadling goes for a swim :)

[admiralexclipse]

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[danaziz]

Have u ever met the human version of a headache

[100orbiters-deactivated20220211]

whenever I take selfies I’m like. In love w myself and then someone will take a photo of me and it reminds me to stay #humble

[shittyninja-deactivated20210218]

blue-flavored candy is always the best flavor of candy like what the fuck. blue raspberries aren’t even a thing. we’re literally eating the color blue as a flavor and it’s fucking magical.

[wondyrwoman-deactivated20160623]

My uncle’s sugar daddy is sitting next to me, showing me pictures of his cat

[doctorfeliuzumaki]

There are sentences I expect to read and then there’s this

[ven0moth]

the worst part of getting out of bed is losing all the heat you had built up

[quecono]

Me as a lawyer

BUT, your honor, I googled it twice 

[jarring]

me: *has feelings*

me: Pathetic. Disgusting. Won’t Let It Happen Again.

[sixteensmallstepstohappiness]

1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise. 2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable. 3. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else. 4. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything. 5. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice. 6. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small. 7. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full. 8. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle. 9. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck. 10. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog. 11. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through. 13. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything. 14. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends. 15. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.

A self care list. I’ve been working on this. I promise it’s worth it.  (via alunit)

[peepuddle-deactivated20230124]

i wish i was one of those girls tht is like devastatingly beautiful like sure im pretty but i wanna be like.. make u stop mid sentence beautiful like once u meet me i already ruined ur life beautiful

[protestbewegung]

Am Anfang merkt man noch nicht viel davon, man hat eines Tages keine Lust mehr, irgendetwas zu tun. Nichts interessiert einen, man ödet sich, aber diese Unlust verschwindet nicht wieder, sondern sie bleibt. Sie wird schlimmer, von Tag zu Tag, von Woche zu Woche. Man fühlt sich immer missmutiger, immer leerer im Innern, immer unzufriedener mit sich und der Welt, die ganze Welt kommt einem fremd vor und geht einen nichts mehr an. Es gibt keinen Zorn mehr, und keine Begeisterung, man kann sich nicht mehr freuen und nicht mehr trauern, man verlernt das Lachen und das Weinen. Dann ist es kalt geworden in einem, und man kann Nichts und Niemanden mehr lieb haben, dann hört nach und nach sogar dieses Gefühl auf. Und man fühlt gar nichts mehr, man wird ganz gleichgültig und grau.

Tua - Es Regnet

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