MidnightsinJanuary

mostly shit that annoys me probably... and some gay stuff if you're here for that :)

[midnightsinjanuary]

GUYS. guys. I just worked myself up to come out to my parents and i didn’t do it. I was literally so close and i just decided not to. 

It was also because they changed their routine up a bit, so any other day at this time i may have done it. But not today lmao

lowkey disappointed in myself, but at the same time… idk. i don’t mind the closet, but it’s starting to get a bit musty in here. It used to be a nice, cosy place, but now there are some moths and it’s dusty and i just want to be out, yk?

[midnightsinjanuary]

welp, we did it. It was a while ago tbh but BASICALLY, my dad said the f slur in a joke and then the n word to try and explain himself and then I was like, this is enough. Anyway, made a presentation on why the language we use is important and basically why slurs are bad... came out somewhere in that

Had regrets for a while honestly but now just glad it’s done. Also, so fortunate to be able to come out w/ out the risk of being disowned, however if you are in a situation where coming out could put your safety at risk I REALLY urge you to not do it. It SUCKS I know, but you are important and your safety is a huge priority and by waiting a few more years in the closet, you could be doing your future self a huge favour because when I thought my life could never get better, it did, so have hope!

Anyway, I doubt anyone actually read all that, I just think this is a great platform for getting my thoughts out there yk, but if you did, thank you and have an amazing day, you are valid!

[midnightsinjanuary]

when i try to whip (and nae nae) da pain away, but da pain is still there

[midnightsinjanuary]

you’ve probably already heard, but JoJo Siwa just came out? I’m really glad that children who look up to her will hopefully be seeing some positive representation of the lgbtq+ community, because i feel like if i’d had that at a younger age, i would’ve been more accepting of myself after figuring out my identity.

Anyway, i’m so happy for her and hope she gives us the good representation we need for younger people :)

[midnightsinjanuary]

GUYS. guys. I just worked myself up to come out to my parents and i didn’t do it. I was literally so close and i just decided not to. 

It was also because they changed their routine up a bit, so any other day at this time i may have done it. But not today lmao

lowkey disappointed in myself, but at the same time... idk. i don’t mind the closet, but it’s starting to get a bit musty in here. It used to be a nice, cosy place, but now there are some moths and it’s dusty and i just want to be out, yk?

[midnightsinjanuary]

where are all the gays at?

I go out in public and literally all I see is straight people, yet on the internet I forget they even exist wtf

[midnightsinjanuary]

when your friends compliment your style saying you look like a cottagecore surfer mum (wearing a hawaiian shirt), but you were going more for the lesbian art hoe vibe but if you told them, you’d out yourself so you just accept the compliment.

just me?

[midnightsinjanuary]

update: my friend said my outfit made me look like a butch cottagecore lesbian (in a nice way)

I can happily go about my life now

[midnightsinjanuary]

oh my GOSH the joke calling lgbt+ people lgqtwxyz (or some random combination of letters) in a mocking way is SOOO hilarious and not at all overused and i just wanted to let all the cishets who use this know that they are SOO incredibly funny and should go into stand-up for their originality because i CAN’T stop laughing

[midnightsinjanuary]

can we talk about how people are still making videos about Ratatouille the Musical? And apparently what started as a tiktok trend in August is actually happening??

https://www.theverge.com/2020/12/9/22166215/ratatouille-the-tiktok-musical-broadway-show-todaytix-streaming-one-night-date-viral-disney

People have made songs, choreo, costume designs and merch? A literal pandemic happens and gen z just decides to make a musical?? (and ig the millennials deserve some credit as well)

I’m all for it, but the fact that this trend didn’t just blow over like any other and has actually become something? im in shock

[midnightsinjanuary]

when your mum thinks gay people are being over-represented in the media

that’s it. that’s the post

[midnightsinjanuary]

"easy?"

- my physics teacher after explaining literally any topic that is the opposite of easy

[midnightsinjanuary]

did i cut my long hair short because of an identity crisis? yes

do i tell people it was for convenience? yes

[midnightsinjanuary]

when your friends compliment your style saying you look like a cottagecore surfer mum (wearing a hawaiian shirt), but you were going more for the lesbian art hoe vibe but if you told them, you’d out yourself so you just accept the compliment.

just me?

[midnightsinjanuary]

PSA: You are valid.

Reminder that if you think you’re too young to be questioning your gender/sexuality, you’re not and what you’re thinking/feeling is valid.

Similarly, if you think that you’re too old to be questioning your gender/sexuality, you’re not and what you’re thinking/feeling is valid.

You’re never too young or old to discover more about your identity and no matter the outcome, you are valid. Self-discovery is a process which can take time, so don’t be hard on yourself!

[midnightsinjanuary]

you know what i’m missing from my wardrobe? Gay socks

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when you can’t decide which aesthetic will take over ur entire existence

I can’t decide. Do i want to wear thick eyeliner and docs and listen to heavy metal, or dance in fields and have picnics and listen to Cavetown, or make art and thrift on weekends in my button-up shirts with paint stains on them??

[midnightsinjanuary]

I have a friend that just knows things. Like random, obscure facts and it made me realise that if i want to know something, i can just learn it? 

Like the language of flowers so i can one day gift someone a passive aggressive bouquet. Or monarchs who ruled for less than 5 hours, because why the hell not?? That might just sound like a waste of time and energy to some people, but there’s so much knowledge literally at our fingertips which just blows my mind

[midnightsinjanuary]

grade expectations

in younger grades i would stress over getting a B rather than an A.

now i’m just happy as long as i pass