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#𝖬𝖨𝖥𝖥𝖤𝖣𝖲: a conglomeration of musings written by v, dependent and associated with mutuals. private but not exclusive. guidelines. credit.
file: bcjacyi.
⭒ დ 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳 。 @nostrumstart ⭒ დ 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 。 matala beach, crete
jaeyi really loved his job, making pastries all day was truly an amazing job for him, but he could never say that he loved that more than going to the beach. he was so in love with the view and the weather at that moment, it was just a perfect moment and he would treasure it forever. “ i have to be totally honest with you right now ” finally decided to break the silence, a big smile in his face, his brain deciding on whether he should say it or not, but he felt like he had to. “ but this beach makes me feel like someone is going to burst into an abba song in any moment ”.
so sungho is in a bit of a predicament. he knows it’s a little corny (a lot of corny) but he needs his picture taken. see: he needs definite proof for his friend that he’s enjoying himself. he’s found a cave along the coast that would work for it perfectly, found a space within it, but he just can’t seem to find the angle for a selfie, not one that captures him and the rock around him. so he shouts, and zeros in on the youngest looking person he can find. “you, hey! sorry for interrupting your day but can you do me a favor?”
location: some bar in greece with a view. thrown to: @srisuwans.
clear cerulean water, salty air, the acropolis and homes of white scattered along the horizon; if there was any consolation for being forced on the cruise it was this, it was greece. it’s only been a handful of hours since they’ve docked, but already the atmosphere has something resembling relaxation settling over him. tense muscles feel slack. overthinking has slowed. and the whiskey from the bar he’s found is strong. he’s just about to take another sip of it when he sees him, the too pretty for his own good bartender from crowned hope, and while he should ignore him, he takes a minute to look. eyes pass over theirs, their bodies and back up again, subtlety an art that he willingly forsakes. in another world he’d shy away from being so obvious, but with the way they’ve done the same to him, there’s no use in pretending he doesn’t like what he sees. quick shift has him looking back at the server on duty and with a tilt of his head he acknowledges them. “whatever they order, put it on my tab.”
file: ephvmcral.
if there was one thing ali took pride in it was his ability to hold a conversation. and it wasn’t just him tooting his own horn !! he’d been told as much a handful of times, but an instance in college where he met the parents of an ex for dinner and her mother told ali over dessert that he was a great conversationalist. while that relationship went up in flames a month or so later, ali at least won over her parents. he still gets an annual merry christmas text message from them so he’ll be damned if anyone tried to argue that niceties led nowhere. so … yeah, his dating history may have been less than stellar but the parents will love him forever. ali knows he can erode down even the most reticent of people due to his people pleasing nature of wanting to be liked by all. at least there’s some self-awareness. that counts for something, right ?? so even though this mysterious stranger definitely looks like he’s close to throwing ali over the handrails, he preservers. ❝ oh, definitely not. he wasn’t even like the colin firth type in a gilf kind of way — is that a term ?? anyway, i’d bring a taser just in case and not in a kinky way. ❞ ali paused, cocking his head in thought before noticing the pack of cigarettes in the other’s hands. ❝ oh, am i keeping you from your smoke ?? don’t stop on my account. light away, man. ❞
gilf. what the fuck is a gilf? he’s almost curious enough to ask, but one look at their face and he decides he rather not know. instead he decides to focus on the sounds of water in the distance and does as prompted. he lights his cigarette, closes his eyes, and takes a drag so deep you’d think he didn’t know just how bad they are. let it be known, he’s well aware it’s a nasty habit ( much like the whiskey before noon, his leaving friends on read, and sleeping with pretty strangers he shouldn’t ) but like all habits, it’s routine. it’s automated. akin to how the twenty something before him keeps talking. smoke billows from lips slowly, whipped away by the breeze and he peeks his eye open to see if baby face is still near him. he is. “what’s your name?” maybe the sooner they get done with introductions the sooner he’ll be left alone.
file: lovegaems.
𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒕 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 for ilhan and they don’t feel like staying in their room . dressed up in one of their oversized hoodies and sweatpants , ilhan decides to take a walk around the cruise , figuring that most of the guests and employees will be asleep . being out here is fun and all , but it’s taking them a little more effort to try and forget . ilhan arrives at the oceanarium , the soothing sound of the soft music playing as they make their way to their usual spot right in the middle of the huge aquarium . they sit on the floor , looking tiny in comparison to the size of the glass in front of them . ilhan hugs their knees to his chest , hoodie covering his cold ears as he sighs .
𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗿 : @nostrumstart 𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 : oceanarium
midnight finds him wandering the halls of the cruise, dimmed golden lights all around shrouding him in a soft glow. he should be asleep right now, cozied up in a suite he paid far too much for, stretched out on a king sized bed, but torpor evades him. it shouldn’t be surprising, considering it’s been circumventing him for a while now, but it’s still remarkable — - that even on vacation, respite slips through his fingers. so he walks. he moves through the ship / takes a pause at the the sun deck to watch waves collide, and walks some more. he doesn’t have a destination in mind, nor a plan, but feet lead him to the oceanarium. trails of blue that dance across the floor lure him in, and he finds himself in a space of incandescence, sans a smear of black curled up before it all. he doesn’t feel much like talking, so he doesn’t. just lets the quiet wash all over him, as it has the other.
file: ephvmcral.
OPEN STARTER - @nostrumstart LOCATION: sun deck
❝ hey — what are you looking at me like that for ?? all i said was that you look only slightly murderous today. as opposed to, y'know, any other day, ❞ it was a genuine question, though ali can’t help the wild gesticulations tacked onto what he’s said or the mischievous grin pulling at his lips. ❝ did you see a kid pee in the pool or something ?? someone accidentally trip you in line for the breakfast buffet and your scrambled eggs went everywhere but your stomach ?? or generally just a subpar day ?? ❞ he pauses to consider another scenario before deciding to spare himself from potentially being strangled by his companion. ❝ if it helps, some elderly dude gave me his number after his massage this morning and said he had something fun planned for later in the night. so while i debate taking a swan dive from the observation deck, if you’re looking for some kinky swinger party then room 2509 is the place to be tonight. ❞
sungho is a stoic man. he prides himself on being composed in even the most demanding of situations; mind clear and temperament settled, psyche calm, cool and collected. always. but christ, is this kid wearing him thin. it’s one thing to have the happy go luckies of the staff bombard him throughout the day — - the cheery dispositions, the 1000 megawatt smiles, “have a happy (crowned) hopeful day!” he gets it. he tolerates it. it’s a heartbreak cruise after all and it’s their job to bother check in on guests. but for it to be half past nine, the deck relatively empty besides those he assumes are here for peace and quiet and still be victim? is another thing altogether. “thank you for the kinky sex party notice. is that all?” palm reaches for the pack of cigarettes he bought so he could smoke while he studies the waves, fingers slipping into his pockets for the lighter he has in tow.
Gong Yoo photographed by Hong Jang Hyun for Marie Claire Korea, Oct. 2021