Idk what I'm doing here

tw: ed she/her. 5'7. not pro; only here for myself. block don't report.

[mightgetsomewhere]

My stats

Hey everyone! Just thought I’d make this to make my bio less cluttered. I’m a student in the US. Cishet woman. Been disordered since August 2022. I’m also very anti-fat acceptance/HAES (it did irreparable damage to my relationship with food and made me believe overeating was not a real thing, weight did not affect health, etc. It may help other people with 3ds, but it really harmed me and I don’t think it should be promoted as this blanket solution to disordered eating).

Height: 5’7 (~170 cm)

HW: 157

SW (this relapse): 135

LW: 121

CW: 121

GW1: 125 (reached September 2024)

GW2: 120

GW3: 115

UGW: 110

Rewards for reaching goals:

GW1: Benetint

GW2: ?

GW3: Coty airspun powder

UGW: ???

Enjoy :)

[mightgetsomewhere]

for my folks who are also on EDSF (e4ting disorder support forum) is it down??? I keep getting an error message 😭

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man I fucking love skinny pop

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All the RFK junior bullshit in the us (I’m American) is giving me a reeeeeeeallly good reason to restrict the kinds of food I consume.

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the realization that if I had any friends at college to eat with and didn’t have to bank on running into my boyfriend in the dining hall twice a semester the company would shame me into eating less.

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Guys wish me luck, I have an interview to be a tour guide at my college. I can get my steps in AND get paid I want this job so bad

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The urge to commiserate how hard weight loss is with my on-the-cut boyfriend vs. the urge to not make him worry about me

[floppy-bounc3-deactivated202504]

I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE

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💀

[bedrotter99]

Yoooo what happened to honey-d1et?

I was gonna suggest a cool themed idea but I can’t find her :< did she get tworded?

[mightgetsomewhere]

This is exactly what I'm wondering--if anyone knows more info pls share!

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I can tell it's getting bad because I freak out if I don't feel super cold at night

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Does anyone know what happened to honey-diet/honeysugarfree 😭 I can’t find them anywhere

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I NEEEED my housemates to think I’m 4n4 and be all concerned about me. I need them to never see me eat, almost never store food in the kitchen, and get smaller and weaker over the semester…but for the meantime I’m still not uw yet so they won’t. They all share the food they cook with each other and never offer me any. I know it’s because they just know each other way better than they know me but I’m delusional so I’ll convince myself it’s because they think I’m fat

[fulllighttrash2]

who else gets really into self care when they're deep in their ed's 💀💀

like I'm doing my skin care routine, I've got perf oral hygiene, I'm using body butters, moisturisers, exfoliants, I'm shaving regularly

sometimes I feel it's better for me to just ⭐ve

[mightgetsomewhere]

not me thinking I’ll gain weight if I eat 800 calories

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Found out I fit into xs skirts today and couldn’t find my bra size at all because my band measurement was smaller than what the store carried. I feel so skinny

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I’m going to see how long I can go in 2025 without eating (probably only until 6:00 pm because of my dad’s birthday) but oh well