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hope. 19.

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this is where I talk to myself

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Two cents on tyler catastrophes beading, i’m not a professional but he pulls his beading/threading far too tight.

Over tensioning of the thread leads to a warped/stiff curve of the necklace as the beads do not have the space to sit properly on the skin. They bunch-up together, and buckle rather than laying flat or just laying properly.

This can happen due to uneven and low quality beads and thread, and also because of inconsistent tension when making the necklace therefore it is lumpy and asymmetrical looking.

I feel sorry for anyone who has been guilt tripped into paying that amount of money for a poorly made beaded necklace

edit: i’m tagging it because I want to hear what other people think, either about his beadwork, pricing, paintings, etc. I do not like this man and his views about Wilbur Soots domestic violence situation, and his overall violence to the women in his life. (And his manipulation to the people in his life as well)

Even though Tyler speaks with a vocab pulled from years of tumblr, I don’t know if he goes through his name in this tag or has deleted tumblr. He might just stick to tiktok idk.

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fics or fanart with guili but then also zhongchi make me feel sick…like the headcanon that neuvillette would accidentally call wriothesley, vautrin.

I’m not sure what to even call it, even when it’s so common, just a pit in my chest even writing this out. having someone wish you were someone else?? not sure, rips my heart out every single time but these were just recent examples that I remembered.

(is it being replaced?? or the fact you replaced someone else?? what is it exactly??)

i’m not putting tags because i’m just talking to myself

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ooohhhh witcher fics that came out when it was only season 1 💔💔 i miss it

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Date Everything authors I feel bad for you when writing smut because oh Volt and Eddie are fucking you together? on the bed..next to Betty? on the couch…what about Koa are you just squashing him? so the kitchen…I take it Arma and Beverly are cheering you on along with Cabrizzio and Daisuke, and poor Dishy, and Freddy, Friar Errol..I could go on forever.

Genuinely what do you do?? Where do you go? The closet? WITH THE HANKS? Not even the attic is safe and Wallace is in every room and don’t forget Dorian.

Can’t do shit in this house, can’t get backshots without hearing hollering from The Hanks or being lifted and fucked against a door or wall without Wallace or Dorian sighing or grunting loudly. I applaud these writers…

(I should get into the game)

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SQUID GAME SEASON THREE SPOILERS!!!

i’m gonna pretend season three of squid game just doesn’t exist. yes..inho after saving gihun from killing himself (or being killed) the entire season just letting him die at the end? The baby?? what in the pro-life misogynistic writing is this?? was there ONE woman in this writers room?? How did you manage to butcher every single character?? gihun, inho, junhee?? I’m at a loss for words on why the hell they thought this was a good idea.

The two minute “confrontation” scene. goodness gracious.

[sourkitsch]

Else Lasker-Schüler

[mournfulroses]

Emily Dickinson, from her poem titled "1188," featured in The Emergency Poet

[geryone]

Letter to the Person Who Carved His Initials into the Oldest Living Longleaf Pine in North America, Matthew Olzmann

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Ramirez b doin everything

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Your Hesh drawing ughhhh I can’t get enough of him🤧

I recently deleted it because I wasn’t happy with it anymore (_ _)

but I just posted a new drawing of him that I’m rlly proud of! I also made an alternate version where I tested a different face paint than the one he had in-game

[vendinol]

My collection of "Logan are you seeing this shit"

[capt-zjaybird]

Hesh n Elias father son relationship coded

[gunnrblze]

Obsessed that one of Keegan’s listed enemies on the heroes fandom wiki is just tiger sharks😭

Half the battle during Into the Deep was just this mf💀

Bro said “I’ll let it slide this one time🙄”

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Unapologeticly adore the idea that is "Hesh becomes a worse person; Logan becomes better" simply because the story is set up in such a way that it should be the opposite.

Logan was abducted to become just like Rorke. Callous and cruel, delighting in the pain and fear he can cause others. Just so long as whoever they hurt isn't important enough to the Federation to protect, and just so long as they also remove obstacles for the Federation at the same time.

Meanwhile Hesh gets to stay with the Ghosts, our lovely cast of supportive side protagonists. The obvious next steps are "Get medical care, recover, continue the warpath on Rorke+The Federation, and save Logan." What a hero! How noble. Kill the bad guys, rescue the damsel, all after your nice tragic backstory.

And then that set-up gets flipped on it's head which I just think is SO fun. What's even better is there's canon material that could be used to foreshadow this! I've babbled about it before (in greater detail) but Hesh+Rorke can share a lot of parallels. (If you turn your head and squint. /J) (Elias and Logan also share parallels.)

Rorke and Hesh are both hot headed leaders who have some other guy (Who's POV we play through) following them around to take orders. Both of them have some man they pursue to seek revenge on for some personal slight. They both have larger important goals that become secondary to this anger-driven revenge. This quest for revenge eventually gets them into such a situation where their and their little guy companions lives are threatened. And in both life-threatening scenarios the little guy companion friend clutches up and saves their asses. Despite a situation that 100% should have taken them out the little fucker survives.

[ryanhasshrimpallergies]

Maybe im over thinking this, and maybe im wrong bc I haven’t played the game in detail(only played through it once) but i feel so sad when i think about how Hesh’s role as an Older brother and the leader may have made him a little neglected emotionally. Elias told Logan he is proud of him at the end but not Hesh even tho Hesh was the one thats yelling at Rorke and trying to take his attention off of Elias and Logan.

He is always protecting Logan, there for Logan, responsible for everything. How he let Logan sleep a little longer because it feels like Logan needed it to him. He is commended for the great things he did and then recommended to be the next person to join the ghosts bc of his good work. But he didn’t get his dad’s mask, Merrick handed it to Logan. Im sure He didn’t care about getting the mask bc he loved Logan (aka Logan having a piece of their dad)more than the idea of being recognized.

Hesh is definitely over looked sometimes because he is always the leader, the person that is expected to be okay. As the oldest siblings I really resonate with him on that aspect. It kinda kills me to think that after Logan was taken he would have the worst survivors guilt. You cant tell me this man wouldn’t have blamed himself. Like he would be so so so devastated and thinks its all his fault and everything he did was for naught.

Sorry just had to talk about Hesh bc he is too underrated 🥲🥲🥲🥲

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i should be allowed to kms for my internet history and the photos n videos with it