Now, Two Souls are Fiercely Entangled

Margo!! | 24 | she/it | pursuer of a life

[musetrillion]

muse dragon. mu-gon here's my dragonsona!!

[zulashur]

Cider is like if beer transitioned and stopped hating herself

[the-quasar-hero]

Why do you blog?

Honor

Glory

Duty

Justice

Remaining time: 6 days 8 hours

[postultimate]

[tonysopranoproskater69420]

My dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “complex male HBO protagonist” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

Me: yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit.

5 minutes later: dude I need to lie to my family about the source of my income

My buddy Phillip: sitting silently in an armchair with all the lights off holding a glass of whiskey

[auramgold]

a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around

but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood

i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH

[auramgold]

(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)

media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something

when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.

no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.

and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.

[tabloidsores]

Two dudes in my group chat have been playing league & slowly but surely have shifted from saying "wanna play league of legends" to "wanna play some geego legends". At this point their average post is just @ing the other and going "geegogagand?" and I feel insane

[tabloidsores]

What is going on

[emi--rose]

Idiolect development

[adz]

macklemore “thrift store 3”

standing at the sink while i wash my wounds

when i’m finished i watch cartoons

the man on the screen reenacts my death.

[hhhgreg-official]

sales on everything hhhgregg

Panasonic 99$

Into the store we all go lambs to the slaughter

Another year passes again comes july

Snowball...?

[halondrus]

fuck with me

[keiitopop]

"me and who" bitch Me and You!!! come on take my hand, let's go to Affection World......

together

[kafkaesquegf]

they should invent a high ponytail that doesn’t give me a headache and they should invent a low ponytail that doesn’t make me look like a miller’s apprentice going off to enlist in the continental army

[tabloidsores]

One hit of the Steely Dan & I'm crossfagened

[wordswithimages]

[theoneofwhomisblue]

Furry rule

[eliluminado7]

[ouroborosorder]

I know it’s fetishistic and unrealistic but I do occasionally think about dating a cis girl

[ouroborosorder]

I mean obviously it wouldn’t ever happen. but I feel comfortable admitting sometimes I do think it would be interesting. just one of my more distant thoughts

[ouroborosorder]

(Suddenly sweating profusely) uh. uhm. fuck. what do cis girls like. do you have a favorite uh. Method of deferred transparency rendering. fuck. shit. Fuck. Shit.

[passengerpigeons]

do u ever think about corn sweat; and the fact that a large percent of corn grown in Illinois, iowa, etc is grown for ethanol and biofuel; and how solar power would be so many times more effective per acre than this; and how like 90+% of so many rare ecosystems in those states was drained for farm and suburbs (in many cases previously farms).

[passengerpigeons]

AND you could still have native plants around and even under the solar panels.

[passengerpigeons]

When you see what they did to the Midwest you'll want to fucking kill the corn lobbyists with your bare hands

[closet-keys]

I Saw the TV Glow "All Apologies," Nirvana