miis.um

shitposts except i actually think about it a lot before posting

[miisum]

sports making me feel extra depressed right now IM GONNA MAKE DISGUSTINGLY GOOD ART or just disgusting

[silentsialia]

I saw this on Twitter but I didn't see anyone post about it on here. He's ranked #307 so he's grinding in the Challengers. It would be nice if we all openly supported him, since there's only like 1 other openly gay player in the top ~400

[miisum]

I have some unfinished business with the procrastinating devil which is holding me back from meeting the impostor syndrome devil (I delete/trash my projects after spending hours on them if i dont feel satisfied)

[femmerrari]

jannik attending the race next week to possibly watch lando norris get crowned as a world champion lmao i would just not go

[miisum]

rare aesthetic: finishing your projects late at night just for it to look terrible in the morning, like who did this to you not me for sure ??

[miisum]

guess who'll be trying to finish a bunch of shit before the finals and an art project during the match and simultaneously a digital project when i get sick of the art one

idk what makes me think that i'll get them done and not just watch sincaraz suffering but also throwing heart eyes occasionally

[miisum]

i'm SAT for this even if it is going to be a long i have all the time i need today

[miisum]

Whatever John Elkann said was just straight disrespect to both the drivers. How do you talk about your own drivers like that and look down on them. Sure, Lewis Hamilton, the 7 time world champion who has shown the best of his performances since day 1 and, Charles Leclerc who has shown that he's capable of fighting for a championship with the right car and right team, are clearly talking a lot. Yea neither of them is desperate for a championship. No charles who has trusted ferrari since the beginning of his career until now despite being let down multiple times, he's clearly just talking shit in the media and he has the greatest and fastest car and the most logical team, so obviously he should be very grateful and not show his disappointment. Because everyone in the team is doing a great job, no politics are not getting in their way what are you talking about? Clearly charles and lewis are the villians here no? Not ferrari who has shown their incompetency for several years straight. John Elkannn has very reasonabkle expectations, god himself takes place of a driver and wins the championship without ever complaining about the "top team" with great history because that is stupid and irrational they already have everything they need. Maybe other top teams listen to their driver's feedbacks and take them seriously cuz they need help to get better and they're simply not at the level of ferrari yet😔, right. Since the mechanics and engineers are doing such a great job, why don't the other well known and respected engineers want to join your team. Why are your top employees leaving? Shouldn't one of these years have been our year already? I can't believe you can watch your team crumble right in front of your eyes and blame everyone, who plays no role in the destruction and do the best with whatever that have.

[miisum]

nitto finals are here, guess whats not here, my sanity

[cuddlepoetry]

guys don’t you fucking miss carlitos alcaraz cause im going crazy without him

[vivineed2sleep]

lando wip, as well as a daily reminder for whoever out there who's having a pen in hand and a dream in mind

[miisum]

Indian women's cricket team you're SO goated

[miisum]

WHAT DID I SAYY HE CAN DO IT HE'S BACKK

[miisum]

i cannot keep betting on losing dogs

[miisum]

jannik sinner,

[miisum]

Sports +a little bit of a rant

What would I have been doing if I didn't quit most of my hobbies. I genuinely, with my whole heart, body and soul miss how passionate I used to be for anything I even slightly enjoyed. My really ugly drawings I made as a kid and I still showed it to my family proudly, no shame no embarrassment straight up danced anywhere in front of anyone.

One of the things I miss the most is my love for sports. Oh you have no idea how jealous I was of the older kids who looked so cool doing their best in their sport. I begged my mom to put me in classes at a really young age. Like what was a kid who could barely hold the racket for 5 minutes straight, doing on a tennis court. I continued playing different sports mostly till the start of my teenage years, and i think that's when you start to get self conscious? I felt so defeated by little mistakes and really started fearing going to classes, I had to prepare myself an hour before it started. I think my schedules becoming tighter also played a role, but maybe if I pushed and encouraged myself a little more to continue my sport, i would've been more satisfied right now. Looking back at it, no one really noticed or cared about those mistakes I made, even if they did what difference would it have made? With covid, studies and all these other factors it got tougher to make time for sports especially when i needed a lot of time to mentally prepare myself for the matches.

A few years later, so, right now, I'm not very confident about going up to people and asking them to join me or asking if i could join them while playing and It would've definitely been easier if I had tried more in the past few years. This consciousness stuck with me for several other hobbies as well. The things i would do to get the time to get back at my interests, but it's never too late to start slow?

It almost feels weird telling it to people around me so I don't really mention it and end up saying "Oh i don't play a lot" or "No, I'm not that good at it". Because I really don't know if this is something stupid or if they would understand it you know?

But hopefully, I'll get there soon and start playing again for my own enjoyment and satisfaction. Also if you see this, it is literally a sign to start doing what you want to, you'll figure things out eventually, you'll thank yourself for starting earlier.

[janlos]

"If I had to lose against someone, I'm really happy it's against Jannik." is NOT a line pulled from a sincaraz fic but something Carlos Alcaraz just said out loud?