HEAD FULL OF DREAMS.

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[mikaabdallafm]

[madisonbfms]

We will. Thankfully summer hasn't started technically by calendars standards. Which means we've got to be able to fit something in there. I was missing but still! Nope, penalty box for five minutes. Let me have it. I absolutely will not be side eyeing Belmont now or telling him he's my third favorite character. Okay say less, how about next weekend? I don't think I have anything planned and would love to come up and see where the magic happens. Private: Well, I - we just got to talking and it had been a long, long time since I had sex. Like post breakup over a year ago kind of thing and we had been in Turks and Caicos for a birthday party that we didn't even make it to and he offered that we could. I mean it felt safe, he's someone I trust. Chase as in Chase Stokes. Wait - excuse me? What? We're not gonna just fly right passed that. Involved with a co-star. Are talking about your ex that I'm still happy to fight or something else here babe? Confessions of the idea of the other being with anyone else wasn't something we could handle. So yes, a lot of feelings admitted, a lot of realizing that he's always been special to me but it never was the right time. We're exclusive, yeah. Yeah. It's crazy right? But I'm happy, like giddy happy. I fucking giggled the first time we hooked up and it even caught him off guard. I know it's why I'm telling you because we want to keep it - not secret, I get people get weird about that but private because of how Outer Banks has gone in the past with a season and press.

[mikaabdallafm]

You're right...I always have to remind myself that summer doesn't officially start until June 21st. But the sooner it gets started the faster it's over, and yes...I'm one of those girls who hates summer because of bugs. Ugh fine, only because it's five minutes. That I can do — anything longer? No thank you. Oh my gosh, you should tell him that actually. I think he needs to be humbled just a little bit. Next weekend sounds good! I should hopefully be settled into my new condo by then and you can stay with us! We're going to have so much fun! PRIVATE: Wait, that's kind of cute that your first time having sex again was with someone you trust and actually like and in Turks and Caicos. Feeling safe is the most important thing here, and I'm glad that he was able to give you that while also treating you with respect. Hmm, I think I'm going to need to have a little chat with him then. You know, give him third degree and warn him that if he hurts you, he'll have to deal with me. Here I thought we could focus on you for the time being! No not my ex...I honestly don't even want to talk about him. He's quite literally on my shit list right now. But I'm talking about Stephen....we're actually dating now. Aww, wait that's really sweet and ugh...the perfect start to a love story. I'm so happy for you, babygirl! You deserve all the happiness and if he's the one giving it to you and also making you giggle while you're having sex? Then I'm rooting for the two of you. No, I get where you're coming from. Do things at your pace and announce your relationship when you want and you feel like you're ready.

[stephenkalynfms]

They could! I mean we don't know what's gonna be of Dean after this season. He's a senior unlike Garrett and Logan, or even Tucker who is even younger. That's a pretty drastic change for the book so it could be the last season of Dean. Allie will have to hold down all the extra fun if that's the case. We're gonna have to put sunglasses over your eyes if you're throwing heart eyes all over me. Not that I mind at all. Really thought we talked about it in interviews but think it may have been when it was just Antonio and Jalen and I. Promise I'll keep that in mind, I'm just not looking to come off as someone forcing you to choose something because of me. Yeah... how're you holding up with all the media stuff. Are we on a firm no social media to make sure any thing we take photos of I won't put you in an uncomfortable spot but you know how we get when we all get together photos get taken without a second thought. What's the worse that could happen? We end up sleeping outside from too many drinks. Bruised tailbones do hurt like a bit. Sitting becomes next to impossible. Private: Trying? Are you worried about something? No, I'll be good. Not the first time I've been hungover and had things to do, babe. Promise I want to go see them. Just sometimes - like you, I can't control my facial expressions after a long night out. Don't want to have things swirling that I can't appreciate fans being excited because I'm mostly too hungover to know the difference of a smile and grimace. If anyone is going to make the place look great it's you. See, this is why you're amazing.

[mikaabdallafm]

Hey now, let's not start talking about how this could be Dean's last season. I don't know what I'd do without you there everyday. While it might be a possibility, I don't want to think about that..not right now. If anything, we can find a way to work Dean back into the story-line and he could I don't know visit Allie often once he graduates. As long as they're cute sunglasses then I guess I'll put them on. I don't want people to be like, "all she does is drool over her boyfriend". That must be why I haven't heard about it until now. I do have to say that you managed to get all the moves right. No, I know that. You're not that kind of man, Stephen and I'm well aware of that. So please, don't worry about that. It was a rough week, but you know I managed to push through. I just want it past me, but something tells me it's going to be awhile. No, I don't want to do that to our relationship. I deserve to be happy and you make me happy. I think the world should know that you're that person for me and I'm not ashamed. Jake and I have been broken up for awhile now..it's just now all coming to light, unfortunately. I mean, that could be horrible. Imagine waking up on the sidewalk? Not comfortable if you ask me. Yeah, I would hate not being able to sit comfortably. PRIVATE: No, I'm not worried about anything. I'm okay. Hmm, okay then if you really want and think you'll be okay then we'll do it. You better be here on time too! Even if you're in sunglasses and in the clothes from tonight. I'll do all the talking too. Ohh, I know that I will. I've already got things in my cart. Just waiting for us to make this official. I know right? You scored the jackpot with me.

[madisonbfms]

Seriously! We missed out on kicking off hot girl summer and now I want a re-do. You got a matching tattoo with Belmont but not me? Feel like I'm going to have to put you in the penalty box, full on penalty there. Okay I may finally be watching the show and picked up on a few terms that I'm probably using wrong. Ending the trip on a high note? Like? Vancouver is only a short plane ride for me! I'm back out in California until I'm needed for whatever. Private: Yeaaah. Things changed. Okay, right. Do you remember how I told you I'm kinda sorta sleeping with someone but it was all just for like... getting me back into the groove of things. He was helping me out because he's a good friend? How would you feel if I told you it's Chase? As is co-worker Chase. As in dated another co-worker Chase? And that we ended up on a night out someone tried to get handsy and he got all... protective and that lead to these really intense confessions and really hot sex and we're together? I am only telling you because you're my girl, okay?

[mikaabdallafm]

We'll have to figure out how to get a re-do. But we must figure it out, because I don't want to wait until next year for it. Heeeey! You were missing and well, Bel and I hung out the first couple of days together. It just happened. So take me out of that box! You still look and sound cute trying though. I'll give you that. Oh, I'll tell you all about it after you tell me everything about you. Eek, then come out to Vancouver, please and thank you! PRIVATE: First of all...I have to be truthful here — a good friend helping you get back into the groove of things. The man liked you from the get-go. Chase as in your co-worker? I can't even judge you for getting involved with a co-star...I'd be such a hypocrite if I did. Okay, so you two had really hot sex and it got intense. What did these confessions entail though? Did you two admit the feelings you both have for one another or? Please tell me you two are exclusive now and it's not some friends with benefits type of thing. I know I know, I won't say a word and I'm not judging at all. You know I'd never do that to you.

[madisonbfms]

Oh... no. I'm sorry! I know, we were both in this amazing beautiful place and didn't get any time together. Really shitty given we deserved our time laying out on the beach being the hot girls we are and soaking up all the rays. We'll make it up to each other, how about that? I wasn't... hiding. Some things just kinda...changed on the trip that kept me.. occupied.

[mikaabdallafm]

We had the perfect opportunity to let hot girl summer begin with us, but nope nope. We didn't get the opportunity. Instead I had to get Belmont into agreeing to get a matching tattoo with me, getting a bit drunky but then ending the trip on such a high note. I like that idea though! If you're free at any point this summer, please come visit me in Vancouver! Some things kind of changed? Do tell.

[nickjonasfms]

Know that now, I mean we heard all it back then, but it was hard to really focus on when we were so angry and hurt for a lot of reasons. Didn't fully sink in that we actually hurt people. Good, good. I would have apologized though! Awesome, well next show we have you want to come to just let me know, we'll slip you tickets so you don't have to worry. I've been saying it for years, Kevin is the great one out of all of us. I'll deny that later.

[mikaabdallafm]

Hey, now that we're all grown? I think we all understand why it was done and why it needed to happen. I really don't think anyone is actually still heartbroken by it. Aww, you're sweet. But there's no real need for it. Wait...are you serious?! Damn, just making me happy here. Thank you! I agree with you! Why deny it though? Give your brother some praise!

[stephenkalynfms]

Don't really get the concern, it's not like Dean could have come back a brunette without addressing it. They would have thought he was having a mental breakdown if he dyed his hair. Glad to know you find either hot since I'm gonna be this way at least half a year. Insane editing skills, but so many have them. Definitely probably my favorite though. Oh yeah! How did you not know I played Troy Bolton that got out there pretty fast after the show premiered. I mean I know what I like as far as smells but I'm also never going to tell you what to wear. True, but I figure we're heading out tomorrow we can make a pit stop at Sephora afterwards. Heading out for night two so you could say that that was definitely the plan. Bel said he wanted to go all weekend and I'm nothing if not dependable. Neither of us are going to get hurt on a set in the way hockey players would. Worse he's going to get is a bruised tailbone or some shit. I'm good though don't worry. Mean I can't promise that 7:30 won't be a normal time but I also promise I'm not going to force you to the gym every day because that'd be shit listening to all of us whine and moan. Private: Focus on the positive as long as nothing changes between us that affects work, we're good. Try and get some sleep okay? One of us has to be bright eyed and bushy tailed since I can promise I'll be walking around Vancouver with my sunglasses on after two nights in a row. Promise me if any fans stop us you'll pinch me to smile. What homey things? Jalen doesn't mind but still think anyone likes their own place. Do enjoy his snack though.

[mikaabdallafm]

You never know, they could make a big change and we'd just have to deal with it and adjust to it. But no, I get it. I know everyone would hate to make such a big chance in the plot and character. I always find you good lookin'. Always have me heart eyes over you. Well, after the show premiered I tried avoiding social media, so I didn't see all the videos until now. You were so adorable as Troy! Look, if you told me you liked a certain smell and I liked it too? I would wear it, not because you're telling me to, but because I like it. A Sunday afternoon in Sephora?! I can never turn that down, I can't wait for the little shopping spree. It's much needed after what I had to deal with media wise last week. Yikes, I hope you all manage to get through night two. While all that sounds like fun, being in bed by 9pm has been so lovely. I've even done an everything shower and watched a handful of feel good movies today. I know the team is going to ensure that you guys don't get real hurt which is appreciated. Brushed tailbone though...that always hurts like a real bitch. Yeah, if I wake up at 7:30 to do any kind of workout it's going to be hot pilates. PRIVATE: Mhm, that's what I'm trying to do here. I will, promise. If you think you're going to be that wildly hungover maybe we should reschedule the condo tours? I don't want you to be miserable walking around and having to talk to people. Oh, like candles...cute couch pillows and plants...stuff like that. Promise to keep our pantry stocked with good snacks.

[nickjonasfms]

Feel like we broke a lot of hearts back then. Or, I guess owning that it was my fault has been a whole thing so should I apologize for breaking little Mika's heart way back when? Did you score tickets is the question? Good answer, I like that answer. I'll accept it.

[mikaabdallafm]

You did, you left a bunch of teen girls feeling such heartbreak before experience a real heartbreak or breakup. It's okay, you don't need to apologize. I've grown up since then and I've learned how to forgive. Oh, I did score them! Best day of my life. Kevin really does deserve more love and appreciation.

[bcameli]

private: something else? where is your mind going? uh huh, yeah. though we did kind of get something that is going to make it hard to forget. i can tune out the complaining, i'm an expert at it. how about this week? i'm going to be nursing another hangover probably tomorrow so no gym for me.

[mikaabdallafm]

PRIVATE: It's going nowhere, I was just asking, Bel. The tattoo? C'mon, there have been friends that get matching tattoos. We're not the first ones to do it. We certainly won't be the last. WOW....you're going to tune me out? That's so rude. Sure, we can do this week. Tomorrow wouldn't work for me anyway, but any other day? I'm your spotter.

[bcameli]

private: it's really just that i was rudely torn from sleep's sweet embrace. we don't have to talk about what we did in cancun. kind of weird to talk about doing body shot's with my best friend's girlfriend. i don't think i'd be complaining if you hurt yourself, i'd probably feel guilty. you'd be the one complaining.

[mikaabdallafm]

PRIVATE: Okay okay, I just thought it was something else. But I'm glad that we got that over with, whew. Right right, it is weird. Lets just wipe that from our memory. I would be complaining and blaming you, honestly. When do you want me to start?

[bcameli]

private: to be fair...it was the middle of the day. however i was hungover and tired. it wasn't..horrible? i just wasn't expecting it and again, half asleep. come on...you wouldn't even try? talk about disappointment. you're just going to let my windpipe get crushed, i see how it is.

[mikaabdallafm]

PRIVATE: Something is telling me that there's something more to that and you're just not telling me. Is it...because of what we did in Cancún? Body shots and all? Ugh, fine...I'll attempt to be a cool spotter for you. But don't end up complaining when I try and help and end up hurting myself.

[mikaabdallafm]

Alright girl, I've yet to see your latest film but let me tell you...just by the trailer? It had me kicking my feet. I'm such a sucker for a good romcom. It was also kind of giving me a little bit of vibes of 'Letters to Juliet' purely because of it being in Italy. But tell me, how fun was it filming it? @hclleb

[mikaabdallafm]

I've got a bone to pick with you! I can't believe we were both in Cancún and we didn't even cross paths or hang out! Where were you hiding the entire time, girl? @madisonbfms

[bcameli]

private: yeah, not the best wake up call though. i would have preferred literally anything else. as long as you guys got it taken care of, you're good. you're welcome. you'll be steering clear of it? are you saying you are going to make me have jalen be my spotter? i thought i could rely on you, what even is this?

[mikaabdallafm]

PRIVATE: Is that how he woke you up? Again, I'd be surprised but It is something I can see him doing. Well damn....was finding out about us that horrible to you? You want me to be your spotter? You're hilarious if you think I'm strong enough to save you from the barbell from choking you out.

[mikaabdallafm]

[mikaabdallafm]

I don't know If you're into horror films or not, but I've been seeing a trend of tiktoks where people say which killer they could outrun and many say Michael Myers because of how slow he walks. Now me? I'd probably have to say Chuckie...because he's a literal doll with small plastic legs. Is there one you'd think would be easy to escape? @socbins

[mikasource]

MIKA ABDALLA Photographed by Max Montgomery for The Hollywood Reporter