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"That’s exactly how it should he. You deal with things your own way, just as I will cope on my own. Don’t you worry I don’t even know you so I sure as hell won’t be dragging you into anything."

mikaylabennett

The world will be damn easier if people would just let everyone do their thing. Name’s Mikayla, although knowing that now isn’t a reason to be able to drag me. It’s your thing, not ours. So tell me, what’s yours?

#c: jayson goldsworthy

dmnbells

I think we’d both prefer the second one, pretty.

mikaylabennett

True.

So what were you saying before I ‘quickly blinked’?

#c: basil gallagher

rydemeblack-archive

Aye, tha’s wha’ I said. Bu’ ya may have jus’ been sleepin’ real sound. Some people snore when they’re in a deep sleep.

mikaylabennett

Well, yesterday night got no proper sleep so maybe that was it. Have no clue, I never been told I do and I honestly hope I don’t. I don’t want to snore, although who would want that, right?

Having someone snoring next to you is horrible.

#c: ryder black

jay-with-broken-wings-deactivat

"That is also true. The more you think about things like that and let it break you down, the more you let shit like your emotions get in the way. If you want to survive out here, you have to have your attitude. It’s the only way you save yourself that guilt and stay alive."

mikaylabennett

I'm more than stable when I'm sane, I've heard heartless self centered adjectives towards the mood but I have enough guilt to touch depression when the times show up, according to my doctor, so as far away my emotions are when I'm sane, the better. But whatever, everyone are as they are. You wanna care and put your emotions on this news? Go ahead, unless you don’t try to drag me with you, we’re cool. Doesn't matter what I think about it, I probably will never understand your posture and maybe you won't understand my either, but if you get yours, then, again, go ahead and have fun.

#c: jayson goldsworthy

dmnbells

You have not fallen asleep.

mikaylabennett

Uhm, should I ask for you to answer honestly or you rather let me happily thinking that I actually had not and we can move on?

#haha honestly i thought at least someone would answer like this so that's cool bb #c: basil gallagher

jay-with-broken-wings-deactivat

"This is true. I’m not saying to send out the cops to investigate anymore. It’s just odd to me is all. Certain things that aren’t adding up. Of course with another day or so people will probably forget about this issue."

mikaylabennett

They only are telling us what they want us to know, that for sure. Manipulated information about real facts? Probably we have that too. If this issue would had become more permanently starting to affect me, or my family then I’d start to care out about it, on a way related to my situation and not about this John dude and whatever got wrong with his drugs. I only sell what I get, on the law’s eyes I might be as guilty but don’t blame the messenger. His choice to buy, his risk to die.

#c: jayson goldsworthy

jay-with-broken-wings-deactivat

"If I’m honest I hope that it’s not forgotten. It’s a lesson to be learned from. You’re playing it smart though, that’s how you have to do it."

mikaylabennett

I just think there’s no other reason to keep thinking about it, not like we’d find out who did it or what truly happened. He’s dead already, why should we care? Rather watch out my steps instead than trying to became a cop with all the ‘what if’s’ about a random dead stranger. There's nothing we can do about it anyways..

#c: jayson goldsworthy

rydemeblack-archive

No, you were fine. I heard snorin’ and wanted t’ see who it was.

mikaylabennett

Wait, wait— Did you just said snoring?

I don’t do that... do I?

#c: ryder black

jay-with-broken-wings-deactivat

"That is the smart move. You should always have money saved up, I do the same."

mikaylabennett

In moments like this I’m glad I know how to organize my bills and spend less than I usually do. But now in a few days everything off this will be forgotten, let’s hope so at least.