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Nalungkot ako sa thank you sa short time at hanggang sa muli. Goodbye are indeed hurtful.
The Ruthless Prince (Part 19) Scaramouche x fem!reader [Genshin Royal AU]
Summary: When Prince Scaramouche picks you out of a random group of commoners to marry, your life is turned upside down. He’s mean, snarky, condescending and he doesn’t act like a proper husband or prince at all. However, when Prince Tartaglia from the neighbouring kingdom takes an interest in you, Prince Scaramouche finds himself even more annoyed than usual. This is the story of him and you navigating this roller coaster of a relationship.
Warnings: heavy angst on Scaramouche’s part, severely injured reader with heavy thoughts of death
Word Count: 4.9k
Summary and a recap on the Royal AU plots are here.
Read other parts: (Ruthless Prince Masterlist)
“You did well, son,”
Two days after the incident, the king and queen, Scaramouche’s mother and father, arrived back from their long tour and journey of traversing other kingdoms and building alliances. It was a necessary thing to do, if they wanted their own kingdom to thrive.
Keep reading
...𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬
✦ summary: Your apartment roommate in university and boyfriend. 「hc & drabble//modern au」
✦ love capture targets: Albedo, Ayato, Kazuha, Thoma & Xiao separately!!
✦ content warnings: smugbedo and kazuflirt is totally a series now you can't stop me; kazuha's part is lengthy compared to the others.
Genshin Detective AU Detective! Fem reader x Various! <zhongli, xiao, childe, scaramouche, heizou, diluc, kaeya> cw; proof read who?
Synopsis: You’re a fucking genius detective! Like literally! A good one! Your captain calls you a prodigy! Age 25 you already made ur name known and climbed ranks. Made it to newspaper headlines and the evening news! The only problem with you is you don’t want to accept your promotion.
Zhongli <Police Captain> Your captain. He used to teach at the academy but now you’ve been working with him for two years. He’s your favorite senior! You admire him so much, the skills and intellect he shows are incomparable. But what caught your eye is his demeanor. Whatever he do he’s always this calm and collected guy, he really contrasts your colleagues who either breaks down or yells “fuck this job i’m not paid enough for this shit.” So it really caused the souls of all the officers who witnessed his fit when you denied your promotion to Detective III.. He didn’t yell or anything but his face shows it all. That’s what make everything so scary.
“Y/N. I know how you clutch those cases of yours with hunches but think rationally for once, I’m not saying this as a friend nor senior, but as your captain. You’re talented, i hope you won’t make this opportunity pass again. It’s an order.”
Xiao <SWAT Sniper/Observer> A long time friend and colleague. Same division different unit. You’re from CIU (criminal investigations unit) and he’s from SWAT. You two are childhood friends, you were classmates in elementary but you two got into different classes in middle school and high school. You used to show your love for anatomy and stuffs so he got really surprised when he saw you at the police academy he’s like “wtf why are you here?” and got somehow more grumpy that you hid secrets from him. As an officer he’s very timid, and got those ‘fuck off’ expression so co workers and criminals both hate him. He doesn’t attend get togethers but he’s very diligent at work, very loyal to the law and captain. He’s in SWAT so danger is automatically present everytime, whenever enemies got the upper hand on their team he tends to sacrifice himself (which is ‘very foolish’ team operator’s thoughts not yours) He knows why you declined your promotion, the reason goes way back and you ended up telling him when you entered the academy when he got so upset with you. He’s an adoptive son of the captain btw.
“I already told you not to pull anything in front him, you may be close with the captain but you don’t know him to the extent as I do. You don’t want to taste his wrath. Also It’s already been seven years, the people had moved on too. Maybe it’s time to let him and the case go. You deserve better…someone who won’t hold you back.”
Ajax <Highschool Boyfriend> A guy in your past. He’s popular, you’re a background character and somehow you two met etc. traditional cliche B-rate romcom stuffs blablabla. The thing going on with you two are more than friendship, highschool was fun because of him. Though your relationship with him was a secret because of a thing he has going on (that you don’t exactly know about.) You two used to sneak around the science lab during lunch time and after school. Childe truly loves you, he just can’t keep secrets from you no matter what. Instead of lying he tells you his problems vaguely whenever you asks him. He wants to protects you and his family, when it came to the point where everything is so messed up he decided to ‘k-word’ himself. Which you didn’t believe bc it’s not like him at all! Like dying is out of his bucket list, also you met him in the bridge 4 months after his so called burial wearing all-black like a random sus person. He handed you a bracelet he’s supposed to give you on your birthday and key you didn’t know what for and yelled “you shouldn’t use that pretty head of yours to worry for an asshole!” then he was suddenly shot in the chest and fell in the river like a lunatic when you try to catch up to him.
“Cowards run from their problem, and courageous people faces them. I would say i’m neither and also both. Does that explains it? Told you those books aren’t making you smarter hahahaha why don’t you just stop attending your night classes and focus on me hmmmm? Because no matter how much you study, no book in this world can describe the feelings i have for you. Argh! Damn that smile! My heart feels like it’s going to burst, can you prescribe me a kiss doc?”
Heizou <Detective I> He’s a new face to you. So you got really surprised when you found out that he’s ur co worker! You actually thought he’s a random ass civilian snooping around your unit until he showed you his badge to proved you wrong. From what you heard from Kojou Sara is he’s a detective too. Though he’s a rank lower than you, but he’s a genius! Like you he refuses to be promoted because he likes the crimes, the chases, and the thrill of the frontlines. He refuses to be promoted until he becomes a “true detective” according to him. He’s known for solving cases in a peculiar way, apparently he’s the type to just vanish into the wind without a word to his superiors and would just reappear declaring ‘case solved’. It’s a headache. What ties you to him is when he was punished for disappearing for 6 months for that one drug case. He ends up cleaning everything up including your office where he found Ajax’s case. He pestered you to let him in the case saying he knows someone who can be a lead. You didn’t expect to see a higschooler Ajax look alike in the front of your house at 10 am in the morning. Wait- Is that Teucer?!
“There’s a reason why everything i handle has a 100% succeeding rate, and if you want too know what lies behind this, you must do everything in my way. You are not alone in this case anymore! Just shut up and take my hand Detective! It’s about time for you to trust me too.”
Kunikuzushi <Ajax’s friend slash neighbor> As a a detective, you very much exploited the idea of the phrase ‘keep your friends close but your enemies closer’. It becomes handy on missions and in real life situations, sometimes being a star officer makes you feel you always have the upper hand. You would never expect that would backfire to you. You have known Kunikuzushi since highschool because of the fact that him and Ajax are well known friends with complete opposite personalities. He’s infamous for his stingy foul words, mean attitude and unexpectedly high marks. But you get along well with him surprisingly.
It’s rare for anyone to move in your neighborhood without being paid a sum for the pricings are quite high… that’s why everyone is eager to know who just moved in the biggest house in the neighborhood! (it’s next door) It didn’t surprised you much to see it’s kunikuzushi, you already knew he’s loaded when you met him. I mean his mother used to be a mayor in their city. But while catching up with him you can’t help but suspect him. He said he hate his mother and he didn’t accepted a cent from her, so he ends up having an office job after college. He lives lavishly for a ‘normal’ office guy. You used to think he dresses well, but any fashion expert could tell at first glance he’s wearing designer clothes head to toe. He’s really nice as a neighbor, he let your visitors wait inside his house whenever you’re still asleep or still out (most likely some of your co workers and of course teucer) Xiao says he’s smells like bad news like your ex while Heizou would describe him as a two faced whiny scum bitch when he first met kuni. He was ‘bribed’ offered with food and ‘he’s incredibly nice about it didn’t suit his face at all!’ unbeknownst to you this guy works for the Fatui. He’s the 6th harbinger, alias ‘scaramouche’. One of the faults for Ajax’s disappearance. But hey! Atleast he didn’t lie that he works as an office guy.
“Good morning Y/N! Are you heading out now? Do you want a ride? Oh… by the way Ajax’s death anniversary is coming up, i heard you’re still the one handling his case from the officers who visited your house yesterday morning. Seven years had passed already but I just want to tell you if you need a shoulder to cry on or a someone you can vent to, i am always here. Just like old times… don’t you miss it? The comfort of someone during your hardest times? Unlike my other services, my arms are free of charge you can pull me a hug anytime you want. :)”
Diluc <CSI Team Leader> You don’t have a lot to say about diluc to begin with. He’s a very uhm quiet guy. Diluc and the captain has some bond, maybe it’s because of their personalities? Other than him you don’t see anyone that close to him. Well if you’re going to describe diluc in some words you can say he’s your dream guy. He’s everyone’s dream guy it’s actually illegal to look at him. I mean have you seen him?!?!? Sometimes you just stare at him from your office window, he’s so dreamy with his high pony tail, his build and tiddies popping under that white dress shirt, and damn that glare of his-wait is he looking this way?!
Well there’s his looks, but he’s more than that! You got to know him on this one office party where you felt uncomfy because all the attendees are male and they’re all drunk asf gladly diluc accompanied you through out the night! You found out despite having that stand offish attitude he’s actually a fun and good guy! He’s a huge gentleman and fucking filthy rich too. Who knew he owns a huge ass winery? After that night you two just clicked and started hanging out whenever you two would like to meet. You already stayed over his place a lot of times already. While spending the night, you accidentally found out him and kaeya are brothers due to the hanged frames at the wall. You actually don’t know what’s your relationship with diluc, if ur being honest rn you would say you would like to try dating him, and he feels the same way too. It’s just that the both of you has a lot of baggage to unpack before you two can actually take it to the next step. For now you’ll just be contented to the subtle glances and hangouts with each other.
“Is it a bit selfish to say that i don’t want you thinking about work or anyone else while we’re together? You’ve been busy with your cases lately. now, can i have you for myself?”
Kaeya <Detective II> Kaeya. He’s that person in ur work that u either like or hate. It’s just that he’s a very complex person! Being in the same rank and all you always see his face. No, it’s not that kaeya’s ugly. Actually he’s one of the hottest guy in ur unit and u’ll srs get on bed with him if he just asks but it’s his fucking attitude and laziness. It’s a huge turn off! Especially when he makes you do all the paper work while he drank his life away and you spend your night in ur office. Also kaeya’s a huge flirt. He flirted with you when you were first new at work and this being kaeya and all you actually fell for his charms until you saw him doing this to everyone even the criminals he interrogates which is kinda annoying and killed the sparks that actually lit up. Well, those are the least of your problems when dealing with kaeya. He’s been much more annoying lately, butting on all of your businesses and all. He even buts into all of your conversations whether it’s with diluc, xiao, with the captain or even ur neighbor! He’s everywhere! In kaeya’s defense it just irks him that you’ve been running around and talking to everyone but him lately, while ur 24/7 living rent free in his mind. What’s with the sudden change? It’s not like you’ve found out he’s been working as a double agent right?
“I’m a mind reader and yes I will sleep with you- aw you won’t? Ok damn girl chile, there goes my 576 chance ig”
It may or may be my last day of vacay so lets make things in my room go back to order *-*
Genshin Impact | Love and Affection
| characters: kaeya, diluc, childe, zhongli, xiao, albedo, scaramouche | genre: fluff warnings: none masterlist Part 2
Kaeya loves holding your waist and pulling you closer to him. This gesture makes you question if it's from affection or if he's just teasing you. Either way, it's both. He does that so others would know who you belong to, sometimes he just does that out of habit though. There are times when he does that purposely because he knows that it would fluster you.
Diluc would come up behind you and hug you from behind whilst his head is resting on your shoulder. Doesn't matter if you're doing something, like cooking or working or even cleaning. He'll just peek over your shoulder and watch what you're doing while giving you little pecks on your shoulder and neck.
Childe spoils you with flowers. Every time he comes back from a mission he would always have a bouquet of flowers in his hand. Sometimes he just goes out just to find you some flowers. He even went to Dragonspine to search for one. He's the type to do anything for you and give you anything you want, even if it meant risking his life for you. Which led you to scold him a lot.
Zhongli would hold your hand anytime and anywhere. Even if you're just eating he would grab your hand under the table, brushing his thumb over your knuckles. He would also kiss the back of your hand from time to time while looking at you lovingly. There are times that he subconsciously grabs your hand without meaning to do so. Nonetheless, you love it.
Xiao would always leave a flower on your bedside table every time he goes to leave the next morning. It's a little reminder that he'll be away for a while and it's his way of saying "I love you". Since Xiao is still unfamiliar with love, that's all he could do. But he hopes you know that he loves you very much and that the flowers he leaves will show it to you.
Albedo spoils you with artifacts he would find during his experiments. There are lots of rare artifacts in Dragonspine and surprisingly, instead of using them in his experiments, he gives them to you. Of course, you give him some as well and he will treasure them with all his heart. He would always freak out whenever he loses them, ended up scaring Sucrose, and lets out an audible sigh of relief when he finds them again. He hopes that you also treasure the ones he gave you.
Scaramouche loves giving and receiving hugs. He may not look like it, but he yearns for hugs as it gives him comfort. He doesn't admit it but you could read him like a book and that makes you hug him tighter. There are times that he would find the courage to pull you in a hug as he buried his face into your hair/chest to hide the blush. Childe caught you two one time and teased Scaramouche all week. Scaramouche ended up kicking him in the face a bunch of times.
THUNDERSTORM WITH SCARAMOUCHE
scaramouche x gn! reader - short fluff
for my soft mouchie series -> here
includes: cuddling, kissing, crying, use of his real name (just once plslsls)
a/n: i have this hc that soft mouchie is scared of thunder/lightening (。•̀ᴗ-)
the loud thunder rumbled, and large amounts of rain splattered against the living room window. you frowned at the sight, knowing it somehow frighten scaramouche. the moment the storm started, he had cuddled up against you on the couch.
his head rested against your chest, eyes tightly shut. you made sure to warm him with a blanket over yourself and him. was this another of his vulnerable states? you didn’t mind though, he was extremely cute like this.
your fingers gently smoothing his indigo locks, admiring his pretty bangs. his soft breathing that you could listen to all day..
“..you know, you’re cute when you’re scared.”
“i’m not scared.” he quickly denied, a small frown portraited his face.
“yeah, yeah, you’re totally not scared.”
a sudden loud thunder came from the skies above, which slightly caused scaramouche to jump. you laughed out, and he groaned at you.
“it’s alright to be frightened from thunder my love, i’m here.” you cooed, bringing his head up towards yours, gently nuzzling his cheeks. you noticed a tear trailing down his face, and immediately began to panic.
“kuni—oh my god, i’m sorry! please don’t cry..” you wrapped your arms around his back, patting it lightly. you never really knew why scaramouche was so afraid of thunder and lightening, but you never asked about it. it seemed personal. or maybe it’s a fear he had for a long time? you don’t question it though, he’s comfortable enough to show you another one of his vulnerable states.
“shh, baby, i got you.” you whispered, lightly placing the lost indigo locks behind his ear. he looked up at you, and leaned for a kiss. you, of course, accepted it. his lips tasted slightly salty from his tears, but you truly didn’t mind.
it was passionate and soft, you moderately taking the lead, earning these quiet, but barely audible whimpers from the balladeer. he pulled away, and nudged his head on your neck.
“i love you.” he muffled.
“i love you more, my darling.” ♡
Pulling on your heartstrings
Pairing: Scaramouche x gn!Reader
Genre: angst>comfort>fluff
Word count: 4,2k
Warnings: mentions of killing and fighting, a bit of angst but nothing serious, mentions of Scara's real name + backstory, reader is not Traveler (and Lumine is the Traveler), let me know if I should add more warnings
The biggest thank you to @mari-on-dragonspine, I wouldn't finish this without your feedback and support <3 also credits to you for making up the perfect title!
This is my longest fic ever omg. I hope you all like it, don't forget to reblog and/or leave a comment, I'm interested to hear your thoughts!
You thought you could stop them, you thought you could help - but as you saw Scaramouche lying on the ground without movement, you knew you were too late. Traveler's sword was gripped tightly in her hand, while the other one held the sought-after gnosis. She looked at you, surprised to see you here in the middle of nowhere, but you paid her no mind. You could only think of him - your Kunikuzushi.
congrats on 200 followers!! you just got another one!! meeee!! (im going to binge read all your work hehe) 😁😁🥳 may i request 21, angst to fluff with scara?? and could you include the quote “pretty little liar”
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21 - “Some things just aren’t meant to be.”
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characters; Scaramouche, gn reader
cw/tw; Nightmares, surrealism, hurt/comfort, Scara attacks you (but not really), let me know if I missed anything
word count; 1.1k
notes; Hello !! Yes of course you can be added to the anon list, you’ve been there for a while and I hope you’re still hanging around !! Your request has been added, I hope you like it even though it’s been so long since you’ve sent this in. As always, going through my writers block so I’m sorry if it’s not that great
Please reblog if you like this!!
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The heavy doors slammed shut as you were thrown to the ground, the guards behind you laughing as you let out a quiet groan. Your head raised slowly to face the back of your now-ex lover, your breath catching in your throat.
“Scara, I never-“
He raises his hand in warning, and you fall silent. He motions for the troops behind you to leave, and when the door closes again, the two of you were the only people left inside the room.
“I trusted you.” His voice is quiet, his words blunt.
“And you can still trust m-“
“Stop lying to me!” He whips around to face you, the tips of his fingers crackling with violet electricity, matching his iridescent eyes. “When were you going to tell me you betrayed the Fatui?!”
The world shifted around you as you took a step back, small cracks forming behind the man you loved. Dark purple outlined his figure, sparks flying almost uncontrollably out of his hand. You had never seen him so… You couldn’t quite name it. He was angry, yes, but there was something much more. Your eyes moved up to his face - only then did you catch the glimpse of a lone tear sliding down his cheek, dripping down the edge of his jaw and landing on the floor.
fallen || ayato kamisato x reader
summary: ayato realizes his feelings for you, his assistant
warning: not proofread as per usual
chapter: caught
"Thoma, a word please?" Ayato's voice came out of nowhere. Thoma, who was sweeping the floors of the dining area, dropped his broom and whipped his head towards the commissioner.
"Lord Ayato!"
Ayato doesn't normally call for him, as he was Ayaka's attendant, so it surprised him to see the Yashiro Commissioner there.
heartbreaker.
premise. in which you claim to be immune to the “bad boy” appeal but fall for his charms anyway.
includes. xiao, albedo, ayato, childe & scaramouche !
note. this is the product of watching too many c-dramas.
xiao as the inconsiderate classmate who closes the door on you even when he notices you walking behind him towards the lecture hall. the guy who never replies when you try to talk to him, like he believes it to be a waste of breath, always ready to put on the headphones resting around his neck and ignore your endless rambling. (the seatmate who quietly places a book upright on your desk when you fall asleep, preventing the teacher from catching you in the act. the boy who sneakily leaves your favorite bread and milk on your desk when he overhears you telling your friends you forgot your packed lunch at home.)
your exes and whys.
summary. your past exes, how you loved them, and why it didn't work out.
characters. venti, xiao, kazuha, scaramouche x gn!reader (separate but the stories are connected)
tags. modern au, fluff, angst
warnings. suggestive in xiao's part but nothing extreme. kind of ooc on scara's part but whtvr.
note. just a little something for you guys because i didn't update for a while. plus i wanted a genshin version of camila's song "consequences" idk i just love the angst in that song. i'm not the best at narrations and headcanons but i hope you guys still enjoy it! ^__^
LOVING VENTI WAS YOUNG, WILD, AND FREE.
venti was your fleeting but unforgettable love. you were young and inexperienced, didn't care much about a serious relationship. he was the one who suggested pranking your friends by going out as a joke. the two of you began dating despite not having feelings for each other. you loved the open and carefree aspect of your relationship with no actual commitment holding you back. having a label but still acting like friends.
you remember every little moment with him. how the two of you couldn't keep a straight face when you saw the shocked faces of your friends once they heard the news. how you brought each other to parties just to have a partner and not embarrass yourself. how the two of you joked about cheating whenever you flirted with strangers while drunk. how he randomly visited you at night to sneak out and walk around the neighborhood to talk about whatever. how he kissed you as a joke once and the loud laughs that followed after it. it was fun, it was exciting. you enjoyed every part of it.
you don't remember when, but at some point in time, you fell in love with him. everything you did together started becoming real to you. but he couldn't reciprocate, he just didn't see you that way. you were heartbroken but you accepted it, so you ended things with him before your feelings became too deep. you're still friends with him now, but everyone can see the distance that formed between the two of you.
if you could bring back time, you wouldn't have agreed to date him. because in the end, not only did you lose your first love, but you lost your best friend as well.
LOVING XIAO WAS COOL, HOT, AND SWEET.
xiao was your passionate love, a fierce fire that burnt out too fast. during a celebration night with your friends in a bar was where you met xiao, all alone, sitting on one of the bar stools. you were drunk enough to be bold and made the first move by buying him a drink. the next thing you know, you found yourself naked in his bed. you thought he was just a one night stand but you somehow kept meeting each other by chance. deciding to be friends, you kept in touch. after just a few months, you were already dating him.
it was a love that didn't hold any emotional connection. it was purely physical attraction for both of you. the passionate nights you shared were the only foundation of your relationship. you loved him, you truly did, but it was a love that you knew wouldn't last. your relationship with him escalated too quickly, you realized you didn't even know much about each other.
you two have a mutual breakup and agreed to stay friends. a month later, you find out about his new significant other. you see how they look at each other with pure love and adoration, completely different from the lustful one he used to give you. it's clear that they're meant to be together. you don't know why, but instead of feeling happy for them, you feel jealous.
if only you two tried harder back then, then maybe you would've made your relationship work. well, it's too late for regrets now.
LOVING KAZUHA WAS SUNSHINE, SAFE AND SOUND, A STEADY PLACE TO LET DOWN YOUR DEFENSES.
kazuha was an unexpected love, a breath of fresh air. before you started going out, the two of you were already quite close and had a lot of things in common. in contrast to your past relationships that started off on the wrong foot, everything with him started normally: you confessed, he reciprocated. just like how you'd expect people to start dating. you felt safe with him. he's calm and patient. he listened to you as you opened up about your insecurities and past heartbreaks. he's the ideal partner, one that anyone would die for.
the problem lies with your unbalanced maturity. he was at a point in his life where he was content and stable. you, on the other hand, were still on shaky ground. you were in constant need of assurance and support. it was your first healthy relationship which made you extremely dependent on him. he gave up valuable time when you needed him by your side. he stays with you everyday just because you were scared about him leaving you. the moment you realized that you were holding him back from living a carefree life, you felt guilty. you didn't want to be a burden anymore. you made him deal with your trauma when he just wanted a happy relationship from you. so you left with no explanation.
two years later, you receive an invitation, your coworker saying that it's from an old friend of yours. it's his wedding invitation. you attend, out of courtesy. you sit at the very back of the venue as you watch him exchange vows and promise forever with his new partner. you notice him look around the crowd, presumably trying to find someone. you leave before he could spot you.
you're happy for him, of course. you just wish you had the courage to face him and congratulate him personally. but you're too much of a coward for that.
BUT LOVING KUNIKUZUSHI HAD CONSEQUENCES
kunikuzushi was a mix of all your love in the past. he was your happiness, your fire, your solace—he was everything you ever felt. you met him through a mutual friend. you developed a small crush on him and eventually that crush turned into something deeper. but you simply admired him from afar because one thing was stopping you from getting close. it was that his heart was taken by another. you were content with just watching, you really were. because you were fine with being just a friend to him.
that was until they broke up. he was the first to approach you. the red flags were obvious, he just wanted a distraction. but you could see the hurt in his eyes and you wanted to be his comfort. so you let him use you. you became the rebound. you knew you deserved more but you didn't care because you loved him.
you wanted to end things at one point but he said that he needed you. you, being weak for him, stayed. you believed his words but still kept a guard around your heart. as time passed, he slowly took down those walls, leaving you bare and vulnerable. he made you feel special. you thought he was finally yours. you thought it was forever with him. you felt bliss and ecstasy as he showered you with attention. until you heard the news that he got back together with his ex. you felt your heart shatter. that was when you realized that you two never made things official. that he never said he loved you, not even once as a lie. he just kept you by his side to use you as he pleased. he was still in love with his ex and he left you in the dust as he ran back to their arms. because you were just his rebound.
you let him in and that was your first mistake. you were an idiot for ever letting someone like him capture your heart. kunikuzushi was your last love as your heart couldn't handle another.
note. hey! hope u guys enjoyed my little self indulgent angst gift <3 i wrote these in a haste so i may change some things in the future. it's not the best i'm still kind of learning how to write stuff like these properly TT but anyway these prompts were inspired by the song below go give it a listen
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hi hi!! May I request the teen reader who gets like really sick and moth takes care of them? I’m really sick at the moment and it’s no fun :/
-anon who asked for older brother childe ^_^
i was gonna write something else next but this is more important!! i hope you feel better soon and i hope this makes you happy at least!!
i believe This is the first thing you requested in case anyone else wants to read them, please feel free to correct me if i'm wrong!!
also, if you want more HCs of when you're sick i've got some Here!!
~ * ~ When Teen You is Sick HCs
Fluff/Comfort
Warnings for sickness, pills, headaches, nightmares, and fevers
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-You’ve been visiting Childe in the woods for a good few months now -You have of schedule of sorts- you can’t visit him everyday but on Fridays and Wednesdays at least you show up, sometimes even more if you happen to be free -So when one Friday morning you don’t arrive bright and early like you usually do, Childe immediately worries -He waits a little longer until the sun is high in the sky but you still don’t show -That’s when he decides to set his shoulders and leave the forest to go looking for you -He takes the route you usually use just in case you were injured on the way while walking -Luckily he doesn’t see you which means that you’re at least not hurt or anything -Hopefully -The path he’s on eventually leaves the woods and leads into Liyue Harbor, which is crowded with people -The sun is setting, so he waits only a few hours until nightfall, when most people are asleep in their homes -The guards are still decently alert in the wee hours of morning, so he hides behind houses while following your familiar scent -He eventually arrives at your house, with your room on the second story -The window was left open a crack, so he shimmies up to peek through, and is immediately hit with the bitter scent of medicine -He yelps in distress and SOMEHOW pushes your window open more and wriggles through it -You’ve been trying to fall asleep but are roused by a THUMP in your room -You crack open your sticky-feeling eyes to see Childe looking over you worriedly -If you were feeling ok you would’ve been surprised to see him, but right now you didn’t even question it -He whines quietly, but the sound is enough to spark your headache, and you wince as your temples pound -Childe falls silent, his heart aching when he sees your pain. It reminds him of the distant memories of when his siblings were sick -But he also remembers how he cared for them, and while you might not be related to him by blood, you’re still his little sibling in your own way -So he decides to do what he’s always done when someone he cares about falls ill -First he rearranges your blankets so they’re smooth and comforting instead of twisted around your legs, handling your pained head with care -He puts a cloth over your eyes so the light from your room and the sun won’t disturb you -Then he ventures out to get some food. He’s visited Chef Mao a few times, so he quickly whips up a light soup and presses it into Childe’s hands before closing up for the night, constantly looking left and right for Millelith -He sneaks back into your room, placing the soup on a nearby nightstand -Then he pokes through the medicine bottles you have, supplied by your sleeping parents (because there are too many orphaned kids in Genshin already) -He picks some painkillers and fever reducers- coughs aren’t quite as important to deal with -There’s a glass of water on the nightstand too, and he lifts your head up to drink it and swallow the pills -He sets you back down and covers you with your blankets again, resting his own head on your stomach and letting out gentle purrs -You mumble in your sleep, caught in some fever-induced nightmare -He hears you cry out his name, asking where he was, where your safe, soft, big brother was -He adjusts you so you’re laying in his arms, stroking and ruffling your hair, comforting and playful. He’s here, right here -You both stay like that until dawn, when he has to depart and hide again -But every night he visits and takes care of you, helping you sleep until the next day -Your parents care for you during the day, and somehow you seem to be doing better and better each time you wake up -And eventually, you awaken with a clear head, a cool throat, and a smile, alongside blurry memories of a warm and comforting presence in the night -You have a sneaking suspicion as to who it is, and you can’t wait to playfully tease him about it
Been feeling off since thursday.
Need to calm down :'(
𝐅#𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐃!
a genshin impact smau
pairings: scaramouche x reader
synopsis: getting off wasted at a party wouldn't hurt right? that's what college life is for - you study, eat, sleep and repeat. probably do something batshit once or twice. but who would ever know, it wouldn't hurt right? so why do you suddenly find the social reject's lips pressed against yours?
updates: irregular but will try to post as often as possible
started on 06-25-22 (ongoing)
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
[name]'s friend group | kunikuzushi's
01 the night of damnation
02 fucked up
03 the bro code
title: false alarm summary : scaramouche is informed that you, his wife, have been taken by treasure hoarders. fortunately for the both of you, this isn't the case. part of my npc wife & scaramouche series but you don't have to read the others to understand this one <3 pairing : scaramouche x f!reader word count: ~1.8k warnings : mentions of murder, kidnapping, & ransom, but nothing actually occurs. kind of a hurt/comfort fic? a/n : my two little scrunglies (scaramouche & npc reader) are back. holds them up like im at show and tell and they are my barbie dolls.
scaramouche returns from his mission in silence.
the routine post-espionage visit to zapolyarny palace, in which he reports his findings directly to the tsaritsa herself, is mundane. there is new information on potential enemies of the fatui. scaramouche wouldn't be scaramouche if he was unable to obtain such information, after all. rather, the only thing that is different from usual is a congregation of panicked lower ranking agents in a fatui meeting room.
"are you sure this information is correct?" one agent says. "the wife of the balladeer has been taken by some treasure hoarders?"
"for the thousandth time, yes!" a cicin mage snaps back. "a ransom note was sent and i was ordered to inform everyone that one of us has to tell him."
and thus, the lower tiers of the fatui decide upon the fairest way of sending someone to their death before the balladeer: drawing straws. when the loser is declared, the rest of the room scatters, not wanting to console their fellow comrade who is delivering some of the worst possible news to one of the most tempestuous of harbingers. yet, fate is inevitable, so the fatui agent resigns himself to the will of the straws.
— lapis dei | zhongli ( genshin impact ) x female! reader
— part one.
series genre: romance, angst, smut, fantasy mafia! au
summary: in your family, being married and giving an heir to a certain man you’re married to is a must. after zhongli lost his wife guizhong — he was devastated. but there’s no time wasting to find another woman who shall be his wife, and you were chosen.
cw in this chapter: strong language, arranged marriages, mentions of violence, mentions of pregnancy, mentions of death | please read at your own risk, and please send an ask if i missed any content warnings here.
word count: 1.2k
notes: ahh!!! i finally posted this! i've been wanting to write a genshin mafia au for so long 😭 i’ll probably make this a series— maybe around 3 or more parts :D | if you want to be added in the taglist, just send me an ask / reply. thank you ☺︎
one ( you’re here ) | two | three | four | epilogue
-15 / BLANK / AGELESS BLOGS DNI!
you knew you were going to be forced into getting married sooner than later, but you never thought it would be him.
zhongli, also known as rex lapis or morax, has been the mafia leader of liyue after the death of his superior. it shocked everyone when they learned that his wife, guizhong, was killed, especially when she hasn’t borne a child.
of course, it shocked you as well. you never really knew her personally, but you’ve heard from others that she was a kindhearted and sweet woman despite her husband being the most feared.
and now, you were getting married to him.
“…what?”