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Dom...
Yeah, I know it did… They’re going to be okay though, okay?  And we’ll make sure to keep talking with them.  They have our phone numbers and We’re going to see Amir at a club one day.
I know. -wraps his arms around Dom's waist and rests his head on Dom's shoulder- They're just both in such a crappy place right now, I feel like a bad friend for deserting them.
call @ Asher
Yeah, well, he helped me some too. I just don’t trust anyone with Benji’s heart after I smashed it to pieces like three times. I’m not so good with the hearts thing. *sighs heavily* I know that. You know it, Amir knows it, everyone knows it except the people that matter and we apparently can’t prove that I am, which is fucking stupid. But this happens to people. I’m not saying I want to be in here forever, and I’m not saying I want Amir to stop trying, cause I know he still is, but I don’t want to start telling myself everything will be grand when I don’t know that. *laughs softly* Time’s almost out, man, They’re signaling me. I’ve gotta go.
Okay, okay, I'll let you go...I know Amir will come through for you, Ash, I know it. I love you lots, okay? -voice breaking a little-
Dom...
Mikey?  Why did he say that, what’s up?  Everything alright? -pulls close-
Yeah, just...saying goodbye to Asher and Amir really sucked.
Dom...
Ash said you have to hug me.
call @ Asher
Mm. Just… Yeah, just watch his back. Not for Alexander, or maybe for Alexander, I don’t know. Just take care of him since I’ve done such a shit job of it. *sighs, banging his head on the wall, which he seems to do with every phone call.* I don’t know how to not give up and not drive myself insane. You should see my fucking roommate. He’s so convinced he’s getting out. He talks about getting out. He burned down his neighbor’s house, man. He’s not getting out any time soon. It drives me crazy. I know you would, Mike. Dude, no. Stop. Don’t- Are you crying? Stop- Stop crying if I can’t hug you. Who’s with you? Make Dom hug you for me right fucking now.
I will, don’t worry. Alexander’s a good guy, he’s helped me out a lot. My head was a mess before he came along. -bites his lip as he listens to Asher, his heart going out to him- But you’re innocent, Ash. It’s not fair that you’re in here and don’t deserve it. -shakes his head though he knows Asher can’t see it- No, I’m not crying, shut up… -wipes his eyes-
call @ Asher
*clears his throat, rubbing at his eyes* I see. Alright. Take care of him, yeah? I’ll find a way to destroy anyone who hurts him and I bet I can do it from here too. He’s too sweet to be hurt all the time like I did to him. How long has he been close to Alexander? God, I’m such shit, I didn’t even know they were friends. Mike, if I sit here and hope and believe I’m getting out, I’ll tear myself apart. Resignation is sitting with me a lot better. Really. *laughs softly* Amir calls me that too. Christ. A hug would have been appreciated. Hell, I’d settle for a pat on the shoulder from someone who isn’t a guard.Â
I'm not sure how long they've been friends. Alexander is my therapist so I don't really know much about his personal life, but I guess that'll change now since he's helping set everything up for us. He's our numbers and paperwork guy. -smiles a little- Benji will be fine, but I'll watch his back. He kind of saved my life here, so I owe him. -rubs his eye with a knuckle- I just don't want you to give up, Ash. I know hope is hard to come by, but...don't give up. I'd hug the shit outta you if I could, man. -sniffles-
call @ Asher
It’s fine. I didn’t expect anyone to come here. I’m not really myself anyway. He- *clears his throat, rubbing at his eyes* How long has he been working on this and never told anyone… *can’t stop his voice from cracking a few times and gives up hiding that* If I get out. Dom’s gut instinct isn’t going to get them to let me out and good behavior counts for nothing on a murder charge. You don’t have to come see me, Mike. Just don’t forget I’m here…
I don't really know how long it's been. I had Alexander look at my contracts to see if I could get out, and he mentioned that Benji was starting something up. It was just right place, right time. -sighs a little- Ash, you can't think that way. Trust me, I know that giving up will just make it your own personal hell. You're innocent, and the truth will come out. I'd never forget you, Asher, you're a fucking ray of sunshine in my life. Damn it, I wish I could hug you right now.
This is it I guess.
Well, I’m going to give a little overview before I go since Mike did goodbyes, I’ll do this.
I am not coming back to this place ever again.  I will regret nothing and I am not going to look back.  There are a few of you that I will miss, but for the most part, I look back and choose my words carefully…
Fuck you.
Most of you are just annoying and spitful and just bad company and I can’t stand it anymore.  Though, I have thought of this for quite a long time.  Don’t take things too personally but I have been meaning to say this for a long time.
Shut the fuck up, Gage! You are not the only person on this goddamned planet! Stop acting like the sun revolves around your awfully clothed ass and try to realize that people have lives of their own! Is it really that fucking hard to see from someone else’s perspective?
I guess I should say sorry but I don’t think it’s too far off from the truth.  As for his followers, try to have minds of your own and live for yourselves, seriously. Â
Asher and Amir, I think you guys are going to do great outside of the agency.  Go out and live like you own the world, don’t let the other give up on their dreams.  Amir, go DJ.  For Asher if not for yourself. Â
I didn’t make many friends here, but I am glad that I have my best friend with me and will stay with me.  Mike is by far the best thing this agency has given me.
please don’t respond to this, I’m leaving soon.
If it wasn't for this place, I never would have met you. You're the best friend I've ever had and I'm so glad you're coming with me.
I just wanted to say that.
call @ Asher
Never let anybody own you, Mike. Don’t let that happen. Maybe let Dom own you, but  just for a night, yeah? …It’s- It’s okay. Nobody has. I only just got calls from anyone but Amir. It’s f- *voice cracks* It’s fine. When you’re a year sober, I’ll send you something I carve out of soap in here or some shit, yeah? Let me know.
It won't ever happen again, I spent too long letting Lucas and Peter run my life. -chuckles lightly- Well, Dom's allowed...Ash, I'm sorry. I should've come, this just all happened so quickly and Benji didn't want to tell anyone until it was set up...I'll still be in New York, I'll come see you soon, okay? Dude, you'll be out of here by then. I know it.
call @ Asher
Heard that too. I’m- That’ll be better. I’m sure of that. It Boy is toxic. Benji’s will be better. I’m- I’ll miss you…
It'll be nice to work for someone who doesn't own me. -huffs a laugh- I'll miss you too, Ash. I'm sorry I couldn't come see you in person.
call @ Asher
*sighs dramatically* Damn it all. I was so hoping to go back to my cell with a bone again. It always goes over so well… Heard your leaving…
-shuffles a little though Asher can't see it- Yeah, me and Dom are leaving the agency, joining up with Benji...
ooc
I'm doing a chatzy for another RP right now, so I'll be slow replying for a bit. But I haven't gone for good yet okay lovelies? <333
call @ Asher
*answers the phone* Amir? I got a call from Dom. They’re gonna take away my privileges if I keep being popular.
-chuckles a little- No, it's Mike. No phone sex for you tonight.
call @ Asher
-still sniffling from talking to Amir- Pick up, you stupid jerk.
you are all assholes
I tried to get out of here without crying like a girl, but no.
Stop with the being adorable thing.
I'm so not gonna miss this place.
Fucking love you too, short-stuff … *Wipes at his own eyes after Mikey does, nodding and chewing his lip.* … T-thank you, Mikey. I needed … You. *Pulls him into another hug.* I’ll get you guys in free if you give me some heads up, yeah?
-squishes his face into Amir's shoulder- Now you got me crying, dick. -hugs him tighter-  I needed you too, Amir. Still do.Â
