Here For You.
jax teller x black!reader
Warnings: fluff, mentions of sex
My alarm rang loudly and I groaned at the idea of waking up and having such a long day ahead of me. It was a sunny day and the sunlight peeked through my blinds next to me. Reaching over, I turned my alarm off and sat up, stretching a bit. Looking to one side of the bed, I realized that once again, I was alone. It’s been almost a year since my husband left me and our 1 year old daughter. I hadn’t been the same since. I worked my ass off day and night to provide for my child. And I spent as much time with her as I could. I knew my husband bailing on me wasn’t going to keep me from being a great mother. Rolling over to my nightstand, I saw my baby sleeping fast asleep on the monitor.
Now’s the time to take a shower while I can. I thought, climbing out of bed. Walking into my bathroom, I turned the shower knob on to hot, seeing the water flow steadily. Walking over to the mirror, I looked at myself, running my hands over my face in exhaustion. As I waited for the water to heat up, I grabbed my small speaker and turned my phone onto my favorite playlist.
Allowing the water to touch my fingertips, I realized the shower was now hot enough and I stepped in. As I washed my body and let the warm water flow over my face, I thought about getting through yet another day. Quickly finishing up, I turned the water off and grabbed my towel, making my way back into my bedroom. Once I was dressed and lotioned and my teeth were brushed, I walked down the hall to my daughter’s bedroom. Opening the door, my daughter smiled at me, her pacifier still in her mouth as she sat in her crib.
“Good morning, baby,” I cooed, as she reached her arms up for me to pick her up. I scooped her up, kissing her soft cheek. “Let’s get dressed.” I opened her closet, moving her closer to her clothes.
“What would you like to wear today, munchkin?” I said, pulling a few dresses out of her closet. I let her reach out and choose one. Her little hand landed on a green dress with pink flowers. “Great choice, honey."
After I changed her diaper and got her out of her PJs and dressed, we headed out of the house. I buckled her into her car seat and we were on our way. My mom normally takes her while I work. About five minutes into the ride, my low pressure light came on and I come feel my car leaning to one side.
"Shit,” I whispered, realizing I have a flat. “Looks like we’re going to be late princess."
I drove to the closest mechanic, Teller-Morrow, putting my car in park. I took my daughter out of her car seat, grabbed her diaper bag from the trunk and sat her on my hip. As I walked to the door, a few men came out. One was blond, crystal blue eyes, walked with a lean. Handsome. I thought. The other was blond too and seemed nervous and jittery. Looking at their jackets, I could tell they were on their way somewhere. I knew all about the Sons of Anarchy, but I also knew that what they do is what’s necessary and best for Charming.
"Hi, um I’m pretty sure I have a flat,” I said, pointing to my slanted Honda Civic.
“Looks like you’ve got more than that,” the handsome one said.
“Jesus, is it going to take a long time?” I asked.
“You’re going to have to leave it here for at least a day,” he replied. I sighed before texting my supervisor that I wouldn’t be in today. “I can take you and the little princess home.” He smiled, poking my daughter’s hand. She grinned shyly and put her head on my shoulder. I nodded and said thank you and leaned against my car.
“I’m Jax, by the way,” he stated.
“Y/N. Nice to meet you,” I replied with a smile. He told me he had a few things to tie up before he took me home so I waited by my car until he was finished. As I waited, I played with my daughter, throwing her up a little and catching her. She giggled, clutching me every time she came back down.
“Can you give Mommy a kiss?” I cooed, holding her high again. As I brought her back down to eye level, she hummed, making that mmm sound with her lips.
“Mmwah,” I said with her to meet her in the middle. “Ooohhh thank you baby. You are so sweet.”
Little did I know, Jax had been watching some of our interaction.
Second Person POV Jax had gone to let the other guys know where he was going. When he returned, he saw you making faces at your daughter as she giggled and throwing her in the air.
“Who’s the hot mom?” Opie asked and tapped him on the shoulder. Looking at you, Jax couldn’t help but be attracted.
“Not sure yet. She is hot though, right?” Jax replied.
“For sure. You hittin’ that?” Opie leaned over to ask.
“Nah, don’t know her all that well,” Jax stated, glancing at Ope.
“Hm. Shit, if you don’t, I will,” Ope chuckled. Jax smiled and nodded, making his way back to you.
Your POV “Hey, you ready?” Jax asked. I nodded, grabbing my daughter’s car seat out of my car. He walked me over to his truck and I buckled my daughter into her seat, before going to the passenger’s side. Jax opened the door for me and I thanked him. As he drove, I told him my address and started to make small conversation.
“I really appreciate you doing this,” I said with a smile.
“It’s no problem. Have you lived in Charming a long time?” He questioned.
“Almost two years. It’s a nice town. Quiet. Crime kept at bay for the most part,” I replied, glancing out of the window.
“Yeah, Charming PD does a good job of that,” he stated with hesitation. I chuckled at his statement. I knew Charming PD weren’t the ones keeping the crime low. “What?”
“We both know it’s not the cops handling the crime here. It’s got everything to do with that jacket you have on,” I said, looking at him.
He nodded with a smile, saying “You think you know everything, huh?”.
I leaned over, putting my lips next to his ear. “Not everything, but I know enough about you, Jax Teller." We pulled up to my house and I glanced at my daughter who was fast asleep.
"Pretty big house for just the two of you,” Jax said.
“Yeah, um I’m divorced. So it’s just me and her now,” I explained. He nodded and apologized. I grabbed my daughter from her car seat and walked her to the front door, unlocking it and turning to Jax. “Come in. I’m just gonna put her down in her room."
I slowly walked her up to her room, giving her a kiss on the forehead, before shutting her door and grabbing the baby monitor on the way out. Jax stood by the front door waiting for me.
"Thanks again for the ride home. Can I get you anything? Coffee? Something to drink?” I offered, leading him into the kitchen.
“No thanks I’m alright. If you don’t mind me asking, why’d you get divorced?” He inquired.
“Um it’s complicated. Everything was perfect l, especially when I found out I was pregnant. We’d been trying for a baby for a really long time. Rob was over the moon when we found out were having a girl. But I’m a laywer and I was working a big case. I wasn’t home much right before we found out and in the beginning of my pregnancy. He thought I was cheating on him. Started being really aggressive and it only amplified when I gave birth,” I started getting choked up as I spoke. “He didn’t think she looked like him. Said that maybe I was sleeping around. Although really I was busting my ass on the biggest case in my career and about to bring in much more money than I’d ever had."
Jax put his arm around me, pulling my head to his chest. "Anyway, he said he refused to take care of another man’s baby. So he left us and left me with a 4 month old newborn baby,” I cried softly. Looking up at Jax, I felt bad for crying. “Sorry, I just get a little emotional. I don’t miss him or anything. I just wanted my little girl to have a father."
"It’s okay. Everything is going to be fine. You’re a great mother and you’re beautiful, darlin’. Any one would be lucky to have you,” he glanced down at me, making eye contact. I stared into his icy blue eyes, my eyes switching from his eyes back to his lips over and over again. Lightly grabbing the back of my neck, he brought my lips to his, kissing me softly. I slightly pulled away and Jax wiped my tears away with his thumb, before connecting our lips again. We made out, slowly as our lips melted together.
It had been a long time since I had sex and to be completely honest, I felt really needy. But for some reason, I trusted Jax. With his hand in mine, I led him to my bedroom, kicking my shoes off at the door. He assisted me in removing my pants and blazer, and lightly pushed me into the bed. The protective mother in me made me take a quick glance at the baby monitor, seeing my daughter still fast asleep. Jax kissed me again, beginning to kiss down my jawline and neck. He was extremely gentle with me, asking me if what he was doing was okay. Jax paid extra attention to making me feel good and that I finished. Multiple times. He made sure he didn’t hurt me and I was grateful for that. I woke up two hours later with my head in Jax’s chest. He was looking at me, kissing my forehead when I woke.
“Hey,” he said softly, kissing my lips. But for some reason, I was in pure panic. Looking at the baby monitor, I saw my daughter awake but playing with the rattles in her crib. I grabbed the sheet, wrapping it around my body quickly. “Everything alright?”
“I promise I don’t normally do this. I’m sorry. I think you should go,” I responded. I just had sex with someone I met today. I’m so not the hook up type. “If you’re looking for a fuck buddy, I promise I’m not that."He looked at me confused, grabbing my arm and pulling me down to him.
"That’s not my intention, beautiful. I like you. I’d like to get to know you better,” he said, running his fingers down my back.
“Pretty sure we’re past the getting to know each other part. Again, I think you should go, Jax,” I said, trying to get up.
“Alright,” he responded, starting to get dressed. I washed my face in the bathroom, trying not to think about what I’d done. When he finished dressing, he walked behind me, placing his hands around my waist. He used his hand to gently free my neck as he placed light kisses on it, getting closer to my ear with each press of his lips. “But next time you’re lookin’ for some fun and preferably, wanna go out sometime, you know where to find me."
I looked at him in the mirror as he smiled at me, biting his lip. Damn, that Teller charm. He left my bedroom on that note and I heard the front door close behind him. I sighed, pondering why I was so into this man I’d only met five hours ago. I put my robe on and checked the baby monitor once again, seeing her still playing. A little piece of green paper was next to it, with a number and a name on it. I rolled my eyes, thinking of that handsome biker who gave me butterflies. Making my way to my daughter’s room, I picked her up, giving her a kiss on the forehead. But that Jax Teller never left my mind and I wasn’t sure how to feel about that.
