Borderline feels like I'm going to lose my mind

Miley. 23. CrAy. bItcH. MaMa. status: Revenge i had a thang for a guy once and yes i have kissed a girl and liked it. I'm still struggling, but this time I'm not doing it alone. Current location:Tree Hill This is a AU...

[mileyjones-bitch]

The End of Mamon

Miley looked over at the clock Damon and Kat’s wedding had officially began according to the wedding invitation tucked in the corner of the bathroom mirror.  A text had been exchanged Damon I’m not feeling well so me and Axel are going to be a little late. Read the message on her phone. But she knew they weren’t even going to attempt to show.  Miley finished her last diary entry and it was for Axel for when he was older.

Miley  grabbed Axel and held him close to her. “Listen at Mama’s heart,” She pulled her four year old head to her chest, “That’s what a heart that can break anymore sounds like,” Her voice shook a little. “Hearts can break baby but when it can’t break anymore is when it’s most permanent.” She said and climbed into the bathtub with Axel. “I hope you get the chance to love someone this much but they love you just as much back.” Miley removed her infamous necklace from her neck and placed it around Axel’s. “Love you Axhole, but Mommy has to hurry her clock it ticking.” Miley wanted to end this before the wedding was over so she never lived in world where Damon was married. Miley kissed Axel’s mouth. Damon had gifted Miley with a blade but she didn’t want scars anymore she wanted death.

Miley traced the razor down her arm like a cat playing with a mouse before applying pressure deepening the blade into her flesh. Axel began to cry at the fright and sight of the blood. “Mommy will be okay in a few minutes.” She told him through her sad, defeated tears but only believed it was true that she wouldn’t feel like this anymore. “I’ll say hi to sissy for you.” Her right hand shaking switches the blade to her left hand to repeat the process only this time she was quietly shushing Axel  to soothe him and maybe herself a little. The blade fell from her hand to the bottom on the blood filled tub. Miley sat there watching her veins release the so called life that came pouring out of her but it was honestly just more of an existence especially without the complete love of Damon. And just a second before Damon said his I do, Miley ended her life before their son’s eyes. 

[mileyjones-bitch]

Please Don’t Be In Love With Kat

[mileyjones-bitch]

He did know her sad eyes were capable of getting sadder than they already were. “Well I mean I’ll be a Hubby.” He shrugged. It painful and complicated when she came around after being gone for so long and then showing back up like she did but it never got easier remembering they’re past. “I’d be making a fools mistake if I didn’t. I’m a fool tho don’t get me wrong. She’s the one making the mistake.” He half laughed and held Axel’s hand before pulling him up the his arm into Damon’s arms holding him before going to hand him to Miley. “Kat and I are on Babes number three the bakery’s good My bar is reopening now that I’ve got a handle on the bottle seems like a good time to put a ring on it. Laney Talks now. so does Axehole and Lancy. I gotta Johnny be good. Where have you been? with who and why?” He wondered what Miley had been doing because she looked shit.

“You already were mine.” her blues panned away looking at the floor. “That’s not important.” She said taking Axel into her arms. Miley looked back up at Damon, “Then be good Johnny.” She faked a smile and knew he knew it was fake but it was easier this way. “I hope it’s worth it. I really do, Clyde.” She nods. “Ever since I met you all I’ve wanted is for you to love yourself and be legitimately happy and while it hurts more than words alone can express I’m glad you’ve found it.” She brushed the single tear from her cheek and held herself together pretty decently not wanting to fall completely apart in front of the man she would only love for the rest of her life. “Maybe in another life.” She half smiles. Her bloodshot eyes beamed at him, “Thank Kat for taking care of your ass for me.” Miley said knowing she wouldn’t be around anymore because she wasn’t needed.  “Okay Axehole tell daddy bye-bye!”

[mileyjones-bitch]

Please Don’t Be In Love With Kat

Miley was already in a dark place but then Kat and Damon’s wedding was actually going to become reality which meant he really was going to leave her. “Hubby, well I guess it would be completely inaccurate to call you that.” Miley looked at him with probably her saddest blue eyes. “I just can’t help but feel you’re making a mistake getting hitched.” 

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Ain’t Nothing But Bad Days Ahead ||Mamon

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Damon shook his head and face palmed seeing Ajax pull up with Axel and watching him hit the breaks making him hit the wheel. “Just like your old man Axel you’ll be alright the windshield is gonna hurt a lot more than that and your growin so you’ll get there soon so toughen up buddy!” He sighs. “I can’t believe I am saying this but thank god you have him. Can I have him back now. You better’ve took care of my boy.” He looked at Miley. “At least he’s too young to remember it.” He shrugs. “You didn’t his little boy berry did ya Ajax? He’s too young for roses.” Rose bud he meant as he took Axel back and checked his diaper.

“Catch’em” He said and tossed Axel from his truck to Miley’s car like he was a bag of crack. “Ya gotta be-shittin’me. I ain’t done and went made a flower garden in the boys diaper! He went with me on a little adventure which he was of no help!” Ajax shook his head. “You probably know why I needed him.  But ya gotta understand guys I’m just tryin to get Daxton back.” Ajax was mad Klaus didn’t bite. 

“Hold up! You attempted to use my son to get Daxton bacl!?! Damon he’s tryin to get Axel dead. killed. rip! I ain’t having this dumb ass.”  Miley grabs Axel from Damon. 

“Don’t tell me to hold up! we’re Salvatore’s we do what we gotta do. Axel will know what it means to be a Salvatore.” Ajax said and nods hoping Damon would agree.

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Ain’t Nothing But Bad Days Ahead ||Mamon

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“Oh shit you right.” He sighed. “Guess we need to get a game plan together wifey. Fun times are here again!” Little did they know she was Killing herself and her son right that moment by drowning them both in the pool. “Don’t fuck with me wifey he’s with Homer right?” where was their little Axhole?

“Woo-hoo!” She was really excite. “Seriously hubs, read my lips. Look right here,” she pointed towards her mouth. “I. do not. know where the fuck. our son is.” She stressed. Just then Ajax stops on the going side of the road like they do down in the hollar and get in everyone’s way just so they can road chat.”Fuck.” She said as Ajax rolled his window down and low and behold there poor little Axel was sitting on Ajax lap a driving. Ajax hit the breaks too hard and Axel’s head hit the horn. 

“Shake it off baby!” She said to the crying Axel. “At least we found him but who knows if everything is still a virgin....”

[mileyjones-bitch]

Ain’t Nothing But Bad Days Ahead ||Mamon

[mileyjones-bitch]

“Wha?” He asked hearing the news. “First off YAS! Finally ugh! yeah! I hated that dumb bastard he was always so re re.” Damon remembered and then completely deleted Nathan from his memory since he died and was no longer relevant. “He hit me first. It was self defense and there are camera’s there to prove that.” He laughed. “I’m off the hook! yay! I got to kill in a public place and people watching and it was all legal! And to think I was almost a year sober.” He laughs. “Also were the fuck is my little axehole?”

“You make it sound so fine but it’s not! Haley isn’t going to let this go.” Miley shook her head. “The bitch knows too much.” Miley wanted to put a stop to Haley aka kill her. “She’s going to try and lock you up and it ain’t happenin.” Miley looks at Damon clueless, “I thought he was witchu?” 

[mileyjones-bitch]

Ain’t Nothing But Bad Days Ahead ||Mamon

[mileyjones-bitch]

Damon was freak the fucked out but he done as she said even though he knew it was past risky. He walked quietly and got in the car. “The fuck is this about wifey?”

“The fuck is that I was at the hospital (don’t ask) and I overheard the Doctor telling Haley that Nathan died in surgery!!!!” Her eyes freaked, “What does that mean for you!?!”

[mileyjones-bitch]

Ain’t Nothing But Bad Days Ahead ||Mamon

3 am in the morning. 

Miley text Damon to come outside and he quietly did so without even waking Kat and that was awesome because Kat always was alert out of paranoia.

“Get in the car Hubby.” She said with her window rolled down. 

@damon-axel-salvatore

[mileyjones-bitch]

Hold Me Daddy

[mileyjones-bitch]

Homer sighed. “She was a good’n.” He would miss tappin’ that ass. “I’ll be there for ya too baby. But for now you have me in this hell too.” He meant the world. Duh.

“Can’t wait till we make it to our forever hell and not this phony one.” She tried to make light of the situation. “Love you, Daddy.” 

[mileyjones-bitch]

WTF is Wrong with us?\Mamon/

[mileyjones-bitch]

The moment that woman walked in Damon had a feeling to shake off before she made it over to him. He had to neutralize it. “Wifey.” He replied back with the same nod. “You miss him?” Damon thought she had grown tired of him. He thought about it for a minute then nods. “Fine. but when you get sick of him bring him back or call me it’s that easy. no chloroform needed… Unless it gets like really bad.” He whispered and made a I understand face but more as a half joke.

The way he said her name sent tingles down her spine. “I do miss him. Has he said his first word yet? you don’t think he’s fucked in the head do you?” She was afraid she might have done some permanent damage to their son. “No worries puffin’ I got this.” She grinned. “Have you had to chloroform him?” Miley put Axel on her hip and looked at him. 

[mileyjones-bitch]

WTF is Wrong with us?\Mamon/

Miley walked into Kat & Diana’s bakery and seen Damon playin in the back with the babies in a huge ass playpen. “Hubby,” She nods her head like she was in some kind of western. “Hey Axel.” She picks him up. “What’s that? huh? You wanna go with Ma’ ? The kids spoken.” She said to him. “It’s been months now that you’ve taken him and I’m ready to have him back.”

@damon-axel-salvatore

[enchanted-ly]

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[mileyjones-bitch]

Hold Me Daddy

[mileyjones-bitch]

It hurt Homer to see Miley lose another mama. “Baby.” He hands her his smoke. “I’m sorry ya can’t can’t seem to keep a good woman in your life… or a man for that fact. I had sex with her in a mall dressin’ room. so I kinda know your grief. Kinda.”

Miley took a puff. “I had sex with her too.” ‘She frowned. “It takes a certain kind of person for me to allow myself to feel anything other than hatred for them and Mama Salvatore was one of those who slipped through the gates of hell a little too soon but hey at least when the time comes I’ll have someone I know there waiting for me.” 

[damon-axel-reid]

Can’t Seem To Hate You Enough.

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Nathan took a sip of his beer, as he heard what Damon was saying to him. Jamie was at Lucas’s and Haley was out with Brooke and Peyton. “Don’t mention his name” Nathan said, as he glared at Damon. 

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“Well if it isn’t Nathan Scott!” Miley licked her lips and moseyed on over to the chatting fellas. “Do you desire me yet Nathan?” She asked and puckered her lips for a kiss. “Come on I wont tell that bitch Haley as long as you let me be the chick on the side.” Miley was drunk and wanted Nathan in her pants.

[mileyjones-bitch]

Hold Me Daddy

Miley was taking it rough losing @jennifer-jen-salvatore and she hadn’t properly went through the grieving process yet. “She was like a mother to me. I knew her since I was 15.” She tries not to cry. “God it hurts.” she tried to hold it together.

@homer-jones

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nothing i do better than revenge

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You’d be surprised, Blondie.” He said so sure of himself.

“True, true. You wanna see Axel? Here.” Damon holds him up. “Say high to mommy and I do mean High cause the drugs ya know?” He laughs at himself. “Oh damn now that is feisty. You go girl, get me good.” He snickers. ‘You know if you girls show a little bit of thigh out there you might make a dollar or two.” He motions a blow job with his hand and sticking his tongue to the side of his mouth then laughing. “Ah you know what ladies, it’s been great and entertaining, but I have responsibilities I must tend to. Night, Night.” He shut the window and the cops showed up. and Damon was laughing on the inside.

Miley caught the glimpse of her son, Axel! it mommy!” She looked at Damon, “I can’t believe you’re hitting me that low Damon.” Miley was hurt and thought after all they had been through together he would at least respect her as the mother of his child. 

“You called the cops! I’m going to kill you!” She yelled at Damon. “What are we going to do P. Sawyer? Should we run?”

[peytonsawyer-p-sawyer-love]

Peyton turned to run and was face to face with a cop, by the time she could reply to Miley, she was being put in handcuffs. “We’re pretty much screwed now.” She shrugged, not knowing what else could go wrong.

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“Shit!” She said as she watched Peyton being cuffed and then she felt them lock around her own wrists. “Could they be any tighter I kinda dig pain and don’t mind it rough.” Miley winked at the cop and tried to flirt like the slut she was. 

Honestly, Miley was hurt. Hurt by Damon because there was a time Miley would have went to prison for the man and he just called the police on her and Peyton. “Fuck off!” She yells to Damon as Miley and Peyton were placed in the back of the police car. 

“Who’s going to bail us out?” She asked Peyton.

[mileyjones-bitch]

nothing i do better than revenge

[mileyjones-bitch]

You’d be surprised, Blondie.” He said so sure of himself.

“True, true. You wanna see Axel? Here.” Damon holds him up. “Say high to mommy and I do mean High cause the drugs ya know?” He laughs at himself. “Oh damn now that is feisty. You go girl, get me good.” He snickers. ‘You know if you girls show a little bit of thigh out there you might make a dollar or two.” He motions a blow job with his hand and sticking his tongue to the side of his mouth then laughing. “Ah you know what ladies, it’s been great and entertaining, but I have responsibilities I must tend to. Night, Night.” He shut the window and the cops showed up. and Damon was laughing on the inside.

Miley caught the glimpse of her son, Axel! it mommy!” She looked at Damon, “I can’t believe you’re hitting me that low Damon.” Miley was hurt and thought after all they had been through together he would at least respect her as the mother of his child. 

“You called the cops! I’m going to kill you!” She yelled at Damon. “What are we going to do P. Sawyer? Should we run?”