The End of Mamon
Miley looked over at the clock Damon and Kat’s wedding had officially began according to the wedding invitation tucked in the corner of the bathroom mirror. A text had been exchanged Damon I’m not feeling well so me and Axel are going to be a little late. Read the message on her phone. But she knew they weren’t even going to attempt to show. Miley finished her last diary entry and it was for Axel for when he was older.
Miley grabbed Axel and held him close to her. “Listen at Mama’s heart,” She pulled her four year old head to her chest, “That’s what a heart that can break anymore sounds like,” Her voice shook a little. “Hearts can break baby but when it can’t break anymore is when it’s most permanent.” She said and climbed into the bathtub with Axel. “I hope you get the chance to love someone this much but they love you just as much back.” Miley removed her infamous necklace from her neck and placed it around Axel’s. “Love you Axhole, but Mommy has to hurry her clock it ticking.” Miley wanted to end this before the wedding was over so she never lived in world where Damon was married. Miley kissed Axel’s mouth. Damon had gifted Miley with a blade but she didn’t want scars anymore she wanted death.
Miley traced the razor down her arm like a cat playing with a mouse before applying pressure deepening the blade into her flesh. Axel began to cry at the fright and sight of the blood. “Mommy will be okay in a few minutes.” She told him through her sad, defeated tears but only believed it was true that she wouldn’t feel like this anymore. “I’ll say hi to sissy for you.” Her right hand shaking switches the blade to her left hand to repeat the process only this time she was quietly shushing Axel to soothe him and maybe herself a little. The blade fell from her hand to the bottom on the blood filled tub. Miley sat there watching her veins release the so called life that came pouring out of her but it was honestly just more of an existence especially without the complete love of Damon. And just a second before Damon said his I do, Miley ended her life before their son’s eyes.













