moved.

[milfsamwinchester]

red meat + production draft script edit <3

[castiellesbian]

This blog is hilarious actually

[milfsamwinchester]

still me! but anyway fan the way you're happiest fanning! thanks for your work on the survey ❤️

thank u bestie!

[milfsamwinchester]

guys follow my new blog @bestfriendsamdean sorry i stopped shipping wincest do u still think im sexy 

[milfsamwinchester]

guys when someone follows u should you follow both their spn sideblog and their main ive been here for months and i still dont know what the tumblr etiquette is

[milfsamwinchester]

wait are you saying you don't like wincest anymore?

i still adore sam n dean don't worry !! i just no longer want to explore a sexual/romantic relationship between them n dont really see them ever getting to that point in fanon. the last couple fics i read i rolled my eyes when they started kissing sorry😭😭😭 like dean wants to utterly consume sam and theyre fucking insane and they invented a new way to love that's just them and its not romantic its something else we don't yet have a word for in the english language and i'm extremely compelled by this but i just don't wanna attach the word ship to it bc it feels like it doesn't 100% accurately describe how i feel, i'd rather just continue talking abt them without labels or feeling boxed in about how i feel about them and without people thinking i think they'd fuck

like it's a classic horror trope w how they were raised and having a fucked up childhood and dean being twisted into a mother-father-brother figure he never let go of and it's horrible and gross and compelling and i love it and it makes me sick to my stomach and i don't think they'd kiss but holy shit do i want them to figure it out together. like with idk. sam and mary or whoever i obviously don't ship but i'm compelled by their dynamic and how that fits into the narrative, it feels the same here

my new blog @bestfriendsamdean explains it a bit better i think

[carvedsam]

[milfsamwinchester]

like i don’t think sam and dean would ever kiss or have sex i don’t think that’s ever on the table for them even in fanon but i DO think they would eat and entirely consume each other if given the chance 

[familyhorror]

sam and dean are best friends!!! they like spending their free time with one another they have dumb inside jokes and watch bad tv together and run errands with each other

[milfsamwinchester]

grandpa jackles

[milfsamwinchester]

wheres the jason dean and dean comparative helloooo

[clairenovvak]

sam winchester / veronica sawyer

[milfsamwinchester]

like tbh i think everyone should just be able to talk about sam and dean’s insane love without labels or differentiation between people based on how specifically we explore it or with silly irrelevant words like ships but fandom will never get to that point 

[milfsamwinchester]

SamIsDean’sKidNatural 

[hathfrozen]

wait. new cannibalism angle. if sam and dean were stuck somewhere and starving to death dean would absolutely cut off one of his own limbs to feed sam

[peoplehood-deactivated20211003]

TO EAT AND BE EATEN

Galatians 5:15 / Hélène Cixous, “The Love of the Wolf” / José Saramago, Cain / Georges Bataille, “Erotism: Death and Sensuality” / Anton Chekhov, Uncle Vanya / Car Seat Headrest, The Gun Song / NBC Hannibal, Secondo

[sambrosia]

in the spirit of sam and cas doing weird experiments on sams body as their favorite girls night activity i CANNOT stop thinking about sam attempting to deal with his trauma surrounding getting possessed more times than any living human by asking castiel to possess him on purpose. like just lying side by side on sams bed like they do watching netflix and sam says “yes” and castiel possesses him but Doesn’t Do Anything. they just cohabitate inside sams body for a little bit and when sam says “that’s enough” cas immediately returns to his own body. just giving sam back the feeling of control. letting sam say “no, get out” and have it mean something. helping sam feel big enough to fill out his body on his own. It’s Coping