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It’s not like I didn’t see this coming. It’s not like I didn’t feel the same way too. I didn’t think I could do it either. That I could handle you being 500 miles away from me. That I could bear falling asleep without you one more night. That I would be able to make the changes that I needed to. That I could give up my life for ours. But never once did I think I you weren’t worth it. Never once did I think you had give up hope on me. Never once did I think I wasn’t the one you wanted anymore. Never once did I think that I couldn’t have you. Never once did I think our goal wasn’t obtainable. You have always been the one I wanted. You have always been the one I had to work towards. You have always been the one that kept me moving forward. The only good thing in my life. The only real friend I had. The only thing that gave me hope for my future. Our future. “Our future is bleak.” That’s what you said. You also said we were going to do this. You also said you wanted to change your life for me. You also said you loved me. But I guess that’s the thing isn’t it, you loved me.
